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The Truth

Chapter 5: The Truth



(This Chapter Will Be From Chris' Point Of View Based Off Chapter 4)


I Ran After Terrence When She Stormed Out Of The Restaurant, But She Already Got In A Cab & Drove Off. Catalina Ran After Me Still Steamed But I Have No Damn Clue Why Because I Told Her We Were Over. "Cabron, Get Back Here I'm Not Done With You Just Yet!" She Screamed "Look Catalina I Told You I Was Done With You, Yea I Slept With You Last Night But We Are Over As a Couple. Do You Hear Me? O-V-E-R & There's Ain't Shit You Can Do About It!!!" "Oh No Puto You Are NOT Leaving Me Like That Especially For Her..." I Turned Around & She Backed Up Into The Wall "Look, All This Extra Shit You're Doing Is NOT Gonna Make Things Better For Us, So I Suggest You Take It As It Is & Move On." I Whispered In Her Face I Walked Away From Her & Had The Valet Pull Up My Car. Catalina Started To Cry But To Be Honest I Didn't Care Anymore Cause All She Wanted Was Attention So She Could Try To Control & I Wasn't Having None Of That Shit...Not Anymore.





The Valet Brought Up My Car, I Got In & Drove Off. I Went Back To My Hotel Room Distraught As Hell, That Shit With Catalina Shouldn't Have Went Down Like That. She Was Just A Fling, She Was Temporary & Terrence Was Supposed To Be One Too But Something About Her...I Couldn't Quite Put My Finger On It. Could I Possibly Be In Love With Terrence? I Shook My Head At The Fact I Looked At The Ring I Bought Her. What Possessed Me To Get It For Her? I Never Bought Anything That Expensive For ANY Woman Other Than My Mother Of Course, Hell I Didn't Even Spend That Much On Jewelry On My Last Girlfriend. Usually When A Female Left Me I Shrugged & Moved On But This Time I'm Wondering Where Did Terrence Go? What Was She Doing? Was She Safe? All I Could Do Was Think About Ter. I Took My Cellphone & Called Up Derrick, If I Needed To Find Anything He Was The Man To Do It. " Yo Derrick." "Aye Breezy, What's Up?" "Nothing Man, I Just Need You To Find Any Residence Under The Name 'Robinson' & See If They Have A Child Named Terrence For Me Please." "Sure Thing Broski, Why Though?" He Asked "There's A Girl Who I Owe A Lot To & Who Means A Lot To Me." "Sure Thing Homie." "Iight Man Thanks." I Hung Up I Wasn't Gonna Leave L.A. Till Terrence Knows How I Really Feel About Her.



I Washed Up Getting Ready To Go To See Terrence & Then My Phone Rang. "Derrick You Got It?" "Yea Man, Her Parents Got A Beach House Over In 4896 Ocean Avenue. Her Beach House Is Amazing Man." "I Bet" I Laughed "Good Looking Out Man." "No Problem I Hope You Get Her Chris." "Yea, Me Too Man." I Hung Up & Left The Hotel. I Got In My Car & Started To Drive To Terrence. While I Was Driving I Kept Thinking About Her & How She Made Me Happy, How I Was So Willing To Give Everything To Her Without Hesitation. I Couldn't Wait To Apologize To Her & Actually Be With Her In A Relationship, But My Past Does Proceed Me. I Have Been With Many Women Before Her But There's something About Terrence That Made Me Want To Leave Of That Behind & Start Something New, Have A Fresh Clean Slate.



I Pulled Up To Terrence's House, I Was So Damn Nervous I Started Shaking. It Was Only Three Steps To Her Door But It Felt Like A Million, I Pressed Her Doorbell. All These Thoughts Rushed Through My Head..."What If She Rejects Me?" "What If I Messed Things Up With Us Completely?" "What If Catalina's Crazy Ass Followed Me Here To Start Shit Again?" "What If She..." Before I Could Think Anymore Terrence Opened The Door. "What The Hell Are You Doing Here? You're Stalking Me Now?" She Tried To Close The Door In My Face, I Grabbed It At The Last Second. "Wait." I Said "Terrence, I'm Sorry For What Happened But What I Said Was True." She Scoffed & Went Inside. "It Is, Me & Catalina Broke 2 weeks before I Met You." She Turned Around & Folded Her Arms. "2 Weeks, 2 Months, Hell Even 2 Years It Doesn't Matter. You Lied To Me Chris, I Loved You & You Lied To Me." She Started Tearing Up, I Motioned Towards Her But She Backed Up.





"I'm Just Tired Of Men Using Me To Get What They Want & Leave...Or They Cheat On Me. What Is It About Me That Makes Men Do Me Wrong?" I Felt So Damn Bad I Didn't Want To Hurt Ter, I Loved Her I Knew She Deserved Better. She Sat Down On the Couch Sobbing. I Walked Over & Sat Down Next To Her. "Look I'm Not Leaving You, I'm Right Here. If I Wanted To Leave I Would've." I Held Her Close To Me "You Mean So Much To Me That's Why I'm Here & No I'm Not Sweet Talking You." She Wiped Her Tears "I Just Came Here To Apologize & To Tell You I'm Really Falling In Love With You." I Swallowed Hard After I Said That. She Looked At Me At First She Laughed Then She Saw My Facial Expression Didn't Change She stopped "Oh My God You're Serious Aren't You?" "Yes, Yes I Am." I Stared At Her, She Stared Back At Me & We Began To Kiss Each Other Slowly But Passionately. I Held On To Her Waist & She Put Her Arms Around My Neck.



I Lifted Her Off The Couch, Gripping Her Booty & Her Wrapping Her Legs Around My Waist. I Opened The Bedroom Door & Gently Layed Her Down On the Bed With Me On Top Of Her. I Pulled Down Her Spaghetti Strap Top Showing Me Her Breasts, I Looked At Them Then I Looked Back Up At Her. I Kissed Her Again Then I Started To Lick Her Nippled Them Sucked On Them Slowly She Moaned. I Kissed Them & She Sat Up A Little Bit & I Took Off Her Top & Dropped It On The Floor. I Started Kissing On Her Neck & She Was Motioning To Take Off My Shirt, I Got Off Her & She Took Off My Shirt & Licked My Neck. I Got Turned On Even More.




