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"Terrence You Don't Sound Or Look Too Good At All." Karina Got Up Grabbed A Whole Bunch Of Paper Towels & Wiped My Face Off. "I Heard About You & Your Little Singer Terry." I Rolled My Eyes, Everybody Gets In Everybody's Business At Work Ugh. She Tilted My Head Towards Her. "Listen To Me, Because I'm Gonna Keep It Real With You... If You Are Pregnant I Doubt He's Going To Stay With You." My Face Looked Insulted At Her Statement. "Terry I Know You Think He's Gonna Be With You Forever But He's Not... He's Too Into Having His Way With Many Other Women To Settle Down, In Fact Most Men Like That Don't. I Wouldn't Be Surprised If To Him You Were Just Another Notch On His Belt Or A Number In His Little Black Book, He Saw An Independent, Strong Woman Who He Perceived To Be Young & Naive & Used That Fact To His Advantage. Terry Don't Get Mad At Me I'm Just Calling It Like I See It, He's A Player Ter Just Leave Before It Gets Too Deep." Karina Got Up & Walked Out Of The Bathroom.

When I Left The Bathroom My Boss Came Towards Me, He Looked Concerned... Well That's What Dads Do Right? I Turned Around & Walked Towards Him. "Terrence, What Happened Back There?" He Said "I Just Got Sick From A Bad Breakfast Sir, Nothing Substantial." I Couldn't Tell Him That Was Dating Chris, He's So Damn Overprotective That My Prom Date Almost Go Shot When Trying To Pin the Broach On My Dress. So Him Finding Out That I'm Dating Chris & That We're Sleeping Together Was DEFINITELY A No-No. "Are You Sure Sweetheart?" He Looked In My Eyes. "Yea Dad, I'm Sure... Could I Take An Early Lunch Sir?" "Yes sweetheart Go Ahead." He Smiled, I Smiled Back "Thanks Daddy, I Mean Sir." He Laughed & Walked Back To His Office. I Quickly Ran To The Pharmacy & Bought 5 Of The Most Expensive Pregnancy Tests I Could Find. I Ran Back To My Apartment & Took The Tests. I Waited For 10 Minutes To See My Results & I Saw Pregnant... I Ripped The Other Test Out & Took It Again I Saw The Plus Sign & Panicked I Ripped Out The Test & It Said The Same Thing.

I Slowly Got Up From My Bed & Walked Slowly To The Door & I Opened It. Chris Had That Big Goofy But Beautiful Smile On His Face & Huge Bouquet Of Flowers In His Hand, I Just Stood There Smiling A Little Bit & Allowed Him In My Apartment. "Hey Babe." I Kissed Him On His Lips & I Took The Flowers Out Of His Hand & Put Them In A Vase. He Looked At Me Puzzled "What's Wrong Honey?" I Took A Heavy Sigh "Umm, We Gotta Talk Chris." He Looked Concerned. "What Is It The Flowers Because I Can Always Go & Get You Better Ones, I Could Just..." I Stopped Him In Mid-Sentence "No, No, Its Not That Baby Just Sit Down I Gotta Talk To You About Something, Something Important." "Oh. Okay." There Was Still A Sense Of Worry In His Voice But Smiled In An Attempt To Reassure Me But I Saw Right Through That. "Chris, Don't Be Too Alarmed But I'm Pregnant..." His Smile Dropped A Little From His Face. "Wow..." He Looked Down Without Saying Anything Further. "Wow? Is That All You Can Say Chris...Wow?" I Looked At Him Puzzled.






"Well Damn Terrence What Do You Want Me To Say? I'm Happy? Well I Don't Know What The Hell We're Gonna Do, I Don't Wanna Have Kids This Early In Our Relationship. We've Only Been Dating For 6 Weeks, What The Hell Ter?" I Grew Angry At His Words "Listen Alright, I Didn't Get On Top Of Myself & Had Unprotected Sex By Myself Okay. We Made That Decision, You Stopped Wearing Condoms & I Stopped Using My Pills. We Made That Decision TO-GETH-ER." He Stared At Me Hard. "And Besides Weren't You The One You Said You Wanted To Start A Family?" I Questioned "Yea I Did, But Not Like This..." I Was Confused "Like What?" I Questioned With My Arms Crossed " Didn't You Claim To 'Love' Me? Maybe That Message Wasn't Properly Conveyed To Me." "You Know What I'm Not Gonna Argue With You, I'm Out." He Tried To Walk Out The Door But I Ran Past Him Quickly & Blocked Him From Leaving.






"You Will NOT Leave Here Until You Talk With Me About Us & This Baby Cause It's Not About How You Feel Anymore, It's About All Three Of Us. I'm Pregnant With Your Child & We Need To See How This Is Gonna Affect Us As A Whole." "If It Is My Baby..." Chris Said Under His Breath But I Heard Him. "What Did You Say?" I Looked At Him. "Did You Just Questioned Fathering Our Child?" I Quickly Became Enraged "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?" "So Now I'm Trying To Trap You? Is That It?" He Felt Guilty For Saying What He Said "I Didn't Mean It That Way It's Just, That This Is All Weird To Me. We Haven't Even Been Together For 2 Months & You're Pregnant I Don't Know How To Feel Right Now." I Scoffed Then He Moved Forward & Looked Me In My Eyes. "Look Why Don't I Throw A Party For You & We'll Celebrate Okay? I'm Not Sure What To Think Right Now Is All, I'm Sorry Baby Okay." He Kissed Me On My Forehead. I HATE Whenever He Does That Shit Always Calms Me Down.






