Freak Nasty In The City

Julissa Kept Holding On To My Hand & Then The Contractions Came Back & I Squeezed Her Hand To The Point She Was Screaming As Loud As Me. "This Baby Is Coming Right Now & Can't TAKE IT!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" Tremaine Snickered In The Back. "What The Fuck Is So Funny Trey?" "If You Think About...All That Damn Screaming Is What Got You In This Position In The First Place. Ha Ha" Everyone Except But Me Was Laughing But Then A Devilish Grin Came Upon My Face. "You're Right Trey, That's Why You & Julissa Are Sitting On The Same Spot Where Me & Chris Fucked Last... Everyone In The Car's Face Became Flushed With Shock. I Began To Smile Then A Large Contraction Came. "AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!" I Was Screaming Out In Complete Pain & Agony I Couldn't Breathe. Then We Arrived At The Emergency Room Everybody Ran Out Of The Cars & To Help Chris Get Me To A Doctor.

We Entered To Emergency Room & A Nurse Saw Us Come In. "Please Help Us, My Girlfriend Is Having A Baby We Need A Doctor Now!!!" "Sir Please Calm Down, You Need To Fill Out The Paperwork & Someone Will Be With You In A Moment." "This Bitch Gotta Be Kidding Me?!" Julissa Walked Up To The Front. "Did You Not Hear The Man? She's Having A Baby, So We Need A Doctor Pronto. No Paperwork None Of That Crap We Can Do All That Shit Later So At Least Get Her A Stretcher Or Something Chop Chop, Double Time." "You Must Not Have Heard Me, You Need To Fill Out The Proper Paperwork In Order For A Doctor To See You Now Sit Down & Do It." She Slammed Down The Clipboard. "Oh No She D- Oh No She Did Not Just Tell Me To Sit Down? Oh HELL No, Trey Or Somebody Need To Tell This Bitch Who She's talking To Cause I'll Fuck Around & Whoop Some Old Lady Ass & Go To Jail In VA, Aw HELL Naw." Trey Walked Out along With Julissa To Calm Her Down.

"Well She Needs To At Least Be In A Wheelchair She's Contracting." Jocelyn Said "Well We Proper Insurance To Do So Ma'am." Myself Being In Pain & Tired Made Chris Put Me Down & I Walked Over To The ER Counter. "Listen To Me... I Am Tired, I Am In Pain, I Have Been Through Enough Bullshit Throughout This Pregnancy & Before Then. Now That I Am In Labor All I Want Is The Damn Child To Come Out Of Me Already & For The Father Of My Child To Be With Me. And For Him Or Her To Witness The Loving Families It's About To Enter. So Get Me A Doctor..." She Gave Me A Blank Stare. "NOW!!!!" I Screamed She Ran To The Back & Other Nurses Came Out With A Stretcher & Gently Placed Me On It. I Kept Contracting & Now It Was More Painful & Lasted Longer, Chris Was Right Next To Me Holding My Hand. "I Won't Leave You Baby, I'm Right Here For You & The Baby." I Started To Cry.

Then The Doctor Came Into The Room & Prepared To Deliver This Baby. "My Name Is Dr. Rosas & I Will Be Helping You Deliver Your Baby. She Looked Under My Hospital Robe, "Okay, So Far We're Doing Well, You Are Contracting Well & So Far No Complication With Your Birth." She Looked At The Chart & Her Face Changed. "Chris Brown?" She Looked Up & We Rolled Our Eyes Thinking It Was Another Bitch Ass Person Trying To Put Their Two-cents In Our Lives. "Oh, So This Is Why You Couldn't Answer Her Calls?" Chris Looked At Her Puzzled. "Who Are You Talking About?" "Catalina, She Called Me Crying Telling Me You're Ignoring Her & The Baby." Chris Grew Angry Almost Instantly. "Who The Hell Are You?" "I'm Jaslene... Catalina's Sister & I Don't Appreciate You Ditching Her Because You Found A New Toy To Play With." "And I Don't Appreciate You Coming Here & Making This Personal, Now My Girlfriend Is In Labor I Need To Help Deliver This Baby Not Making This Your Mission For Me To Be With Your Sister Cause It Is Not Going To Happen."

She Huffed & Prepared To Give Me An Injection To Numb The Pain Form Me Being In Labor. I Braced The Pain & I Just Layed Back With Chris Gently Stroking My Forehead He Kissed It & Stood Right Beside Me Waiting For the Baby To Arrive. A Few Hours Later My Contractions Came Back & It Was Pretty Safe To Say This Baby Was Coming Out & Was Screaming So Loudly & Chris Was trying To Help But He Knew He Couldn't Do Anything But Be By My Side & Try To Comfort Me. The Doctor & Several Nurses Rushed To My Room To Deliver The Baby. I Have Never Been In Such Pain & Agony Is My Life... I Kept Screaming At The Top Of My Lungs "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Hold On Baby, You're Almost Done Just Push A Little More." "Come On Terrence Just A Little More..." The Doctor Told Me.