I Continued Kissing On Her Neck Then I Kissed Her Lower To Her Abdomen, I Got Ahold Of Her Panties & I Peeled Them Off Of Her. I Started To Kiss Her In Between Her Legs She Moaned & Gasped When I Started Licking Her. I Wanted Her To Feel How Sorry I Am, I Never Slept With Any Woman This Slowly Before It's Like I Wanted Myself & Her To Feel Everything. I Didn't Want To Waste A Second Being Next To Ter. I Soon Got Up & Started To Unbutton My Pants, She Stared At Me As If She Wasn't Convinced I Was Sorry But She Loved Me Enough To Let Me Try To Make It Up To Her. "I'm Never Gonna Let You Down Again Terrence, I Promise You." I Got Back On The Bed & I Placed Her Legs In The Air & Entered Her Slowly.
She Started To Moan As I Went Deeper, Lord Knows How Much I Loved Her. "Mmmm" She Moaned Softly. She Knows How Much I loved To Hear Her Say My Name In Pleasure. "Ooh Chris" she Moaned "Is it Good To Ya?" I Asked Calmly "Mmm Hmm" She Nodded She Loved It. We Slowly Kissed Each Other & We Just Stared At Each Other As I Stroked Her Hair & Pumped Slowly In & Out Of Her. She Gripped The Sheets & Arched Her Back To Me. I Grabbed Her Waist & Kept Going "Ahhhhhhh." She Yelled Then I Lowered Myself To The Point I Came In Contact With Her Ear. "I Love You Terrence, I Love You So Much." I Whispered Then I Kissed Her Neck & Kept Going Deeper Inside Of Her. "I Love You Too Chris." She Whispered Back.


We Kept Going Till I Flipped Her Over, "Keep Going Baby." I Said Softly To Her. She Started Bouncing Up & Down On Top Of Me, I Held Onto Her Waist & She Started Going Faster. "Mmmm Yea, Baby Keep Going Girl." I Love How Terrence Looked At Me When She Rode Me. She Kept Throwing Her Back Out When I Pumped Back. She Started Biting Her Lips & Going Even Faster. I Couldn't Take It Anymore & I Held Her Waist Tightly To Make Her Stop Then I Came Inside Of Her. I Moved My Hands Up To Her Back, Pulled Her Closer To Me & We Kissed Passionately, Her Delicate Tongue Touched Mine & We Were Kissing I An Endless Sea Of Ecstasy. "I'm Gonna Get Off & You're Gonna Got Sit In That Chair." She Pointed To A Chair In The Bedroom With A Devilish Grin On Her Face. "Okay Babe." I Moved A Strand Of Hair From Her Face, Kissed Her & Smiled Back. She Got Off Me & I Got Off The Bed & Walked Over To The Chair. She Walked Over Towards Me & She Got On Her Knees & Began Giving Me Head. She Stroked Me In & Out I Was Amazed At How Good She Was. She Looked Up At Me & Just Stared For A Little Bit Then Kept Going.



I Bit My Lip & Ran my Fingers Through Her Hair "T-T-Terry..." I Struggled To Say. "Yea Baby..." She Looked Up. "I Can't Do This To You..." I Got Up & Put On My Pants "Do What? I Thought This Is What You Wanted, Right?" She Got Up. "Yea-No-No, Not Like This Ter. I Gotta Go." I Put On My Shirt & Walked Out. "Wait Chris Wait." Ter Grabbed My Shoulder. "Isn't This How Our Whole 'Relationship Started?" She Asked "Isn't Us Sleeping Together How We Known Each Other? Tell Me I'm Wrong Here." I Looked At Her. "You're Right That's How We Known Each Other But Being Around You Is How I Fell in Love With You." She Stared At Me Puzzled. "I Love Your Laugh, How You Wern't Willing To Let Yourself Be Dependent On Me, How You Appreciated My Company Other Than My Money Like Most Women Do. I Love Every Thing About You, You Are Beyond Any Woman I've Ever Met Or Dated. I Just Thought I Wasn't Good Enough For You, I Really Hope I Am Terrence."


Tears Begin To Swell In Terrence's Eyes, Do You REALLY Mean That Chris? Cause I Really Want To Believe You...I Find It Hard To Trust ANY Man especially Celebrities You Use Their Fame To Get What They Want & Just Leave After They Got It. I Held Onto Her Shoulders & Looked Her In the Eyes "Terrence If I Was ANY of those Guys Would You Think I Would Buy All Those Things For You Fly You Out Here & Spend Actual Time With You & Chase After You To Get You Back In My Life? I Did That To A Lot Of Females In The Past Granted, But You're Different, You Mean A Lot To Me & I Refuse To Let You Go, I Want To Really Be With You. Please Forgive Me Baby. She Them Leaned Forward & We Kissed Passionately Every Word I Said To Her Was True I Loved Her & I Wouldn't Let Her Go...At Least Not Without A Fight.



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Monday

The Dilemma

Chapter 6: The Dilemma

It's Been Almost Been 6 Weeks Since Me And Chris Has Been Together & So Far Everything Has Gone Well, We've Dated & The Sex Is Amazing (Of Course). I Went Back To Work While He Traveled To London, Ireland, Russia, Africa, Brazil, China, Australia, & Japan While He Was On Tour. I Know The Fans Are Out In The Crowd Screaming His Name & All The Girls Who Couldn't Control Themselves In Chris' Presence I Kept Daydreaming About What He's Doing, What Song Is He Singing, & Things Like That. Chris Was Just Regular Old Chris To Me But In The Eyes Of Some Of These Young Girls (& A Few Guys) Chris Is Like A God To Them. Some Females Were Just Thirsty Groupies But We Both Expected That But I Trust Him To Do The Right Thing... I Was At Work During A Staff Meeting Then All Of A Sudden I Felt Like I Was Gonna Throw Up I Quickly Grabbed My Mouth & Bolted Out Of The Room During The Presentation. My Co-Worker Karina Saw Me In Throwing Up In The Toilet & Walked Over To Pull My Hair Back. "Are You Okay Terrence?" She Asked "Yea I'm O-" I Threw Up Again In The Toilet This Time I Thought I Was Gonna Throw Up My Whole Stomach Or Something.