"Okay Babe, I'm Sorry Too." We Kissed Each Other & He Looked At Me Again. "We Should Think About Moving In Together." I Froze Like Ice "My Father Doesn't Know We're Together..." "Then We'll Meet Him & Tell Him The News, What About Your Mother?" "Umm, She Died 5 Years Ago..." "I'm Sorry About That Terry." He Frowned A Little "It's Okay, I'm Sure She Would've Loved Ya." We Kissed Each Other Again & He Started To Leave The Apartment. "I'll Take You Out Tonight Baby, You Deserve It." He Smiled, I Couldn't Help But Smile Back At Him. "Okay, I'll Hold You Up To That." I Walked To The Door & Closed It Then Went To Sleep. Nightfall Came And I Woke Up To My Cell Ringing & It Was Chris, I Picked It Up And Answered It. "Hello?" "Hey Baby, Are You Feeling Okay?" "I'm Fine Honey Just A Little Tired But I'm Okay. How About You Babe?" "I'm Just Waiting On You..." He Laughed A Little. "Oh Shit, I Forgot we Were Supposed To Go Out Tonight. Just come Up I'll Be Ready In 10 Minutes." "Okay Ter Imma Be There." I Hung Up The Phone & Ran Into My Closet & I Got Out This Beautiful Cream Dress Chris Bought Me For Our Month Anniversary.





I Put It On & Noticed It Got Tighter In the Hips & Waist Area, Looks Like I Gotta Get Used To Wearing Bigger Clothes Till The Baby Is Born. Chris Was Knocking On The Door & I Opened It, He Looked Up & Down My Body. "You Look So Amazing Baby He Kissed Me." "Thank You Honey, Looks Like I Gotta Start Buying Maternity Clothes. We Laughed & We Got Into Chris' Car & Headed To The Restaurant, I Secretly Started To Worry About Me & Chris' Future. We Had NEVER Argued Like That Before & It Scared Me. Did He Really Mean What He Said? I Hope Not, I Shook Off The Thought & We Entered The Restaurant & We Calmly Sat Down Waiting For Our Waiter. "I Just Want To Know That I'm Here For You & The Baby Ter, Its Just Gonna Take Me A While To Adjust To Becoming A Father... I Still Love You Baby." He Said While Touching My Hand. I Smiled At Him & He Mirrored Back At Me.





The Waiter Approached Us, "What Will You Guys Have For Tonight?" He Smiled "I Will Have The Chicken & What Will You Have Baby?" I Looked At The Menu & Didn't Know What I Want So I Just Did The Most Basic Thing I Could Ever Say... "I'll Just Have What He's Having For Now." He Giggled At Me "You Didn't Know What The Hell You Was Gonna Order Didn't You?" I Giggled Back "No I Did Not, Ha Ha." "Are You Sure You're Really Happy For The Baby Chris? Cause If You Don't Want I'll-" He Cuts Me Off. "Terrence I'm Really Happy, You Don't Need To Worry Girl Gosh." He Leaned Towards Me & I Smiled. Then I Looked At Him But I Couldn't Shake Off This Feeling In The Back Of My Head Of My Head Of What He Told Me Back At The Apartment.





"I'm Gonna Go To The Bathroom Chris, I'll Be Right Back." He Nodded Then Rubbed My Back. I Got Up To Go To The Bathroom. I Was Coming Out Of The Bathroom I Heard A Familiar But Annoying Ass In oherent Voice. "Hola Puta!!!" I Turned Around & It Was Catalina's Crazy Ass Again Starting Shit. "I See You've Been Whoring Around With Chris Now Huh?" I Rolled My Eyes At Her. "Look, Catalina Chris Broke Up With You & Now He's With Me. So Get Over Yourself & Move On With Your Life He Doesn't Want You..." I Scoffed, I Started To Walk Away Then Catalina Grabbed My Shoulder & Slapped Me Across The Face. I Quickly Got Up & Slapped Her In Her Face. Then I Walked Over & Started Punching Her In The Face Then She Grabbed My Hair Trying To Force Me On The Floor.

Then A Bartender Saw Us Fighting & He Called Security, I Got A Hold Of Catalina's Hair & We Kept Swinging Each Other Back & Forth Viciously Like We Wanted To Rip Each Other's Hair Out Of Our Skulls. Catalina Tried To Kick Me In The Stomach & That Enraged Me Even More. I Took Her Head & Slammed It On The Marble Bar Table With a Chunk Of Her Hair In My Hand. I Dropped The Hair Peice & Got Up To Leave But Then She Tackled Me To The Ground Hard, I Turned Around & Kicked Her In The Chest & Chris Must've Saw Me Cause He Was Running With Security To Get Us Off Each Other. Security Took Catalina Who Was Bloody From The Fight. I Just Had A Couple Of Scratches & That Bitch Got Her Fucking Blood On Me. Then Chris Grabbed Me & Took Me Out Of The Restaurant & We Drove Off Into The Night.

Tracey LaCroix © 2010, Copyright Freak Nasty In The City

Chapter8: The Situation






"Chris, Chris, CHRIS!!!" "So What, Are You Cheating On Me With Her Is That It? Huh? You Just Been Fucking Around On Me & Think It's Okay, Well Dammit It's NOT OKAY!!!" He Still Didn't Respond To Me. I Scoffed "You're Not Even Paying Attention To Me, How Do Expect Us To Be Together If You Don't Hear What I'm Saying?" Chris Was Still Oblivious To What I Was Saying "Nigga Don't You Hear Me Talking To? What The Fuck..." He Stopped The Car On The Curb & Looked Directly In My Face. "LOOK, I'm Going To Take You To The Hospital To See If Our Child Is Okay & All You Can Do Is Start Fights & Talk Nonsense?! I Thought You Were Better Than That Terrence!!! I Know Everything Is Gonna Change Once The Baby Is Born, I Don't Know About You But I'm Trying To Make This Change For The Better Now I'm Taking You To The Hospital I Don't Wanna Hear NONE Of Your Bullshit Till We Get The GOT IT!!!" I Just Sat back In My Seat Then We Drove Off & We Didn't Talk At Till We Got To The Hospital.