I Was Pushing & Pushing Till All I Heard Was A High-Pitched & Loud Cry. "Congratulations, It's A Baby Girl." She Told Us. I Held On To Her & Chris Kissed Me On My Forehead & Tickled Our Baby Gently, I Was So Happy. We Named Her Michelle Jocelyn Brown. We Were Never Happier, Till I Heard A Mild Cough. Then I Lifted Her Head S Little Bit & Blood Was On My Chest But It Wasn't Mine. I Gasped In Complete Horror. "Doctor, What's Wrong With My Baby?!?" She Ran Over & Pulled My Baby Away & Placed Her On A Small Cradle And Three Other Doctors Came In With Machines Setting Them Up On Michelle, Chris & I Panicked. The Doctor Closed The Curtains Around Where They Were Then Moved Her To Another Room. It Took 3 1/2 Hours For The Doctor To Return To Our Room. She Looked At Us With A Bit Of Sorrow. "So? What Happened To The Baby? Is She Okay? We Wanna See Our Baby Girl." Chris Demanded. She Removed Her Mask And She Looked At Me. "Where's My Baby?" I Asked. "I'm Sorry Ms. Robinson, Chris Michelle Died 30 Minutes Ago. She suffered From An Extreme Case Of Vitamin K Deficiency. She Lost So Much Blood There Was Nothing We Could Do To Keep Her Alive I'm Truly Sorry.

I Know That This Isn't Easy & Have No Clue What's Going Through Your Minds Right Now But If You Take Anything From This Just Love Each Other More, Even If He Has Another Child On The Way, I Can Tell He wants To Be With You More. I Started To Cry & Chris Held On To Me Holding His Tears Back But He Knew He Couldn't I Felt His Tears On My Chest As He Cried But He Didn't Make A Sound. He Slowly Lifted His Head Up & Wipes His Tears. "I'm Gonna Tell Everyone What Happened Okay?" I Looked Up & Nodded At Him. As Chris Was About To Leave To Tell The Family The Bad News Chris & I Heard A Loud Shriek Down The Hall & We Look To See What Was Going On & We See Jaslene Crying & Talking Really Fast In Spanish. "Oh God NO!!! No, No, No, Dios Mio, NOOOOOO!!!" Chris Ran Over To Her. "What Happened?" "She Looked Up At Him In Tears. "It's Catalina... She's Dead." Both Of Our Jaws Dropped Is Complete Horror.

I Took A Little Nap Then The Hotel Called Telling Me I Have To Check Out Because I Had A 5pm Flight. Then I Realized I Had To Fly Out To L.A. I Packed My Things & Put On the Outfit I Bought & Checked Out Of The Hotel. Then A Limo Pulled Up & I Got In Heading For The Airport. I Wanted To Call Chris To See How He Was, So I Picked Up My Cellphone & Called Him Up. He Picked Up The Phone & I Heard A Faint Sound Of A Woman's Voice In The Background. "Chris? Who Is That?" "Nobody Cat, I'm In The Studio..." "With Who?" "With Rashad & Them, I'll Call You In A Few Alright." "Chris? Chris?" He Hung Up On Me, I Scoffed. I Knew There Was Something Going On, Was He Cheating On Me? And If So, With Who? I Was Going To Find Out No Matter What... So I Got On The Plane & Sat Down In The Chair. I Was About To Call Chris Again But The Stewardess Approached Me. "Ma'am We Are About To Take Off So All Electronic Devices Are to Be Turned Off..." She Kept Signaling Towards My Phone. "Alright Then."









I Rolled My Eyes & Shut Off My Phone. I Arrived In L.A. Then I Turned On My Phone & Tried To Call Chris But He Didn't Pick Up His Phone. I Walked Outside Then I Became Very Hungry. So I Hailed A Cab & I Asked Him To Take Me The Best Steakhouse In L.A. So He Drove Me To a Place Called 'STK'. I Got Out & Payed The Taxi Driver, Then I Entered The Restaurant. "Hello I Heard This Place Is Fabulous So May I Please Have A Table For 1?" "Sure... Right This Way Ma'am." I Walked Over To A Table & Sat Down Then I Hear A Voice Similar To Chris' I Look Closer& I See Him At Another With Another Woman. I Became So Infuriated That He Lied To Me, I Got Up & I Walked Over To Their Table That Girl Saw Me & Tried To Tell Chris To Turn Around But It Didn't Work. I Tapped Chris On The Shoulder & He Turned Around. "So, This The Studio Huh Chris?" I Said Angrily Then I Turned To The Girl "And You The Hell Are You?" She Looked Up At Me. "I'm-I'm Terrence & I'm J-Just..." "Selencio Skonka!!!" I Cut Her Off. She Became Silent. "Look, You-You WHORE What The Hell Are You Doing With My Man?