"Terrence You Don't Sound Or Look Too Good At All." Karina Got Up Grabbed A Whole Bunch Of Paper Towels & Wiped My Face Off. "I Heard About You & Your Little Singer Terry." I Rolled My Eyes, Everybody Gets In Everybody's Business At Work Ugh. She Tilted My Head Towards Her. "Listen To Me, Because I'm Gonna Keep It Real With You... If You Are Pregnant I Doubt He's Going To Stay With You." My Face Looked Insulted At Her Statement. "Terry I Know You Think He's Gonna Be With You Forever But He's Not... He's Too Into Having His Way With Many Other Women To Settle Down, In Fact Most Men Like That Don't. I Wouldn't Be Surprised If To Him You Were Just Another Notch On His Belt Or A Number In His Little Black Book, He Saw An Independent, Strong Woman Who He Perceived To Be Young & Naive & Used That Fact To His Advantage. Terry Don't Get Mad At Me I'm Just Calling It Like I See It, He's A Player Ter Just Leave Before It Gets Too Deep." Karina Got Up & Walked Out Of The Bathroom.



When I Left The Bathroom My Boss Came Towards Me, He Looked Concerned... Well That's What Dads Do Right? I Turned Around & Walked Towards Him. "Terrence, What Happened Back There?" He Said "I Just Got Sick From A Bad Breakfast Sir, Nothing Substantial." I Couldn't Tell Him That Was Dating Chris, He's So Damn Overprotective That My Prom Date Almost Go Shot When Trying To Pin the Broach On My Dress. So Him Finding Out That I'm Dating Chris & That We're Sleeping Together Was DEFINITELY A No-No. "Are You Sure Sweetheart?" He Looked In My Eyes. "Yea Dad, I'm Sure... Could I Take An Early Lunch Sir?" "Yes sweetheart Go Ahead." He Smiled, I Smiled Back "Thanks Daddy, I Mean Sir." He Laughed & Walked Back To His Office. I Quickly Ran To The Pharmacy & Bought 5 Of The Most Expensive Pregnancy Tests I Could Find. I Ran Back To My Apartment & Took The Tests. I Waited For 10 Minutes To See My Results & I Saw Pregnant... I Ripped The Other Test Out & Took It Again I Saw The Plus Sign & Panicked I Ripped Out The Test & It Said The Same Thing.



I Took Out The 4th & 5th Test It Said The EXACT Same Thing... I Freaked Out & I Called My Doctor To Take A Blood Test To See If I'm Really Pregnant, I Set Up The Appointment With My Doctor To See Whether I'm Really Pregnant Or Not. The Next Day I Went To My Doctor Jennifer Steinburg. "So Terrence, What Seems To Be The Problem?" "Well I Have Been Sick Lately So I Want A Blood Test To See What's Wrong." "Okay Then, I'll Draw Some Blood & You'll Comeback In A Week To See Your Results." "Okay Dr. Steinburg Thank You." "No Problem Terrence." She Took Out A Needle & Drew Some Blood From My Arm, Then I Got Up & Left. During The Whole Trip From The Doctor's To Home I Couldn't Help But Think About Chris & Me. i Knew We Had Unprotected Sex A Couple Of Times But I Thought I Was Still On The Pill Then At A Red Light I Looked In My Purse & Saw That My Pills Were Barely Used. We Both Fucked Up & I Was Scared For Chris' Reaction... Will He Be Upset? Will He Leave Me? Will He Be Happy? Will He Deny Fathering My Child?



My Mind Couldn't Process Shit & I Had To Tell Him, He Had A Right To Know As The Father Of My Unborn Child. When I Got In My Penthouse I Sat On My Bed Staring At My Cellphone Debated Whether Or Not To Call Chris & Tell Him, Hell I Don't Even Know How I'll Tell Him I Just Sat There Then I Started Crying Because I Felt Karina Was Right, This Is Too Good To Be True. He Gets Prettier Girls Than Me On The Daily He's Probably Fucking With Them Right Now. I Know Better To Believe Any Man Saying They'll 'Never Hurt You' Because I End Up Hurt Everytime. My Career Was My Main Focus Now That I'm Pregnant I Can't Do That & Know NOTHING About Being A Housewife, Besides I'm Too Young For All Of This I Couldn't Take It Then I Felt Sick Again & Ran To The Bathroom To Throw Up. I Cleaned Myself Up Then I Called My Girl Nicole, She Was Always The One To Keep Me Level-Headed. "Hello?" "Hey Nicole, It's Me Terrence." "Oh Hey Girl, How Are You?" "I'm-I'm Fine How About You?"



"You Don't Sound Too Good Mama's, What's Wrong?" She Sounded Concerned I Sighed "I'm Pregnant..." She Became Shocked "What? Wait A Minute By Who Terry?" "Chris Brown..." She Paused On The Phone Then Responded "Wait, Chris Brown The Singer, Chris Brown?" "Yea...Him." "How The Hell Did You Pull That Off?" "I Just Wanted A One-Night Stand & Then One Thing Lead To Another Then We Hooked Up More Than Once I Forgot My Pills & He Forgot To Use Condoms & I Ended Up Pregnant, I Don't Know What To Do." "Well You Need To Tell Him That You're Carrying His Child, He Deserves To Know & If Anything Else Happens Call Me Okay, I Hear For You Love Bye-Bye." She Hung Up. I Was Sitting On My Bed With The Phone In My Hand Getting Ready To Call Chris & I Was Starting To Dial His Number Then I Heard A Heavy Knock On The Door & Got Up. "Who Is It?" "It's Me Chris, I Came To See You Baby." My Jaw Dropped In Horror.