We Got To The Hospital & I Got Out The Car & We Walked In, Forgot I Still Had Some Of Catalina's Blood On Me As We Sat Down. I Filled Out The Sign-In Sheet & We Got Dirty Looks. We Just Ignored Them & A Nurse Came Out To The Waiting Room & She Spoke "Terrence Robinson... Chris Brown..." We Got Up And Chris Kept Me Close To Him. The Doctor Came To Us & Looked At My Blood-Painted Outfit Then He Looked At Chris. "So What Seems To Be The Problem Here?" Chris Started To Talk "We Were At A Restaurant & My Ex-Girlfriend Comes Out Of Nowhere & Tries To Fight Her & She's Pregnant... I Just Want To Know If The Baby's Safe That's All." "Alright, I'll Be Right Back." He Left The Room. I Felt Upset At Him Because I'm Close To Convinced That He No Longer Cares For Me... I Slightly Turned My Body Towards Chris "I Just Wanna Know If The Baby Is Okay?! What About Me And The Baby?" I Questioned He Looked At Me "It's Not About You Or Me, It's About The Baby Right? That's What YOU Said Remember?" Before I Could Say Anything The Doctor Reentered The Room.







"Alright Terrence, I'm Gonna Need You To Lay On your Back." Then He Turned Around To Face Chris. "Sir You Can Wait Outside, I'll Call You When It Is Over." Chris Nodded & Left the Room. Then He Faced Me "Terrence, Are You In An Abusive Relationship?" I Looked At Him Puzzled. "What Do You Mean Doctor?" I Questioned "Well The Nurse Told Me You Had Blood On Your Dress And You Were Very Distant From For Boyfriend When You Were In The Waiting Room & He Pulled You Close To Him When You Both Walked In... So We Are Concerned For You And Your Unborn Child." "Excuse Me?" I Got Up & Looked At The Doctor "Me & My Boyfriend Are Happy & Content With Each Other He Is NOT 'Abusing' Me."







"All We Wanted to Know Is If The Baby's Okay, You and Your Nurses' Opinion In Unnecessary & Uncalled For, The Blood Came From The Bitch Who Tried To Fight Me Tried To Kick Me In Me Stomach & Slammed Me Right On My Stomach & I Whooped Her Ass And That's HER Blood On My Dress Not Mine And If I Was Being 'Abused' As You Claim Why Would Myself Or My Boyfriend Let Me come To the Hospital With Blood-Stained Clothes? Wouldn't We Want To Keep That A Secret?" He Gave Me A Blank Stare. "So Do Me A Favor & Get Some Common Sense Before You Speak Upon My Relationship With My Boyfriend... Now Is My Baby Okay?" Th Doctor closed His Mouth & Said "Yes, Ma'am Your Baby Is Fine & Healthy & I'm Sorry For The Inconvenience." I Gave The Doctor A Dirty Look & Walked Out Of The Room & Met Up With Chris In The Waiting Room Of The Hospital. "Let's Go." I Said Chris Looked Up "What Happened?" He Looked Concerned "I'll Tell You In The Car." I Said While Walking Out The Door.




"They Had SOME Nerve..." I Said Under My Breath & Chris Stopped Me In My Tracks. "What Happened Back There Ter?" He Looked So Confused. "That Damn Doctor Had The Nerve To Say That They Think I'm Being Abused By You..." "What The Fuck?!?" He Became Pissed Very Quickly "Who The Hell Are They To Claim That Shit?" "Well Forget Them, The baby's Okay, We're Okay & Everything Else Is Okay. You Can Drop Me Off Home & We'll Be Fine." Chris Calmed Down Then A Smile Came Across His Face. "You Mean Our Home." I Looked At Him Confused "What Do you Mean?" He Held Me Close

"Well, I Was Thinking About You & The Baby And How We Need To Make Sure Everything Is Perfect For When He/She Arrives So I Bought Us A House In Scarsdale & We'll Live There... Together." He Smiled But I Stood There Frozen "What? You Don't Like It Ter? "I Do, It's Just That This Is All Happening To Fast Sweetie..." "I Don't Think We Have Much Options Babe..." He Let Me Go & Walked Off, I Ran After Him Chris Look, I Love You & I Know This Situation Hasn't Been Easy On Either One Of Our Parts, We'll Work Something Before The Baby Is Born Chris." He Looked At Me. "I Really Hope So Ter Because I Want This... No, Our Child To Grow Up In A Loving & Stable Environment.""I Understand Sweetie, Let's Sleep On It & We'll Move In Together In The Morning..." "Alright."

He Smiled Like He Always Did & We Kissed Each Other Then We Drove Off. When I Got Home I Noticed My Home Phone Had A New Message On It. I Walked Over To See Who Was It From. It Was From Dr. Steinberg, So I Took Off My Shoes & Took Off My Clothes While Listening To The Message. "Terrence, It's Me Jennifer... I Got Back The Results From Your Blood Test & It Is Confirmed You Are Pregnant." I Rolled My Eyes For a Second Well DUH!!! "But That's Not The Main Reason Why I Called You Terry." I Walked Out Of My Bedroom To Hear What She Said Out Of Confusion. "It's Too Complicated To Tell You Over The Phone, Just Come In My Office Tomorrow & We'll Discuss It. Have & Good Evening Terry I'll See You Tomorrow, Bye." I Sat There Confused About Message Jenny Left My Machine I Went Back To My Room & Fell Asleep Rubbing My Belly With Worry.

Chapter 9: The Lies

I Woke Up The Next Morning Still Worried About The Message Jennifer Left Me The Other Night. What Is It That She Had To Tell Me That Was Complicated? I Went To Work As I Normally Did But When I Entered The Office I Got These Odd Looks, I Shrugged It Off & Went To My Corridor. I Was Filing My Papers Till I Got An Announcement To Come To My Father's Office. I've Never Been Inside Of Father's Office Since I Was 12 He Always Told Me That, His Office Was NOT The Place To Be If You Worked For Him. I Walked Down The Hall & Everyone Still Gave Me Odd Looks, I Took A Deep Breath & Entered His Room. He Glanced At Me "Terrence, Sit Down." I Sat Down Immediately And He Looked Up At Me. "I've Heard You've Been Seeing Someone." I Swallowed Hard "Yes I Have Been Seeing Someone." "Did You Know He Was A Convicted Felon?" "What Are You Talking About?" "Don't You Play Dumb With Me Terrence...You Know Exactly What I Mean?! "I've Heard That You Have Been Romantically Involved With A Certain Young Man For A Couple Of Months... Without My Acknowledgement."