"Wait, Wait, Wait A Minute Your Man?" She Replied Looking Surprisingly At Chris. "Yes Puta, My Man!!! Are You Slow Or Deaf Bitch?" She Then Got Up From Her Seat Angrily & Tried To Stare Me Down. "Look, I Have No Clue Who The FUCK You Think You Are Bitch But You Watch Your Damn Tone When Your Speaking To Me Okay Bitch?" I Noticed That Chris Started To Put His Head Down But I Could Give A Fuck Less About How He Feels Right Now. She Looked At Chris Quickly, "Is She Your Girlfriend?" Chris Mumbled Under His Breath. "Well Chris Answer Me!" He Lifted His Head Up "Not Anymore." Chris Got Up & Faced Me "Catalina I Told Your Ass We Were Through, I'm Sick Of You Following Me Everywhere I Go. Constantly Calling Me & Shit I'm Moving On To Something Better." He Said Solemnly. I Grew Angry & I Raised My Voice.





"No You're Not Cause I Remember You Meeting Up With Me This Morning After Your Flight In MY Arms Asking Me How I'm Doing, Not Layed Up With Some Slut Who Isn't Even That Cute." I Lied So What? He Did Too. The Bitch Scoffed "We'll See Who's 'Cute' After I Rearrange That Squarer Than Spongebob Faced Looking Self." I Became More Pissed. "I Like To See You Try, Mamon!!!" She Grew Angry "Mamon?!? I Got Your Mamon Little Slut." She Leaned Over Trying To Attack Me So I Tried Fight Her Back, Chris Came In Between Us Trying To Stop It "Stop...Stop...STOP IT!!!" Chris Yelling Made Us Stop. She Looked Over At Chris "You Know What Chris, Don't Even Bother..." She Took Off Her Ring & Threw It At Chris' Lap "I'm Gone, Don't Worry About Me I'll Book A Flight Back To New York Myself." She Walked Out Of The Restaurant In Tears. Chris Got Up & Ran Outside & I Was Right Behind Him. She Got In A Cab & Drove Off Before He Could Get To Her. I Was Still Angry & Was Not Done With Him Yet.











He Turned Around & I Continued To Confront Him "Cabron, Get Back Here I'm Not Done With You Just Yet!" I Screamed He Turned Around & Faced Me. "Look Catalina I Told You I Was Done With You, Yea I Slept With You Last Night But We Are Over As a Couple. Do You Hear Me? O-V-E-R & There's Ain't Shit You Can Do About It!!!" I Continued To Yell At Him. "Oh No Puto You Are NOT Leaving Me Like That Especially For Her..." He Turned Around & He Backed Me Up A Wall & Leered At Me "Look, All This Extra Shit You're Doing Is NOT Gonna Make Things Better For Us, So I Suggest You Take It As It Is & Move On." He Whispered In My Face He Walked Away From Me & Had The Valet Pull Up His Car, He Got Into It & Drove Off From The Restaurant. I Was In Tears But I Still Wanted Answers From Him So I Got Into A Taxi & Followed Him To His Hotel Room. I Got To The Building & Went Upstairs & Stopped The Door From Closing Behind Him. "Chris, Chris, CHRIS!!!!" I Yelled He Turned Around.








"What The Fuck Do You Want From Me Catalina?! I'm Done With You & I Can't Stand You No More." He Belted At Me. "Oh Why Is That? Because You Just Fucked Another Woman & Now You're Sprung Off Her Pussy Aren't You?" He Continued To Walk Away From Me "Dammit Bitch I'm Tired Of Your Bullshit, What The Fuck Do You Want From Me?" I started To Yell Back At Him. "I'll Show You What I Want, I'll Show You What I Want..." I Came Close To Him & I Started Kissing Him, He Tried To Pull Away But He Couldn't & He Started Embracing It & He Pulled Me Closer. He Pulled Down My Dress Straps & We Ended Up In The Bedroom & He Layed Me On My Back. He Slid Off My Dress & I sat Up In My Bra & Panties Watching Him Undress In Front Of Me. "This Is What You Wanted Right?" He Whispered "Yes, This Is What I Want..."







I Popped Open My Bra & Revealed My Full Breasts In Front Of Him. "Mmm" He Said Removing His Shirt Slowly, I could See His Pants Getting Tighter & The Sight Of It Was Just Beautiful. I Sat Up On My Knees To Remove His Belt Buckle, I Helped Him Unzip His Pants & His Manhood Was Right In Front Of My Face & My Mouth Began To Water. I Stuck out My Tongue & Began To Lick Him Slowly, He Shivered A Little Bit Then Look Down At Me. "Put That In Your Mouth Girl." I Kept On Flicking Him With My Tongue, Then He Grabbed My Hair & I Looked Up At Him. "I Said Put That In Your Mouth..." I Wrapped My Lips Around His Hard-On & Began Stroking Him Up & Down. "That's It, That's What You Wanted Huh?" I Looked Up At Him & I Continued On, I Felt His Pre-Cum On the Side Of My Inner Cheek & I Tasted & Swallowed It With My Tongue. I Felt Him Building Up So I Took It Out & I Handed Him A Condom From My Purse. I Slid Off My Panties While My Legs Were In The Air, He Climbed Into Bed With Me Then Spread My Legs Apart & Started To Penetrate Me.