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Saturday

The Decision

Chapter 7: The Decision



I Slowly Got Up From My Bed & Walked Slowly To The Door & I Opened It. Chris Had That Big Goofy But Beautiful Smile On His Face & Huge Bouquet Of Flowers In His Hand, I Just Stood There Smiling A Little Bit & Allowed Him In My Apartment. "Hey Babe." I Kissed Him On His Lips & I Took The Flowers Out Of His Hand & Put Them In A Vase. He Looked At Me Puzzled "What's Wrong Honey?" I Took A Heavy Sigh "Umm, We Gotta Talk Chris." He Looked Concerned. "What Is It The Flowers Because I Can Always Go & Get You Better Ones, I Could Just..." I Stopped Him In Mid-Sentence "No, No, Its Not That Baby Just Sit Down I Gotta Talk To You About Something, Something Important." "Oh. Okay." There Was Still A Sense Of Worry In His Voice But Smiled In An Attempt To Reassure Me But I Saw Right Through That. "Chris, Don't Be Too Alarmed But I'm Pregnant..." His Smile Dropped A Little From His Face. "Wow..." He Looked Down Without Saying Anything Further. "Wow? Is That All You Can Say Chris...Wow?" I Looked At Him Puzzled.






"Well Damn Terrence What Do You Want Me To Say? I'm Happy? Well I Don't Know What The Hell We're Gonna Do, I Don't Wanna Have Kids This Early In Our Relationship. We've Only Been Dating For 6 Weeks, What The Hell Ter?" I Grew Angry At His Words "Listen Alright, I Didn't Get On Top Of Myself & Had Unprotected Sex By Myself Okay. We Made That Decision, You Stopped Wearing Condoms & I Stopped Using My Pills. We Made That Decision TO-GETH-ER." He Stared At Me Hard. "And Besides Weren't You The One You Said You Wanted To Start A Family?" I Questioned "Yea I Did, But Not Like This..." I Was Confused "Like What?" I Questioned With My Arms Crossed " Didn't You Claim To 'Love' Me? Maybe That Message Wasn't Properly Conveyed To Me." "You Know What I'm Not Gonna Argue With You, I'm Out." He Tried To Walk Out The Door But I Ran Past Him Quickly & Blocked Him From Leaving.






"You Will NOT Leave Here Until You Talk With Me About Us & This Baby Cause It's Not About How You Feel Anymore, It's About All Three Of Us. I'm Pregnant With Your Child & We Need To See How This Is Gonna Affect Us As A Whole." "If It Is My Baby..." Chris Said Under His Breath But I Heard Him. "What Did You Say?" I Looked At Him. "Did You Just Questioned Fathering Our Child?" I Quickly Became Enraged "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?" "So Now I'm Trying To Trap You? Is That It?" He Felt Guilty For Saying What He Said "I Didn't Mean It That Way It's Just, That This Is All Weird To Me. We Haven't Even Been Together For 2 Months & You're Pregnant I Don't Know How To Feel Right Now." I Scoffed Then He Moved Forward & Looked Me In My Eyes. "Look Why Don't I Throw A Party For You & We'll Celebrate Okay? I'm Not Sure What To Think Right Now Is All, I'm Sorry Baby Okay." He Kissed Me On My Forehead. I HATE Whenever He Does That Shit Always Calms Me Down.






"Okay Babe, I'm Sorry Too." We Kissed Each Other & He Looked At Me Again. "We Should Think About Moving In Together." I Froze Like Ice "My Father Doesn't Know We're Together..." "Then We'll Meet Him & Tell Him The News, What About Your Mother?" "Umm, She Died 5 Years Ago..." "I'm Sorry About That Terry." He Frowned A Little "It's Okay, I'm Sure She Would've Loved Ya." We Kissed Each Other Again & He Started To Leave The Apartment. "I'll Take You Out Tonight Baby, You Deserve It." He Smiled, I Couldn't Help But Smile Back At Him. "Okay, I'll Hold You Up To That." I Walked To The Door & Closed It Then Went To Sleep. Nightfall Came And I Woke Up To My Cell Ringing & It Was Chris, I Picked It Up And Answered It. "Hello?" "Hey Baby, Are You Feeling Okay?" "I'm Fine Honey Just A Little Tired But I'm Okay. How About You Babe?" "I'm Just Waiting On You..." He Laughed A Little. "Oh Shit, I Forgot we Were Supposed To Go Out Tonight. Just come Up I'll Be Ready In 10 Minutes." "Okay Ter Imma Be There." I Hung Up The Phone & Ran Into My Closet & I Got Out This Beautiful Cream Dress Chris Bought Me For Our Month Anniversary.





I Put It On & Noticed It Got Tighter In the Hips & Waist Area, Looks Like I Gotta Get Used To Wearing Bigger Clothes Till The Baby Is Born. Chris Was Knocking On The Door & I Opened It, He Looked Up & Down My Body. "You Look So Amazing Baby He Kissed Me." "Thank You Honey, Looks Like I Gotta Start Buying Maternity Clothes. We Laughed & We Got Into Chris' Car & Headed To The Restaurant, I Secretly Started To Worry About Me & Chris' Future. We Had NEVER Argued Like That Before & It Scared Me. Did He Really Mean What He Said? I Hope Not, I Shook Off The Thought & We Entered The Restaurant & We Calmly Sat Down Waiting For Our Waiter. "I Just Want To Know That I'm Here For You & The Baby Ter, Its Just Gonna Take Me A While To Adjust To Becoming A Father... I Still Love You Baby." He Said While Touching My Hand. I Smiled At Him & He Mirrored Back At Me.