"Yes, I Have Been Seeing Him." "Did You Know He Was A Convicted Felon?" I Paused Hard "Umm, What Do You Mean Dad?" "Terrance Don't Play Dumb With Me Young Lady... You Know Exactly What I'm Talking About!" I Froze In Silence. "He Was Charged & Convicted With Assaulting His Ex-Girlfriend 7 Years Ago. Then I Saw This On One Of The Staff Members Computers Today." He Turned His Computer Monitor Facing Me & I Saw A Tabloid Picture Of Me & Chris With My Bloody Gown On Leaving The Hospital." I Looked At My Father As If I Was Calm But On The Inside I Was Terrified As Fuck. "You Know He's A Convicted Felon Right?" "No I Didn't..." He Looked At Me Sternly "Well, Since You Don't Know Let Me Tell You..." "He Was Accused & Convicted Of Hurting His Ex-Girlfriend Seven Years Ago..." I Gulped Hard. "Is That The Type Of Person You Want To Be With Terrence?" "He's A Good Guy, You Would Really Like Him If You Giv-" He Slams His Hands On The Table Startling Me.

He Sat Back In His Seat Trying To Process What I Just Admitted To Him. "You're Getting An Abortion..." "WHAT?!" I Stood Up In Protest. "This Is My Child & I'll Decide Weather Or Not I Want To Keep It & Decided I Want To Keep It So Enough." I Was Heading Out the Door But He Got Up & Blocked Me. "You're Barely Out Of College & Barely Had A Career, What are You Going To Do With A Child? Especially When You Are Not Married To The Man Who Fathered It? If He Truly Loves You He Would Do The Right Thing & Provide A Stable Environment For The Baby..." "We're Moving In Together Today, So You Don't Have To Worry About That..." I Motioned To Leave But He Still Stood In The Way. "That's Not What I Mean Terrence, I Mean He Should Marry You If He Is The Father Of Your Child... It's Only Right." I Gave Him A Blank Stare.

"I'm Not Trying To Pressure Him Into Marrying Me... It's Bad Enough Women Want To Use Him For His Fame & Money..." "But You're The Mother Of His Unborn CHILD!!! My God Terrence You Need To Use Your Brain Sometimes... Because If You Did I Highly Doubt You Would Be In This Predicament If You Did." I Scoffed "I Have a Doctor's Appointment I Have To Go. I Pushed Him Aside & Stormed Out Of His Office, I Turned Around For One Last Time & He Had A Worried Look On His Face. I Was Angry At The Fact He Wanted Me To Have An Abortion... Are You SHITTING Me?! Why Would I Do That? I Was Pissed Off But I tried To Calm Down For The Baby's Sake. I Drove Over To Dr. Steinberg's Office To See What She Had To Tell Me. I Was Worried, I Didn't Want Anything Bad To Happen To Me & Chris' Baby. I Walked In Her Office, Her Assistant Greeted Me With a Smile. "Hello Terrence, Jennifer Has Been Expecting You, Please Have A Seat." I Sat Down On The Comfy Couch In The Waiting Room.

"Do You Need Anything Terry? Some Water?" "No I'm Fine, Thank You Though." "Alright." I Was Sitting Out There For 10 Minutes, It Felt Like Hours. Then Jennifer Came Out Of Her Office To Greet Me. "Hey Terry, You Can Come In Now." "Oh Alright." I Said With A Monotone. I Was Too Nervous To Be Happy About Anything. "What Is It That You Called Me In For Jenny... Is The Baby Okay?" I Looked At Her Nervously. "Everything With The Baby Is Fine, I Just Wanna Talk To You About The Father Of Your Child..." Before She Finished Her Sentence I Got Up Rapidly "You Know What Jenny I'm Done Listening To This Bullshit... Everybody Has Something To Say About My Love Life Dammit!!! First Karina, Strangers, My Dad & Now You?! I'm Tired Of It... When Will You Just Leave Us-" "He's Cheating On You Ter..." She Said In A Subtle But Firm Tone. "What?! Where'd You Read That One Off Of TMZ Or Some Shit Jenny..." "No, He Got Another Woman Pregnant... I'm Legally Not Supposed To Say Anything But A Woman Came Into My Office & We Found Out She Was Pregnant. Then She Showed Me A Photo Of Her & Chris Together Kissing & It Was A Week Ago. I Felt I Had To Tell You... She Didn't Know I Was Your Doctor Too, I'm Sorry Terrence."

She Frowned I Just Sat Down Slowly. "D-Do You Know Her Name?" Jennifer Lowered Her Head. I Looked At Her Angrily "Jenny, What Is Her Name." I Said With My Voice Slightly Breaking. She Took A Deep Breath & Sighed. "Her Name Is Catalina Ramirez..." I Face Grew Cold As I Got Up From My Seat. Jenny Got Worried & Approached Me Before I Left Her Office. "Terrence, You Don't Need Chris In Your Life To Take Care Of This Baby... You Have A Good Head On Your Shoulders & A Solid Career To Fall Back On, I'm Sure You'll Be Okay." "But You Don't Understand Jenny... I'm Not Gonna Let This Go." I Walked Out Of Her Office Steaming Mad & Then I Remembered I Was Moving In With Chris Today I Will Have To See Him Anyways & Just Grew Angrier & Angrier At The Thought Of Him Fucking Catalina Behind My Back After Everything We've Been Through. I Pulled Up To The House Chris Gave Directions To Earlier. It Was A Beautiful, White House With Emerald Paneling & Really Long Drive Way, 4-Car Garage, 2-Story House. I Was Amazed But I Was Not Gonna Let That Keep Me From Confronting Chris.