"Aye Papi... Yesssssssssss." I Exclaimed In Pleasure. He Just Kept Going Deeper & Deeper, Then Harder & Harder To The Point I Just Layed Back & Let Him Work It Out On Me. He Just Kept Going & Going Till I Lost Track Of Time & Passed Out. I Woke Up A Couple Hours Later & Chris Was Nowhere To Be Found, I Got Up From The Bed & Looked In The Bathroom & I See He Wasn't There. He Wasn't In the Living Room Or Kitchen, He Must've Left To Go See That Whore. I Walked Back To The Bathroom & I Seen He Cleaned Himself Up & Left But I Saw The Condom He Used On Top Of The Edge Of The Wastebasket. I Then Thought Of A Crazy Idea Since He Don't Want To Be With Me, I'll Make Him Leave Her For Me Instead. So I Took The Condom Out & It Had Semen In It, I Slowly Rolled Up The Condom & Insert His Manly Seed Inside Of Me. I Squirmed For A Little Bit But I Wanted Him To Pay For Deceiving Me And This Was The Only Way I Thought I Could Do So. He Fucking Deserved It & I Could Care Less.













I Walked Over Where His Pants Were & Checked The Pockets & Saw There Was $5,000 In His Pocket So I Threw Away The Condom, Took All Of The Money & Left The Hotel Room. I Went To The Airport To Book A Flight To Philadelphia So I Can Go Home Cause I Was Fed Up With Chris. Then My Cellphone Rang & I Saw It Was Chris I Ignored Him & Let It Go Straight To Voicemail. I Got On The Plane & I Turned Off My Phone Before The Flight Then The Plane Got Ready To Take Off. I Was Glad I Did What I Did & I Was Better Off Fucking A Basketball Player Anyways. A Few Months Have Gone By, I've Moved To New York & I've Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately But I Ignored It, Then I Head A Knock At My Door. I Walked Over & Opened It & It Was Chris Standing In Front Of Me I Looked At Him Up & Down. "What Do You Want Chris?" I Stood In Front Of Him With My Arms Folded, He Had His Head Slightly Down & His Hands In His Pockets.









"Catalina I'm Here To Say I'm Sorry For Not Telling You I Wanted To Break Up Sooner. I'm With Terrence Now So I Just Want To Make It Official For Her & Me." I Wanted To Tell Him Off But I Because Very Woozy & Could Barely Stand Up Straight. "Are You Okay Cat?" He Said Concerned. "Yea, Yea I'm Fine You Said You're Leaving Me & I Get It." Then I Felt Myself Blacking Out Till I Randomly Did. I Woke Up A Little Bit Later In A Physician's Bed, I Started To Get Up & The Nurse Rushed Over To Me. "Relax Girl, You Took Quite A Fall Back There." She Smiled "Where's Chris?" "Who? Oh You Mean The Gentlemen That Brought You Here... He Came In Saying That You Strangely Passed Out & He Placed You On the Bed But He Couldn't Stay." "Well Do You Know What's Wrong With Me Because I Never Passed Out Ever & I Have Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately." "Well Don't Worry The Doctor Will Be With You Shortly & She'll Run A Blood Test." I Layed On My Back & Waited Patiently For The Doctor To Arrive.



Then 15 Minutes Later A Woman Walked Into The Room & She Walked Over Towards Me. "Hello, My Name Is Dr. Jennifer Steinberg I Will Be Your Doctor For Today." "So Tell Me How'd You Passed Out?" I Took A Deep Breath. "Well I Was Talking To My Boyfriend In My Apartment & Started Feeling Woozy & Then I Passed Out..." "Oh, You Have A Boyfriend?" "Yeah, He Dropped Me Off But He Couldn't Stay He Had To Go Work On His Music." I Smiled "Music?" She Questioned. "Yes He's A Very Famous Singer & We Love Each Other Very Much... You Wanna See Our Pics Together?" "Sure." The Doctor Said "I Took Out My Phone & Showed Her All Of The Pics Of Me & Chris. "Oh Wow." You Guys Must Really Be Into Each Other." "Oh Yes, We Were Even Thinking About Marring Each Other." "Hmm... Well I Wish You Both The Best Of Luck." She Smiled Hard. "Oh & Just Between You & Me He Got A Big Cock & Is Amazing In Bed..." I Whispered.