The Waiter Approached Us, "What Will You Guys Have For Tonight?" He Smiled "I Will Have The Chicken & What Will You Have Baby?" I Looked At The Menu & Didn't Know What I Want So I Just Did The Most Basic Thing I Could Ever Say... "I'll Just Have What He's Having For Now." He Giggled At Me "You Didn't Know What The Hell You Was Gonna Order Didn't You?" I Giggled Back "No I Did Not, Ha Ha." "Are You Sure You're Really Happy For The Baby Chris? Cause If You Don't Want I'll-" He Cuts Me Off. "Terrence I'm Really Happy, You Don't Need To Worry Girl Gosh." He Leaned Towards Me & I Smiled. Then I Looked At Him But I Couldn't Shake Off This Feeling In The Back Of My Head Of My Head Of What He Told Me Back At The Apartment.





"I'm Gonna Go To The Bathroom Chris, I'll Be Right Back." He Nodded Then Rubbed My Back. I Got Up To Go To The Bathroom. I Was Coming Out Of The Bathroom I Heard A Familiar But Annoying Ass In oherent Voice. "Hola Puta!!!" I Turned Around & It Was Catalina's Crazy Ass Again Starting Shit. "I See You've Been Whoring Around With Chris Now Huh?" I Rolled My Eyes At Her. "Look, Catalina Chris Broke Up With You & Now He's With Me. So Get Over Yourself & Move On With Your Life He Doesn't Want You..." I Scoffed, I Started To Walk Away Then Catalina Grabbed My Shoulder & Slapped Me Across The Face. I Quickly Got Up & Slapped Her In Her Face. Then I Walked Over & Started Punching Her In The Face Then She Grabbed My Hair Trying To Force Me On The Floor.





Then A Bartender Saw Us Fighting & He Called Security, I Got A Hold Of Catalina's Hair & We Kept Swinging Each Other Back & Forth Viciously Like We Wanted To Rip Each Other's Hair Out Of Our Skulls. Catalina Tried To Kick Me In The Stomach & That Enraged Me Even More. I Took Her Head & Slammed It On The Marble Bar Table With a Chunk Of Her Hair In My Hand. I Dropped The Hair Peice & Got Up To Leave But Then She Tackled Me To The Ground Hard, I Turned Around & Kicked Her In The Chest & Chris Must've Saw Me Cause He Was Running With Security To Get Us Off Each Other. Security Took Catalina Who Was Bloody From The Fight. I Just Had A Couple Of Scratches & That Bitch Got Her Fucking Blood On Me. Then Chris Grabbed Me & Took Me Out Of The Restaurant & We Drove Off Into The Night.






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Friday

The Situation

Chapter8: The Situation



Me & Chris Were Driving Away From The Restaurant & I Could Easily Tell That He Was Pissed Off... I Just Sat There In Silence Wishing I Was Home. Then My Train Of Thought Was Interrupted By Chris. "We Have To Go To The Hospital." He Said Sternly. "I'm Pretty Sure I'm Fine I Just Need To-" "Not For You, For the Baby..." He Interjected I Became Silent Again, Then We Approached A Red Light. "What The Hell Is A Matter With You?" He Questioned I Didn't Answer Him & Put My Head Down, He Took A Deeper Breath & He Questioned Me Again. "Terrence, What Happened Back There? Are You Going To Speak To Me, Because I Know Your Ass Ain't Mad At Me For What You Did..." I Looked At Him "That Crazy Bitch Catalina Followed Us Here And I'm Pretty Damn Sure It Wasn't A Coincidence." Chris Continued To Drive But Didn't Respond To Me.



"Chris, Chris, CHRIS!!!" "So What, Are You Cheating On Me With Her Is That It? Huh? You Just Been Fucking Around On Me & Think It's Okay, Well Dammit It's NOT OKAY!!!" He Still Didn't Respond To Me. I Scoffed "You're Not Even Paying Attention To Me, How Do Expect Us To Be Together If You Don't Hear What I'm Saying?" Chris Was Still Oblivious To What I Was Saying "Nigga Don't You Hear Me Talking To? What The Fuck..." He Stopped The Car On The Curb & Looked Directly In My Face. "LOOK, I'm Going To Take You To The Hospital To See If Our Child Is Okay & All You Can Do Is Start Fights & Talk Nonsense?! I Thought You Were Better Than That Terrence!!! I Know Everything Is Gonna Change Once The Baby Is Born, I Don't Know About You But I'm Trying To Make This Change For The Better Now I'm Taking You To The Hospital I Don't Wanna Hear NONE Of Your Bullshit Till We Get The GOT IT!!!" I Just Sat back In My Seat Then We Drove Off & We Didn't Talk At Till We Got To The Hospital.





We Got To The Hospital & I Got Out The Car & We Walked In, Forgot I Still Had Some Of Catalina's Blood On Me As We Sat Down. I Filled Out The Sign-In Sheet & We Got Dirty Looks. We Just Ignored Them & A Nurse Came Out To The Waiting Room & She Spoke "Terrence Robinson... Chris Brown..." We Got Up And Chris Kept Me Close To Him. The Doctor Came To Us & Looked At My Blood-Painted Outfit Then He Looked At Chris. "So What Seems To Be The Problem Here?" Chris Started To Talk "We Were At A Restaurant & My Ex-Girlfriend Comes Out Of Nowhere & Tries To Fight Her & She's Pregnant... I Just Want To Know If The Baby's Safe That's All." "Alright, I'll Be Right Back." He Left The Room. I Felt Upset At Him Because I'm Close To Convinced That He No Longer Cares For Me... I Slightly Turned My Body Towards Chris "I Just Wanna Know If The Baby Is Okay?! What About Me And The Baby?" I Questioned He Looked At Me "It's Not About You Or Me, It's About The Baby Right? That's What YOU Said Remember?" Before I Could Say Anything The Doctor Reentered The Room.