"Do You Like It Babe?" He Came Outside Smiling Like Everything Is Peachy, So I Faked A Smile Right Back At Him. "Yea, I Love It... Is Anybody Else Gonna Move In With Us Or Something?" He Looked Puzzled "Naw, What Do You Mean?" "Oh... How About Catalina & The Fact She's Pregnant With Your Baby?!" "Oh Terrence, Don't Sta-" I Cut Him Off Immediately "No, Chris I'm Tired Of Letting You Have Your DAMN Way!!! Now I'm Gonna Speak & You're Gonna Listen..." He Rolled His Eyes At Me. "I've Been A Good Woman To You Chris... I've Never Asked You To Spend Money On Me, I've Never Put Our Business Out There & I Never Forced Or Seduced You Into Having Sex With Me. I'm Tired Of Trying To Get Explanation Out Of You Either You Fuck Me Or Change The Whole Subject, Now You Can't Do Either One. Why Were You With Catalina Behind My Back?" "Are You Done?" Chris Said Sarcastically Said That Just Pissed Me Off Even More."CHRIS, I'm Not Fucking Playing With You!!! You got Another Woman Pregnant & You're Not Taking This Shit Seriously..."

"Why Should I? Catalina Fucks Everybody So It Could Be Any Nigga's Baby." "Where Did You Find Out Shit Anyways?" "Don't Worry About All That Breezy. Just Know That I Don't Tolerate That Bullshit." "Well Damn Terrence, We Weren't Official During This Whole Thing It Was Just Sex...That's It." "No, You Told Me You Loved Me..." "No, I Loved Having Sex With You & I Didn't Even Want The Damn Baby I Just Wanted To Make You Happy & Do The Right Thing. It's Not About What Either Of Us Want Cause It's Obvious I Didn't Want This Shit!!!" He Started To Walk Away From Me I Ran up Grabbed His Shoulder & Forced Him To Turn Around & He Grew Angry.

"You Are NOT Gonna Walk Away From Me & This Situation Chris You Gonna Talk To Me..." "I Don't Wanna Fucking Talk To Your Ass, Yea I Fucked Catalina Behind Your Back & Yea I Might've Gotten Her Pregnant But I'm Doing This All For You & I'm Tired Of You Putting Me Through Hell Over It." "Putting You Through Hell?! You Have The NERVE To Say I'M Putting You Through Hell?" He Crossed His Arms. "How About Me Fighting Off People Telling Me Why I Should NOT Be With You? How About Me Having To Fight Catalina's Ass In A Restaurant... Dammit Chris I Fought Her Ass In A Damn Restaurant!!! And The Fact That I'm Gonna Be Labeled A 'Baby Mama' & A Whore For The Rest Of My Life... Yea, I'm Sorry That It's Been Hell For You Christopher." "Listen, I'm Sorry I've Been A Jerk To You & Us Arguing Is Not Gonna Solve & Plus It's Not Healthy For The Baby, We Attract Unwanted Attention Out Here..."

"I Don't Give A Fuck!!! We Need To Talk About This Shit!!!" "TALK ABOUT WHAT?!? I TOLD YOU WASSUP & WHAT'S REAL, WHAT THE FUCK ELSE YOU WANT FROM ME?!?" He Screamed At Me, I Started To Tear Up & He Just Realized That He Screamed At Me. "Terry I'm Sorry." I Started To Cry, He Motioned Towards Me & I Cringed A Little He Held On To Me Tight." "Terry, We Screwed Up & All We Can Do It Set It Right For Us In The Future..." He Kissed Me On My Forehead & Rubbed My Back. All I Could Do Was Cry, He Never Yelled At Me Before, Yea He Raised His Voice To Me But He Yelled At Me. My Thoughts Were All Scrambled I Couldn't Think Straight At All. I Just Want This All To Be Over Or Just Be A Bad Dream, But It's Far From That...

Julissa Kept Holding On To My Hand & Then The Contractions Came Back & I Squeezed Her Hand To The Point She Was Screaming As Loud As Me. "This Baby Is Coming Right Now & Can't TAKE IT!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" Tremaine Snickered In The Back. "What The Fuck Is So Funny Trey?" "If You Think About...All That Damn Screaming Is What Got You In This Position In The First Place. Ha Ha" Everyone Except But Me Was Laughing But Then A Devilish Grin Came Upon My Face. "You're Right Trey, That's Why You & Julissa Are Sitting On The Same Spot Where Me & Chris Fucked Last... Everyone In The Car's Face Became Flushed With Shock. I Began To Smile Then A Large Contraction Came. "AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!" I Was Screaming Out In Complete Pain & Agony I Couldn't Breathe. Then We Arrived At The Emergency Room Everybody Ran Out Of The Cars & To Help Chris Get Me To A Doctor.

We Entered To Emergency Room & A Nurse Saw Us Come In. "Please Help Us, My Girlfriend Is Having A Baby We Need A Doctor Now!!!" "Sir Please Calm Down, You Need To Fill Out The Paperwork & Someone Will Be With You In A Moment." "This Bitch Gotta Be Kidding Me?!" Julissa Walked Up To The Front. "Did You Not Hear The Man? She's Having A Baby, So We Need A Doctor Pronto. No Paperwork None Of That Crap We Can Do All That Shit Later So At Least Get Her A Stretcher Or Something Chop Chop, Double Time." "You Must Not Have Heard Me, You Need To Fill Out The Proper Paperwork In Order For A Doctor To See You Now Sit Down & Do It." She Slammed Down The Clipboard. "Oh No She D- Oh No She Did Not Just Tell Me To Sit Down? Oh HELL No, Trey Or Somebody Need To Tell This Bitch Who She's talking To Cause I'll Fuck Around & Whoop Some Old Lady Ass & Go To Jail In VA, Aw HELL Naw." Trey Walked Out along With Julissa To Calm Her Down.