"Wow, So Enough Chit Chat. Let Me Take Your Blood For A Blood Test To See What's Going On. How Long Were You Sick?" "For A Couple Weeks Now, I Don't Know What's Going On With Me. I Throw Up A Lot, I'm Always Hungry & My Shoes & Clothes Don't Fit Right Anymore." She Drew Blood From My Arm & Put It In A Tube. "So I'll See If There's Any Complications With Your Blood But I Suggest Going To The Drug Store." I Looked At Her Puzzled. "Why?" She Threw Her Gloves In the Wastebasket & Turned To Face Me. "Because You Might Be Pregnant." "What?!" I Thought To Myself How Did This Happen Then I Remembered What I Did In LA." "Oh Okay Then I'll Tell Chris The Good News." "Chris Is His Name? Chris Brown?" "Yes Dear, Chris Brown Is The Father Of My Unborn Baby & I'm Proud." I Got Up & Walked Out Of Her Office With A Great Smirk On My Face.

I Couldn't Believe It My Plan Actually Worked, I Was Pregnant By Chris & I Was So Happy. But I Had To Keep A Cool Head & Go Take a Pregnancy Test & Wait For The Results In Order To Confirm If I'm Truly Pregnant Cause My Method Wasn't Exactly The Best Pregnancy Method... But My Idea Was Coming Full Circle & Now Chris Will Have To Be With Me, He Just Has To. I Called My Cousin Jaslene To Tell Her The News. "Hello?" "Jaslene, It's Me Catty..." "Oh, Hey Sis Wassup?" "Guess What?" "What Happened Catty?" "I'm Pregnant..." I Smiled "What?!" Jaslene Didn't Seen As Enthusiastic As I Was. "Pregnant By Who? And Please Tell me It Wasn't By That Damn Boy You've Been Telling Me About." The Smile Dropped From My Face. "I-I Thought You Would Be Happy Jassy." "Happy? Happy About What? That My Little Sister Is Out Whoring Herself To Celebrities For Money Or That She Is Knocked Up By One That Probably Already Has A Girlfriend?! Aye Catalina You Don't THINK!!! And That's You End Up In These Messed Up Situations & You End Up Getting Disrespected By These So Called Men."











I Grew Angry "Jaslene Not Everybody Can Get A Full-Ride Scholarship & Go To College Be A Doctor Like You... Not Everybody Can Be Loved & Cherished In Our Family & Be Highly Favored Like You. I Have To Do What i Have To Do In Order To Live, I'm Sorry I Can Live My Life Like You Do." "Catty That's Not Fair... You Know The Family Loved You And We Just..." I Cut Her Off. "Yea, You All 'Loved' Me Right? but After I Had My Son Almost All Of You Disowned Me & Threw Me Away Like A Piece Of Dirt. Then None Of You Even Showed Up To The Funeral & You Have The Nerve To Claim That You Loved Me?" I Started To Cry. "Catty I Know Brandon's Death Was Hard, I Told You Why I Couldn't Go To The Funeral, Dad Wouldn't Allow Us To See You. I Wanted To See You So Bad I Cried That Night Too." "I'm Done Talking Now I'm Gonna Go Home & Tell Him... Bye." "Be Careful Sis." I Hung Up The Phone.











I Wiped My Tears & I Took A Taxi Home, When I Entered My Apartment I Saw I Had A Message Waiting For Me I Walked Over & Went To Listen To It... I Heard Chris' Voice. "Catalina It's Me, I'm Sorry I Couldn't Have Stayed With You In the Doctor's Office. I Hope You're Alright, I Had To Go Handle My Business So Call Me Back When You Get This." I Picked Up My Phone & Called Him, He Picked Up His Phone. "Yo." "Chris It's Me Catalina." "Wassup?" I Hesitated For A Few Seconds. "Are You Still There?" "Ye-Yea Chris I Am..." "Well What Happened? Don't Tell Me The Fall Made You Lose Brain Cells?" I Chuckled. "No It Didn't, I Have To Tell You That I'm Pregnant..." He Paused His Next Words. "Are you There Chris?" "Y-Yea... I'm Still Here Umm Are You Sure? I Mean We Were Always Strapped When Fucked, I Never Forgot That." "Well The Condom Broke Back In L.A." I Said Lying My Ass Off To Chris.









"Well What Does This Mean For Us?" "What Do You Mean Us? Imma Do What I Have To Do For Our Child But As for Our Relationship It's Dead... I'm With Terrence Now & You Having My Child I Mean If It Is My Child I Mean, Will Not Make Me Be With You Or Marry You. So Give That Up Already..." He Hung Up. I Started To Cry, I Can't Believe He Blew Me Off Like That For That Cheap, Sleazy Bitch. My Sadness Quickly Became Intense Anger. How Could He Just Leave Me As If I Meant Nothing To Him? I Cooked For Him, I Was With Him All The Time, We Went Out Together, We Went To Parties Together... etc. I Was Not Gonna Let Him Make A Mockery Out Of Me... I'm A Grown Woman & He Will Pay For Betraying Me... I Packed My Bags & I Was Ready To Leave For Philadelphia But I Had To Make One Last Stop Before I Do. I Took My Luggage & Drove My Car Over To Chris' Penthouse, I Saw Him Coming Out Of The Parking Lot. So I Followed Him To See Where He Was Going, I Saw Him Enter Another Apartment & I Waited About 30 Minutes then He Came Out With Some Bitch & I Saw Chris Rub Her Stomach.