"Alright Terrence, I'm Gonna Need You To Lay On your Back." Then He Turned Around To Face Chris. "Sir You Can Wait Outside, I'll Call You When It Is Over." Chris Nodded & Left the Room. Then He Faced Me "Terrence, Are You In An Abusive Relationship?" I Looked At Him Puzzled. "What Do You Mean Doctor?" I Questioned "Well The Nurse Told Me You Had Blood On Your Dress And You Were Very Distant From For Boyfriend When You Were In The Waiting Room & He Pulled You Close To Him When You Both Walked In... So We Are Concerned For You And Your Unborn Child." "Excuse Me?" I Got Up & Looked At The Doctor "Me & My Boyfriend Are Happy & Content With Each Other He Is NOT 'Abusing' Me."







"All We Wanted to Know Is If The Baby's Okay, You and Your Nurses' Opinion In Unnecessary & Uncalled For, The Blood Came From The Bitch Who Tried To Fight Me Tried To Kick Me In Me Stomach & Slammed Me Right On My Stomach & I Whooped Her Ass And That's HER Blood On My Dress Not Mine And If I Was Being 'Abused' As You Claim Why Would Myself Or My Boyfriend Let Me come To the Hospital With Blood-Stained Clothes? Wouldn't We Want To Keep That A Secret?" He Gave Me A Blank Stare. "So Do Me A Favor & Get Some Common Sense Before You Speak Upon My Relationship With My Boyfriend... Now Is My Baby Okay?" Th Doctor closed His Mouth & Said "Yes, Ma'am Your Baby Is Fine & Healthy & I'm Sorry For The Inconvenience." I Gave The Doctor A Dirty Look & Walked Out Of The Room & Met Up With Chris In The Waiting Room Of The Hospital. "Let's Go." I Said Chris Looked Up "What Happened?" He Looked Concerned "I'll Tell You In The Car." I Said While Walking Out The Door.




"They Had SOME Nerve..." I Said Under My Breath & Chris Stopped Me In My Tracks. "What Happened Back There Ter?" He Looked So Confused. "That Damn Doctor Had The Nerve To Say That They Think I'm Being Abused By You..." "What The Fuck?!?" He Became Pissed Very Quickly "Who The Hell Are They To Claim That Shit?" "Well Forget Them, The baby's Okay, We're Okay & Everything Else Is Okay. You Can Drop Me Off Home & We'll Be Fine." Chris Calmed Down Then A Smile Came Across His Face. "You Mean Our Home." I Looked At Him Confused "What Do you Mean?" He Held Me Close







"Well, I Was Thinking About You & The Baby And How We Need To Make Sure Everything Is Perfect For When He/She Arrives So I Bought Us A House In Scarsdale & We'll Live There... Together." He Smiled But I Stood There Frozen "What? You Don't Like It Ter? "I Do, It's Just That This Is All Happening To Fast Sweetie..." "I Don't Think We Have Much Options Babe..." He Let Me Go & Walked Off, I Ran After Him Chris Look, I Love You & I Know This Situation Hasn't Been Easy On Either One Of Our Parts, We'll Work Something Before The Baby Is Born Chris." He Looked At Me. "I Really Hope So Ter Because I Want This... No, Our Child To Grow Up In A Loving & Stable Environment.""I Understand Sweetie, Let's Sleep On It & We'll Move In Together In The Morning..." "Alright."




He Smiled Like He Always Did & We Kissed Each Other Then We Drove Off. When I Got Home I Noticed My Home Phone Had A New Message On It. I Walked Over To See Who Was It From. It Was From Dr. Steinberg, So I Took Off My Shoes & Took Off My Clothes While Listening To The Message. "Terrence, It's Me Jennifer... I Got Back The Results From Your Blood Test & It Is Confirmed You Are Pregnant." I Rolled My Eyes For a Second Well DUH!!! "But That's Not The Main Reason Why I Called You Terry." I Walked Out Of My Bedroom To Hear What She Said Out Of Confusion. "It's Too Complicated To Tell You Over The Phone, Just Come In My Office Tomorrow & We'll Discuss It. Have & Good Evening Terry I'll See You Tomorrow, Bye." I Sat There Confused About Message Jenny Left My Machine I Went Back To My Room & Fell Asleep Rubbing My Belly With Worry.


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Tuesday

The Lies

Chapter 9: The Lies

I Woke Up The Next Morning Still Worried About The Message Jennifer Left Me The Other Night. What Is It That She Had To Tell Me That Was Complicated? I Went To Work As I Normally Did But When I Entered The Office I Got These Odd Looks, I Shrugged It Off & Went To My Corridor. I Was Filing My Papers Till I Got An Announcement To Come To My Father's Office. I've Never Been Inside Of Father's Office Since I Was 12 He Always Told Me That, His Office Was NOT The Place To Be If You Worked For Him. I Walked Down The Hall & Everyone Still Gave Me Odd Looks, I Took A Deep Breath & Entered His Room. He Glanced At Me "Terrence, Sit Down." I Sat Down Immediately And He Looked Up At Me. "I've Heard You've Been Seeing Someone." I Swallowed Hard "Yes I Have Been Seeing Someone." "Did You Know He Was A Convicted Felon?" "What Are You Talking About?" "Don't You Play Dumb With Me Terrence...You Know Exactly What I Mean?! "I've Heard That You Have Been Romantically Involved With A Certain Young Man For A Couple Of Months... Without My Acknowledgement."







"Yes, I Have Been Seeing Him." "Did You Know He Was A Convicted Felon?" I Paused Hard "Umm, What Do You Mean Dad?" "Terrance Don't Play Dumb With Me Young Lady... You Know Exactly What I'm Talking About!" I Froze In Silence. "He Was Charged & Convicted With Assaulting His Ex-Girlfriend 7 Years Ago. Then I Saw This On One Of The Staff Members Computers Today." He Turned His Computer Monitor Facing Me & I Saw A Tabloid Picture Of Me & Chris With My Bloody Gown On Leaving The Hospital." I Looked At My Father As If I Was Calm But On The Inside I Was Terrified As Fuck. "You Know He's A Convicted Felon Right?" "No I Didn't..." He Looked At Me Sternly "Well, Since You Don't Know Let Me Tell You..." "He Was Accused & Convicted Of Hurting His Ex-Girlfriend Seven Years Ago..." I Gulped Hard. "Is That The Type Of Person You Want To Be With Terrence?" "He's A Good Guy, You Would Really Like Him If You Giv-" He Slams His Hands On The Table Startling Me.