"Well She Needs To At Least Be In A Wheelchair She's Contracting." Jocelyn Said "Well We Proper Insurance To Do So Ma'am." Myself Being In Pain & Tired Made Chris Put Me Down & I Walked Over To The ER Counter. "Listen To Me... I Am Tired, I Am In Pain, I Have Been Through Enough Bullshit Throughout This Pregnancy & Before Then. Now That I Am In Labor All I Want Is The Damn Child To Come Out Of Me Already & For The Father Of My Child To Be With Me. And For Him Or Her To Witness The Loving Families It's About To Enter. So Get Me A Doctor..." She Gave Me A Blank Stare. "NOW!!!!" I Screamed She Ran To The Back & Other Nurses Came Out With A Stretcher & Gently Placed Me On It. I Kept Contracting & Now It Was More Painful & Lasted Longer, Chris Was Right Next To Me Holding My Hand. "I Won't Leave You Baby, I'm Right Here For You & The Baby." I Started To Cry.

Then The Doctor Came Into The Room & Prepared To Deliver This Baby. "My Name Is Dr. Rosas & I Will Be Helping You Deliver Your Baby. She Looked Under My Hospital Robe, "Okay, So Far We're Doing Well, You Are Contracting Well & So Far No Complication With Your Birth." She Looked At The Chart & Her Face Changed. "Chris Brown?" She Looked Up & We Rolled Our Eyes Thinking It Was Another Bitch Ass Person Trying To Put Their Two-cents In Our Lives. "Oh, So This Is Why You Couldn't Answer Her Calls?" Chris Looked At Her Puzzled. "Who Are You Talking About?" "Catalina, She Called Me Crying Telling Me You're Ignoring Her & The Baby." Chris Grew Angry Almost Instantly. "Who The Hell Are You?" "I'm Jaslene... Catalina's Sister & I Don't Appreciate You Ditching Her Because You Found A New Toy To Play With." "And I Don't Appreciate You Coming Here & Making This Personal, Now My Girlfriend Is In Labor I Need To Help Deliver This Baby Not Making This Your Mission For Me To Be With Your Sister Cause It Is Not Going To Happen."

She Huffed & Prepared To Give Me An Injection To Numb The Pain Form Me Being In Labor. I Braced The Pain & I Just Layed Back With Chris Gently Stroking My Forehead He Kissed It & Stood Right Beside Me Waiting For the Baby To Arrive. A Few Hours Later My Contractions Came Back & It Was Pretty Safe To Say This Baby Was Coming Out & Was Screaming So Loudly & Chris Was trying To Help But He Knew He Couldn't Do Anything But Be By My Side & Try To Comfort Me. The Doctor & Several Nurses Rushed To My Room To Deliver The Baby. I Have Never Been In Such Pain & Agony Is My Life... I Kept Screaming At The Top Of My Lungs "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Hold On Baby, You're Almost Done Just Push A Little More." "Come On Terrence Just A Little More..." The Doctor Told Me.

I Was Pushing & Pushing Till All I Heard Was A High-Pitched & Loud Cry. "Congratulations, It's A Baby Girl." She Told Us. I Held On To Her & Chris Kissed Me On My Forehead & Tickled Our Baby Gently, I Was So Happy. We Named Her Michelle Jocelyn Brown. We Were Never Happier, Till I Heard A Mild Cough. Then I Lifted Her Head S Little Bit & Blood Was On My Chest But It Wasn't Mine. I Gasped In Complete Horror. "Doctor, What's Wrong With My Baby?!?" She Ran Over & Pulled My Baby Away & Placed Her On A Small Cradle And Three Other Doctors Came In With Machines Setting Them Up On Michelle, Chris & I Panicked. The Doctor Closed The Curtains Around Where They Were Then Moved Her To Another Room. It Took 3 1/2 Hours For The Doctor To Return To Our Room. She Looked At Us With A Bit Of Sorrow. "So? What Happened To The Baby? Is She Okay? We Wanna See Our Baby Girl." Chris Demanded. She Removed Her Mask And She Looked At Me. "Where's My Baby?" I Asked. "I'm Sorry Ms. Robinson, Chris Michelle Died 30 Minutes Ago. She suffered From An Extreme Case Of Vitamin K Deficiency. She Lost So Much Blood There Was Nothing We Could Do To Keep Her Alive I'm Truly Sorry.

I Know That This Isn't Easy & Have No Clue What's Going Through Your Minds Right Now But If You Take Anything From This Just Love Each Other More, Even If He Has Another Child On The Way, I Can Tell He wants To Be With You More. I Started To Cry & Chris Held On To Me Holding His Tears Back But He Knew He Couldn't I Felt His Tears On My Chest As He Cried But He Didn't Make A Sound. He Slowly Lifted His Head Up & Wipes His Tears. "I'm Gonna Tell Everyone What Happened Okay?" I Looked Up & Nodded At Him. As Chris Was About To Leave To Tell The Family The Bad News Chris & I Heard A Loud Shriek Down The Hall & We Look To See What Was Going On & We See Jaslene Crying & Talking Really Fast In Spanish. "Oh God NO!!! No, No, No, Dios Mio, NOOOOOO!!!" Chris Ran Over To Her. "What Happened?" "She Looked Up At Him In Tears. "It's Catalina... She's Dead." Both Of Our Jaws Dropped Is Complete Horror.

I Took A Little Nap Then The Hotel Called Telling Me I Have To Check Out Because I Had A 5pm Flight. Then I Realized I Had To Fly Out To L.A. I Packed My Things & Put On the Outfit I Bought & Checked Out Of The Hotel. Then A Limo Pulled Up & I Got In Heading For The Airport. I Wanted To Call Chris To See How He Was, So I Picked Up My Cellphone & Called Him Up. He Picked Up The Phone & I Heard A Faint Sound Of A Woman's Voice In The Background. "Chris? Who Is That?" "Nobody Cat, I'm In The Studio..." "With Who?" "With Rashad & Them, I'll Call You In A Few Alright." "Chris? Chris?" He Hung Up On Me, I Scoffed. I Knew There Was Something Going On, Was He Cheating On Me? And If So, With Who? I Was Going To Find Out No Matter What... So I Got On The Plane & Sat Down In The Chair. I Was About To Call Chris Again But The Stewardess Approached Me. "Ma'am We Are About To Take Off So All Electronic Devices Are to Be Turned Off..." She Kept Signaling Towards My Phone. "Alright Then."