"So This Bitch Is Pregnant Too Huh?" I Said Under My Breath Gripping Tighter At The Wheel As I See Him Giving Her Much More Love & Affection Than Me, They're Both Gonna Fucking Pay For This Shit I Swear To God They Will. So As They Entered The Car I Started To Follow Them Again, They Stopped At This Restaurant I Watched Them As He Stroked Her Hair & Kissed Her Slowly... He Never Looked At Me as Much As He Looked At Her. A Horn Blaring Behind Me Broke My Focus On Them & I Eyeballed Them Going In The Restaurant. I Let The Valet Park My Car & I Went Inside To Watch Them From Afar. Then I Saw Her Get Up To Use The Bathroom, I Buried My Head Into The Menu So She Wouldn't Recognize Me. Then As She Entered The Restroom I Got Up & Waited For Her To Come Back Out. Then As She Exited The Bathroom I Came Out Of The Shadows & Called Her Out. "Hola Puta." She Turned Around & Looked At Me With A Stank Face. " I See You've Been Whoring Around With Chris Huh?"










She Rolled Her Eyes At Me. " Look Catalina, Chris Broke Up With You & Now He's With Me. So Get Over Yourself & Move On With Your Life, He Doesn't Want You." She Scoffed Then She Started To Walk Away From Me. I Became Very Angry, Grabbed Her Shoulder & I Slapped Her In The Face Knocking Her Over. Then She Got Up & Slapped Me In My Face Hard, I Fell On The Ground Then She On Top Of Me & Started Punching Me In The Face, I Soon Got A Chunk Of Her Hair Got Up & Tried To Knock Her To The Ground... Then That Skeezer Started To Grab My Hair Trying To Rip It Out Or Something So I Tried To Rip Her Weave Out. Since Neither One Of Us Was Letting Go I tried To Kick Her In The Stomach & Then Out Of Nowhere She Grabbed My Head & Slammed It On The Bar Table, I Don't Know How The Fuck That Happened But It Did... I Heard A Rip As I Fell To The Floor & I Saw Some Of My Hair In That Whore's Hand, She Tried To walk Away But I Got Up & Tackled Her To The Floor. She Rolled Over & Kicked Me In My Chest. I Felt Blood In My Mouth & By The Time I Went To Whoop Her Ass, Her & Chris Had Already Left.










I Got Up From The Floor & Grabbed To Cloth From Someone's Table Wiped My Bloody Nose & Stormed Out Of The Restaurant. What Could He See In Her Other Than His Dick? He Just Angered Me, I Was Fed Up With Men Like Him. Why Won't He Love Me? I Do Everything For Him, I Travel Everywhere With Him & Now He Just Left Me Just Like That Even Though I Was Pregnant With His Child... He Just Didn't Care & I'm So Pissed Off About It, Maybe My Sister Was Right I'm Not As Respectable As I Would Like To Be. But What Else Could I Do? I Never Finished High School Because I Was Pregnant With My First Child & After He Died I Had No Money. I Thought Chris Was The One But I'm Just Another Whore In His Eyes. Went To Go Get My Car, The Valet Pulled Up My Car I Got In & Drove Home. I Checked My Cellphone & Saw I Had A New Voicemail Message & I Played It. I Was Shocked To Hear Chris' Voice On It. "Look, Catalina I Wanna Make Amends With You For What Happened Tonight. Please Call Me Back So I Can Meet Up With You & We Can Talk, iight Bye." I Was Hesitant To Call Him Back At First But The Worse Case Scenario Is That The Bitch Will Pick Up His Phone Like The Dumbass She Probably Is.

So I Called Back & He Picked Up "Hey Cat, Are You Okay?" "No I'm Fucking Not Chris... I'm Still Bleeding From That Bitch." Chris Voice Gained Bass In His Voice "Hey, Don't Talk About Terrence Like That." "Oh, So That's What Her Name Is... Well You Tell Terrence That I'm Not Fucking Done With Her Ass." "I'm Not Telling Her Shit, I Shouldn't Even Be Talking To You Right Now." I Sighed At Him. "Where Do You Wanna Meet Me At?" "At My Penthouse But Tomorrow, Not Now I Gotta Make Sure Our Baby's Ok?" I Became Puzzled. "Our Baby? Chris Don't Tell Me You Got That Pinche Puta Pregnant Too?!" "Hey, Calm the Fuck Down Catlina... This Dick Doesn't Belong To You & It Never Did So Chill The Fuck Out iight?" I Was Turned Off By His Words. "Whatever Chris, What Time Tomorrow?" "3:30 pm" "Ok, See You Then. Bye-" He Hung Up Before I Could Respond. I Walked Over To The Bathroom, Cleaned Up My Face & Sat Down On The Couch & Thought To Myself Am I Really Gonna Link Up Back With Chris Again? Because I Still Think He Doesn't Respect Me, But With Him You Never Really Know.