"I Love You TOO Much To Let You Be With A Punk Like That... You Must Terminate The Relationship NOW!!!" I Sheepishly Start To Speak "But Dad I-" "Did He Ever Hit You?" "What?!" He Walked Over Towards Me "Has He Ever Hit You?" "What The Hell Dad? NO!!! I Love Him & He Loves Me... Plus I'm Not Leaving Him." "Why Not?" "Because I Can't..." "What Do Mean You Can't?! Of Course You Can... You Can Leave If He Won't I'll Call The Police I'll-" "I'm Pregnant!!!" I Belted Out, He Stopped In Mid-Sentence. "You're What?!" I Took A Deep Breath & Repeated "I'm Pregnant Dad, So I'm Not Leaving Him , He Stopped In Mid-Sentence. "You're What?!" I Took A Deep Breath & Repeated "I'm Pregnant Dad, So I'm Not Leaving Him Even If I Wasn't Pregnant..."




He Sat Back In His Seat Trying To Process What I Just Admitted To Him. "You're Getting An Abortion..." "WHAT?!" I Stood Up In Protest. "This Is My Child & I'll Decide Weather Or Not I Want To Keep It & Decided I Want To Keep It So Enough." I Was Heading Out the Door But He Got Up & Blocked Me. "You're Barely Out Of College & Barely Had A Career, What are You Going To Do With A Child? Especially When You Are Not Married To The Man Who Fathered It? If He Truly Loves You He Would Do The Right Thing & Provide A Stable Environment For The Baby..." "We're Moving In Together Today, So You Don't Have To Worry About That..." I Motioned To Leave But He Still Stood In The Way. "That's Not What I Mean Terrence, I Mean He Should Marry You If He Is The Father Of Your Child... It's Only Right." I Gave Him A Blank Stare.







"I'm Not Trying To Pressure Him Into Marrying Me... It's Bad Enough Women Want To Use Him For His Fame & Money..." "But You're The Mother Of His Unborn CHILD!!! My God Terrence You Need To Use Your Brain Sometimes... Because If You Did I Highly Doubt You Would Be In This Predicament If You Did." I Scoffed "I Have a Doctor's Appointment I Have To Go. I Pushed Him Aside & Stormed Out Of His Office, I Turned Around For One Last Time & He Had A Worried Look On His Face. I Was Angry At The Fact He Wanted Me To Have An Abortion... Are You SHITTING Me?! Why Would I Do That? I Was Pissed Off But I tried To Calm Down For The Baby's Sake. I Drove Over To Dr. Steinberg's Office To See What She Had To Tell Me. I Was Worried, I Didn't Want Anything Bad To Happen To Me & Chris' Baby. I Walked In Her Office, Her Assistant Greeted Me With a Smile. "Hello Terrence, Jennifer Has Been Expecting You, Please Have A Seat." I Sat Down On The Comfy Couch In The Waiting Room.




"Do You Need Anything Terry? Some Water?" "No I'm Fine, Thank You Though." "Alright." I Was Sitting Out There For 10 Minutes, It Felt Like Hours. Then Jennifer Came Out Of Her Office To Greet Me. "Hey Terry, You Can Come In Now." "Oh Alright." I Said With A Monotone. I Was Too Nervous To Be Happy About Anything. "What Is It That You Called Me In For Jenny... Is The Baby Okay?" I Looked At Her Nervously. "Everything With The Baby Is Fine, I Just Wanna Talk To You About The Father Of Your Child..." Before She Finished Her Sentence I Got Up Rapidly "You Know What Jenny I'm Done Listening To This Bullshit... Everybody Has Something To Say About My Love Life Dammit!!! First Karina, Strangers, My Dad & Now You?! I'm Tired Of It... When Will You Just Leave Us-" "He's Cheating On You Ter..." She Said In A Subtle But Firm Tone. "What?! Where'd You Read That One Off Of TMZ Or Some Shit Jenny..." "No, He Got Another Woman Pregnant... I'm Legally Not Supposed To Say Anything But A Woman Came Into My Office & We Found Out She Was Pregnant. Then She Showed Me A Photo Of Her & Chris Together Kissing & It Was A Week Ago. I Felt I Had To Tell You... She Didn't Know I Was Your Doctor Too, I'm Sorry Terrence."









She Frowned I Just Sat Down Slowly. "D-Do You Know Her Name?" Jennifer Lowered Her Head. I Looked At Her Angrily "Jenny, What Is Her Name." I Said With My Voice Slightly Breaking. She Took A Deep Breath & Sighed. "Her Name Is Catalina Ramirez..." I Face Grew Cold As I Got Up From My Seat. Jenny Got Worried & Approached Me Before I Left Her Office. "Terrence, You Don't Need Chris In Your Life To Take Care Of This Baby... You Have A Good Head On Your Shoulders & A Solid Career To Fall Back On, I'm Sure You'll Be Okay." "But You Don't Understand Jenny... I'm Not Gonna Let This Go." I Walked Out Of Her Office Steaming Mad & Then I Remembered I Was Moving In With Chris Today I Will Have To See Him Anyways & Just Grew Angrier & Angrier At The Thought Of Him Fucking Catalina Behind My Back After Everything We've Been Through. I Pulled Up To The House Chris Gave Directions To Earlier. It Was A Beautiful, White House With Emerald Paneling & Really Long Drive Way, 4-Car Garage, 2-Story House. I Was Amazed But I Was Not Gonna Let That Keep Me From Confronting Chris.