I Rolled My Eyes & Shut Off My Phone. I Arrived In L.A. Then I Turned On My Phone & Tried To Call Chris But He Didn't Pick Up His Phone. I Walked Outside Then I Became Very Hungry. So I Hailed A Cab & I Asked Him To Take Me The Best Steakhouse In L.A. So He Drove Me To a Place Called 'STK'. I Got Out & Payed The Taxi Driver, Then I Entered The Restaurant. "Hello I Heard This Place Is Fabulous So May I Please Have A Table For 1?" "Sure... Right This Way Ma'am." I Walked Over To A Table & Sat Down Then I Hear A Voice Similar To Chris' I Look Closer& I See Him At Another With Another Woman. I Became So Infuriated That He Lied To Me, I Got Up & I Walked Over To Their Table That Girl Saw Me & Tried To Tell Chris To Turn Around But It Didn't Work. I Tapped Chris On The Shoulder & He Turned Around. "So, This The Studio Huh Chris?" I Said Angrily Then I Turned To The Girl "And You The Hell Are You?" She Looked Up At Me. "I'm-I'm Terrence & I'm J-Just..." "Selencio Skonka!!!" I Cut Her Off. She Became Silent. "Look, You-You WHORE What The Hell Are You Doing With My Man?







"Wait, Wait, Wait A Minute Your Man?" She Replied Looking Surprisingly At Chris. "Yes Puta, My Man!!! Are You Slow Or Deaf Bitch?" She Then Got Up From Her Seat Angrily & Tried To Stare Me Down. "Look, I Have No Clue Who The FUCK You Think You Are Bitch But You Watch Your Damn Tone When Your Speaking To Me Okay Bitch?" I Noticed That Chris Started To Put His Head Down But I Could Give A Fuck Less About How He Feels Right Now. She Looked At Chris Quickly, "Is She Your Girlfriend?" Chris Mumbled Under His Breath. "Well Chris Answer Me!" He Lifted His Head Up "Not Anymore." Chris Got Up & Faced Me "Catalina I Told Your Ass We Were Through, I'm Sick Of You Following Me Everywhere I Go. Constantly Calling Me & Shit I'm Moving On To Something Better." He Said Solemnly. I Grew Angry & I Raised My Voice.





"No You're Not Cause I Remember You Meeting Up With Me This Morning After Your Flight In MY Arms Asking Me How I'm Doing, Not Layed Up With Some Slut Who Isn't Even That Cute." I Lied So What? He Did Too. The Bitch Scoffed "We'll See Who's 'Cute' After I Rearrange That Squarer Than Spongebob Faced Looking Self." I Became More Pissed. "I Like To See You Try, Mamon!!!" She Grew Angry "Mamon?!? I Got Your Mamon Little Slut." She Leaned Over Trying To Attack Me So I Tried Fight Her Back, Chris Came In Between Us Trying To Stop It "Stop...Stop...STOP IT!!!" Chris Yelling Made Us Stop. She Looked Over At Chris "You Know What Chris, Don't Even Bother..." She Took Off Her Ring & Threw It At Chris' Lap "I'm Gone, Don't Worry About Me I'll Book A Flight Back To New York Myself." She Walked Out Of The Restaurant In Tears. Chris Got Up & Ran Outside & I Was Right Behind Him. She Got In A Cab & Drove Off Before He Could Get To Her. I Was Still Angry & Was Not Done With Him Yet.











He Turned Around & I Continued To Confront Him "Cabron, Get Back Here I'm Not Done With You Just Yet!" I Screamed He Turned Around & Faced Me. "Look Catalina I Told You I Was Done With You, Yea I Slept With You Last Night But We Are Over As a Couple. Do You Hear Me? O-V-E-R & There's Ain't Shit You Can Do About It!!!" I Continued To Yell At Him. "Oh No Puto You Are NOT Leaving Me Like That Especially For Her..." He Turned Around & He Backed Me Up A Wall & Leered At Me "Look, All This Extra Shit You're Doing Is NOT Gonna Make Things Better For Us, So I Suggest You Take It As It Is & Move On." He Whispered In My Face He Walked Away From Me & Had The Valet Pull Up His Car, He Got Into It & Drove Off From The Restaurant. I Was In Tears But I Still Wanted Answers From Him So I Got Into A Taxi & Followed Him To His Hotel Room. I Got To The Building & Went Upstairs & Stopped The Door From Closing Behind Him. "Chris, Chris, CHRIS!!!!" I Yelled He Turned Around.








"What The Fuck Do You Want From Me Catalina?! I'm Done With You & I Can't Stand You No More." He Belted At Me. "Oh Why Is That? Because You Just Fucked Another Woman & Now You're Sprung Off Her Pussy Aren't You?" He Continued To Walk Away From Me "Dammit Bitch I'm Tired Of Your Bullshit, What The Fuck Do You Want From Me?" I started To Yell Back At Him. "I'll Show You What I Want, I'll Show You What I Want..." I Came Close To Him & I Started Kissing Him, He Tried To Pull Away But He Couldn't & He Started Embracing It & He Pulled Me Closer. He Pulled Down My Dress Straps & We Ended Up In The Bedroom & He Layed Me On My Back. He Slid Off My Dress & I sat Up In My Bra & Panties Watching Him Undress In Front Of Me. "This Is What You Wanted Right?" He Whispered "Yes, This Is What I Want..."