I Just Started Flipping Through My Phone & All Of A Sudden My Phone Rang. I Thought It Was Chris So I Answered Immediately. "Hello?" "Catalina It's Me Trey." I Rolled My Eyes At The Sound Of Trey's Voice. "Hey Trey Wassup?" "Nothing, So What You Doing Tonight?" I Sighed Heavily. "Nothing, What About You?" I Slumped Back In My Seat. "Well I Wanted To Come Over To See You..." Since I Was Doing Shit I Might As Well Let Him Come Through. "Alright Then, You Can Come Over." I Mumbled. "iight Cool, See You In A Few." He Hung Up The Phone. I Got Up & Cleaned Myself Off. As I Got Dress & Hid Away My Blood Soaked Dress, I Heard A Knock At The Door. I Walked Over & Saw It Was Trey. I Swear This Nigga Tries Too Hard To Be Sexy & It Kind Of Irked Me. But I Didn't Give A Fuck, I Was Lonely & Chris Was To Busy Entertaining His Whore To Care About Me Or His Baby. I Let Him In & He Kissed Me On The Cheek. I Rolled My Eyes As I Closed The Door Behind Us. We Sat On The Couch & Trey Started Talking To Me.

I Was In Trouble Because I Still Love Chris & Want To See Him But Trey May Be The Best Thing That Ever Happened To My Life. I Was So Confused As To What I Am Going To Do, I Wanted Chris But Trey's Words To Me Meant So Much. Chris Had Never Spoken To Me Like That. Matter A Fact No Man Has Ever Spoken To Me Like That. I Was In A Huge Dilemma, I Couldn't Tell My Sister Cause She'll Go On & On About How All These Men Are All The Same & How I Should Get An Abortion & Go Back To School. Well Unless I Become A Doctor Or Lawyer Or Some Bullshit I'm Gonna Be In Debt & Refuse To Be Broke Again. I Swore On My Son's Life I Would Never Suffer To Maintain The Life I Want. I Just Had Too Much On My Mind & I Went In the Shower & Cleaned Up To Clear My Mind. After I Got Out The Shower It Was 2:30 & Picked Up My Phone & Called Chris, He Picked Up The Phone.

"Whuddup?" "Chris It's Me Catalina." He Sighed Heavy "Yeah?" "I Was Wondering, If We Could Reschedule When We're Gonna Meet Up Cause-" Chris Cut Me Off Mid-sentence "Look, We Can Only Meet Up At 3:30, I Ain't Got Not Time To Put Up With Your Bullshit. Be There Or Forget About It." "But I-" Chris Hung Up The Phone On Me. I Started To Call Trey On His Cell But He Didn't Answer So I Left A Message. "Trey It's Me Cat, I Was Hoping To Reach You But I Couldn't Call Me Back Because I Wanna Meet Up With You At A Different Time Today. Thank You For What You Said, You've Made Me Feel Much Better Now Goodbye." I Hung Up The Phone. I Was Getting Ready To Leave Then I Heard My Phone Ring, I Saw It Was Trey So I Picked Up Quickly. "Hello?" "Who The Fuck Is This?!" I Heard A Female's Voice Strike Back. I Tried To Maintain Composure. "I'm Catalina, Who's This?" "Don't Worry About All That Bitch, Why the Hell Are You Leaving Messages On My Man's Phone?" "I'm Trey's Friend, I Don't Want Any Trouble." "Well Bitch You Shouldn't Have Called His Phone Knowing He Has A Girlfriend." "Well I'm Sorry, I Was J-" She Hung Up On Me In Mid-Sentence. I Just Sat Down Feeling A Bit Woozy Then I Rad To The Bathroom & Threw Up. I Knew All This Stress Wasn't Good For The Baby So I Decided To Go Out For A Walk To Clear My Head.