I Popped Open My Bra & Revealed My Full Breasts In Front Of Him. "Mmm" He Said Removing His Shirt Slowly, I could See His Pants Getting Tighter & The Sight Of It Was Just Beautiful. I Sat Up On My Knees To Remove His Belt Buckle, I Helped Him Unzip His Pants & His Manhood Was Right In Front Of My Face & My Mouth Began To Water. I Stuck out My Tongue & Began To Lick Him Slowly, He Shivered A Little Bit Then Look Down At Me. "Put That In Your Mouth Girl." I Kept On Flicking Him With My Tongue, Then He Grabbed My Hair & I Looked Up At Him. "I Said Put That In Your Mouth..." I Wrapped My Lips Around His Hard-On & Began Stroking Him Up & Down. "That's It, That's What You Wanted Huh?" I Looked Up At Him & I Continued On, I Felt His Pre-Cum On the Side Of My Inner Cheek & I Tasted & Swallowed It With My Tongue. I Felt Him Building Up So I Took It Out & I Handed Him A Condom From My Purse. I Slid Off My Panties While My Legs Were In The Air, He Climbed Into Bed With Me Then Spread My Legs Apart & Started To Penetrate Me.









"Aye Papi... Yesssssssssss." I Exclaimed In Pleasure. He Just Kept Going Deeper & Deeper, Then Harder & Harder To The Point I Just Layed Back & Let Him Work It Out On Me. He Just Kept Going & Going Till I Lost Track Of Time & Passed Out. I Woke Up A Couple Hours Later & Chris Was Nowhere To Be Found, I Got Up From The Bed & Looked In The Bathroom & I See He Wasn't There. He Wasn't In the Living Room Or Kitchen, He Must've Left To Go See That Whore. I Walked Back To The Bathroom & I Seen He Cleaned Himself Up & Left But I Saw The Condom He Used On Top Of The Edge Of The Wastebasket. I Then Thought Of A Crazy Idea Since He Don't Want To Be With Me, I'll Make Him Leave Her For Me Instead. So I Took The Condom Out & It Had Semen In It, I Slowly Rolled Up The Condom & Insert His Manly Seed Inside Of Me. I Squirmed For A Little Bit But I Wanted Him To Pay For Deceiving Me And This Was The Only Way I Thought I Could Do So. He Fucking Deserved It & I Could Care Less.













I Walked Over Where His Pants Were & Checked The Pockets & Saw There Was $5,000 In His Pocket So I Threw Away The Condom, Took All Of The Money & Left The Hotel Room. I Went To The Airport To Book A Flight To Philadelphia So I Can Go Home Cause I Was Fed Up With Chris. Then My Cellphone Rang & I Saw It Was Chris I Ignored Him & Let It Go Straight To Voicemail. I Got On The Plane & I Turned Off My Phone Before The Flight Then The Plane Got Ready To Take Off. I Was Glad I Did What I Did & I Was Better Off Fucking A Basketball Player Anyways. A Few Months Have Gone By, I've Moved To New York & I've Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately But I Ignored It, Then I Head A Knock At My Door. I Walked Over & Opened It & It Was Chris Standing In Front Of Me I Looked At Him Up & Down. "What Do You Want Chris?" I Stood In Front Of Him With My Arms Folded, He Had His Head Slightly Down & His Hands In His Pockets.









"Catalina I'm Here To Say I'm Sorry For Not Telling You I Wanted To Break Up Sooner. I'm With Terrence Now So I Just Want To Make It Official For Her & Me." I Wanted To Tell Him Off But I Because Very Woozy & Could Barely Stand Up Straight. "Are You Okay Cat?" He Said Concerned. "Yea, Yea I'm Fine You Said You're Leaving Me & I Get It." Then I Felt Myself Blacking Out Till I Randomly Did. I Woke Up A Little Bit Later In A Physician's Bed, I Started To Get Up & The Nurse Rushed Over To Me. "Relax Girl, You Took Quite A Fall Back There." She Smiled "Where's Chris?" "Who? Oh You Mean The Gentlemen That Brought You Here... He Came In Saying That You Strangely Passed Out & He Placed You On the Bed But He Couldn't Stay." "Well Do You Know What's Wrong With Me Because I Never Passed Out Ever & I Have Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately." "Well Don't Worry The Doctor Will Be With You Shortly & She'll Run A Blood Test." I Layed On My Back & Waited Patiently For The Doctor To Arrive.



Then 15 Minutes Later A Woman Walked Into The Room & She Walked Over Towards Me. "Hello, My Name Is Dr. Jennifer Steinberg I Will Be Your Doctor For Today." "So Tell Me How'd You Passed Out?" I Took A Deep Breath. "Well I Was Talking To My Boyfriend In My Apartment & Started Feeling Woozy & Then I Passed Out..." "Oh, You Have A Boyfriend?" "Yeah, He Dropped Me Off But He Couldn't Stay He Had To Go Work On His Music." I Smiled "Music?" She Questioned. "Yes He's A Very Famous Singer & We Love Each Other Very Much... You Wanna See Our Pics Together?" "Sure." The Doctor Said "I Took Out My Phone & Showed Her All Of The Pics Of Me & Chris. "Oh Wow." You Guys Must Really Be Into Each Other." "Oh Yes, We Were Even Thinking About Marring Each Other." "Hmm... Well I Wish You Both The Best Of Luck." She Smiled Hard. "Oh & Just Between You & Me He Got A Big Cock & Is Amazing In Bed..." I Whispered.

"Wow, So Enough Chit Chat. Let Me Take Your Blood For A Blood Test To See What's Going On. How Long Were You Sick?" "For A Couple Weeks Now, I Don't Know What's Going On With Me. I Throw Up A Lot, I'm Always Hungry & My Shoes & Clothes Don't Fit Right Anymore." She Drew Blood From My Arm & Put It In A Tube. "So I'll See If There's Any Complications With Your Blood But I Suggest Going To The Drug Store." I Looked At Her Puzzled. "Why?" She Threw Her Gloves In the Wastebasket & Turned To Face Me. "Because You Might Be Pregnant." "What?!" I Thought To Myself How Did This Happen Then I Remembered What I Did In LA." "Oh Okay Then I'll Tell Chris The Good News." "Chris Is His Name? Chris Brown?" "Yes Dear, Chris Brown Is The Father Of My Unborn Baby & I'm Proud." I Got Up & Walked Out Of Her Office With A Great Smirk On My Face.