I Walked Around The Block & Then My Phone Rang, I Saw It Was Trey. I Thought His Girlfriend Was Gonna Badger Me Some More But I Thought It was Him So I Answered. "H-Hello?" I Sheepishly Spoke. "Cat, It's Me Trey." I Breathed Out With Relief. "What Happened? What Is With Your Girlfriend?" "Girlfriend? She Isn't My Girlfriend..." "Well She Sure Was Convinced That She Was." "Well I Can Tell You Right Now She's Not, So What Is It That You Wanna Tell Me?" "Yea, I Was Wondering If I Could Meet Up With You Later Because-" I Tried To Come With A Lie Quickly. "Because?" Trey Repeated. I Couldn't Think Of Anything So I Sighed & Just Told Him The Truth. "Chris Said He Wanted To See Me Today At The Same Time As You & I-" "Come On Catalina..." Trey Interjected. "He Doesn't Appreciate You Like I Do, I Don't Care What You Have Done In Your Past I Just Want To Be In Your Future." I Started To Tear. "Please Cat Don't Go Down The Same Road Where You Weren't Loved Or Respected. If Anything He Won't Want To Meet You For Any Good Intention." "But I Need To See What He Wants, He's Been So Hot & Cold With Me Ever Since He Got With That Girl. I Have To Know What's On His Mind Before I Meet Up With You, I'm Sorry Trey."

He Sighed "It's Okay, Meet Up With Me After You're Done With Chris." "Okay, Bye Trey." I Hung Up Feeling Better That Trey Understood But Felt Guilty That He Was Right But I Was Too Focused On Chris. I Heard My Cellphone Ring Again & It Was Chris, I Answered It. "Hello Chris." "Hey Cat, Are You Coming?" "Yea I Am, Where Did You Wanna Meet Up Again?" "My Penthouse & Hurry Up Cause I Need To Go Handle Some Business." "Okay Chris, I'm Coming In 10 Minutes Okay?" "iight, See You Soon." He Hung Up. I Can't Figure That Man Out For Shit, He Wants Me Then He Wants Nothing To Do With Me. I Don't Even Know Why I'm Wasting My Time With Him, Yes I'm Pregnant & Yes Chris Should Be Involved With His Unborn Child But He Seems Like He Doesn't Give A Fuck. I Entered The Building Where Chris' Penthouse Was & I Went Up The Elevator To Chris' Apartment. I Knocked On The Door Lightly & He Answered It. "Hey Cat, Come In." I Walked In His Apartment & He Had Boxes Set Up. "Are You Moving?" "Yes I am, I'm Moving In With Terrance." "Well Good For You." Before Chris Could Answer I Interjected Him. "What Is It That You Want From Me Chris? Because I Don't Have Time To Play Games & I'm Keeping The Baby Regardless Of What You Want Ok."

"Ok... All I Wanted To Say Is That I'm Sorry." I Gave Chris The Most Confused Look On My Face Then He Continued. "I'm Sorry For Causing Stress For You & The Baby, I Should've Been More Responsible For Fucking Myself Up. I Just Wanna Let You Know That I Will Try To Help You The Best I Can." I Was In Shock By Chris' Words. "Do You Truly Mean All Of That?" "Yea, I Just Wanna Take Responsibility For Everything I Put You Through But I Found Out Something That Intrigues Me." I Gulped. "What Do You Mean?" "I'm Still Wondering How I Got You Pregnant? Because I Never Hit It Raw When I Was With You." I Grew Concerned. "The Condom Must've Broke Or Something." I Replied. "Yea, That's What I First Thought Till I Saw This..." Chris Held Up The Turkey Baster Right In Front Of Me, I Became Shocked. "Look Chris, I-I Could Explain..." "Then You Better Start Explaining Some Shit Cause I Found This Shit In My Hotel Room In The Bathroom." "Well I-I-" Chris Cut Me Off "Were You Trying To Trap Me With This Baby Thinking I Would Go Back To Your Ass?" I Stood Frozen & Silent.

"So You Thought Making Yourself Pregnant By Me Was Going To Make Me Leave Terrance For You?! Terrence Is Way More Important To Me Than Your Ass Ever Was, You Were Just Something I Fucked When I Got Bored." My Mind Was Blindsided By The Harshness Of Chris' Voice. " You Don't Mean That Chris, You Don't." He Scoffed. "Cut The Fucking Melodramatics Catalina, You're Only Embarrassing Yourself." My Sadness Quickly Grew To Anger. "Look Motherfucker I'm Tired Of You Dismissing Everything We Had Together Because Of Some Bitch That You Fucked For One Night. Everybody Knows What Type Of Nigga You Are Chris, A Simple Motherfucker Who Keeps His Hands On His Money & A Bitch On His Dick Then Takes Off When She Isn't Good Enough By His Bitchass Standards."

He Rushed Me Up Against The Wall. "Watch Your Damn Mouth, Cause You Know I Put Your Ass On Otherwise None These Niggas Out Here Would Even Look At You & Your Ass Would Be Back In Philly Making Chump Change. Let's Not Lose Our Heads Because Our Feelings Are Hurt." He Backed Up & I Rushed Out Of His Apartment Angry, Sad, & Confused. I've Never Seen Him This Angry Before, Trey Was Right Now I Have To Go To Him & Let Him Know What Chris Has Done To Me.