"Do You Like It Babe?" He Came Outside Smiling Like Everything Is Peachy, So I Faked A Smile Right Back At Him. "Yea, I Love It... Is Anybody Else Gonna Move In With Us Or Something?" He Looked Puzzled "Naw, What Do You Mean?" "Oh... How About Catalina & The Fact She's Pregnant With Your Baby?!" "Oh Terrence, Don't Sta-" I Cut Him Off Immediately "No, Chris I'm Tired Of Letting You Have Your DAMN Way!!! Now I'm Gonna Speak & You're Gonna Listen..." He Rolled His Eyes At Me. "I've Been A Good Woman To You Chris... I've Never Asked You To Spend Money On Me, I've Never Put Our Business Out There & I Never Forced Or Seduced You Into Having Sex With Me. I'm Tired Of Trying To Get Explanation Out Of You Either You Fuck Me Or Change The Whole Subject, Now You Can't Do Either One. Why Were You With Catalina Behind My Back?" "Are You Done?" Chris Said Sarcastically Said That Just Pissed Me Off Even More."CHRIS, I'm Not Fucking Playing With You!!! You got Another Woman Pregnant & You're Not Taking This Shit Seriously..."










"Why Should I? Catalina Fucks Everybody So It Could Be Any Nigga's Baby." "Where Did You Find Out Shit Anyways?" "Don't Worry About All That Breezy. Just Know That I Don't Tolerate That Bullshit." "Well Damn Terrence, We Weren't Official During This Whole Thing It Was Just Sex...That's It." "No, You Told Me You Loved Me..." "No, I Loved Having Sex With You & I Didn't Even Want The Damn Baby I Just Wanted To Make You Happy & Do The Right Thing. It's Not About What Either Of Us Want Cause It's Obvious I Didn't Want This Shit!!!" He Started To Walk Away From Me I Ran up Grabbed His Shoulder & Forced Him To Turn Around & He Grew Angry.







"You Are NOT Gonna Walk Away From Me & This Situation Chris You Gonna Talk To Me..." "I Don't Wanna Fucking Talk To Your Ass, Yea I Fucked Catalina Behind Your Back & Yea I Might've Gotten Her Pregnant But I'm Doing This All For You & I'm Tired Of You Putting Me Through Hell Over It." "Putting You Through Hell?! You Have The NERVE To Say I'M Putting You Through Hell?" He Crossed His Arms. "How About Me Fighting Off People Telling Me Why I Should NOT Be With You? How About Me Having To Fight Catalina's Ass In A Restaurant... Dammit Chris I Fought Her Ass In A Damn Restaurant!!! And The Fact That I'm Gonna Be Labeled A 'Baby Mama' & A Whore For The Rest Of My Life... Yea, I'm Sorry That It's Been Hell For You Christopher." "Listen, I'm Sorry I've Been A Jerk To You & Us Arguing Is Not Gonna Solve & Plus It's Not Healthy For The Baby, We Attract Unwanted Attention Out Here..."








"I Don't Give A Fuck!!! We Need To Talk About This Shit!!!" "TALK ABOUT WHAT?!? I TOLD YOU WASSUP & WHAT'S REAL, WHAT THE FUCK ELSE YOU WANT FROM ME?!?" He Screamed At Me, I Started To Tear Up & He Just Realized That He Screamed At Me. "Terry I'm Sorry." I Started To Cry, He Motioned Towards Me & I Cringed A Little He Held On To Me Tight." "Terry, We Screwed Up & All We Can Do It Set It Right For Us In The Future..." He Kissed Me On My Forehead & Rubbed My Back. All I Could Do Was Cry, He Never Yelled At Me Before, Yea He Raised His Voice To Me But He Yelled At Me. My Thoughts Were All Scrambled I Couldn't Think Straight At All. I Just Want This All To Be Over Or Just Be A Bad Dream, But It's Far From That...






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Chris' Family

Chapter 10: Chris' Family


It's Been 7 Months Since Me & Chris Moved In Together... I'm 8 Months Pregnant & Anxiously Waiting To Push This Baby Out Already. I Wanna Be With Chris & Live My Life With Him But I Feel That Our Argument Was An Eye-Opener For Me. As Much As I Love Him I Feel That I Have To Leave Him As Soon As The Baby Was Born. I Wasn't Gonna Tell Him Because I Didn't Wanna Start Or Press On Any More Drama That We Both Already Have On Our Plates. So I Woke Up & It Was Like Any Other Morning Than Chris Came In The Kitchen & He Looked Over Me Eating Some Fruit Loops And Just Started Staring At Me, "What?" I Looked At Him. "I Want You To Meet My Family Ter." I Looked Up At Him Like He Was Crazy. "Are You Serious?" "Yea..." He Chuckled. "My Mom Already Knows About Us & The Baby, She Wants To Meet You." I Still Gave Him A Wired Look.










"Are You Sure About This Chris?" I Side Eyed Him. "Yea, Baby She Wanted To Meet You Earlier But With Touring & Everything I Wanted All Five Of Us To Chill Together..." I Looked Up At Him Quickly With A Puzzled Look "All Five Of Us??" I Asked Him. "Yea, My Aunt & Sister Want To Meet You Too..." I Took A Big Gulp & Remained Staring At Him Like He Was Insane. "It'll Be Okay, They're Nice You'll Love Them & They'll Love You." He Left The Kitchen Looking Back At Me & Smiling. I Still Looked At Him Like A Damn Fool. I Shook It Off & Finished My Cereal. I Struggled To Get Upstairs & Chris Saw & Ran To Carry Me Up The Stairs. "No, Baby I'm Fine You Don't Need To Lift Me Up." "Nonsense, I Can't Have You Struggling Up Stairs Baby." He Carried Me All The Way To the Bedroom And He Layed Me On The Bed & He Layed Right Next To Me Stroking My Hair Back. "You Look Beautiful..." He Said Softly.






I Leaned Back From Him. "What?" He Chuckled I Squinted My Eyes At Him. "What Are Up To?" I Asked Him. He Giggled "Nothing..." I Side Eye Him Again "Christopher....." "Nothing I Swear Terrence Dayyyyummmnnnnn.... Can't I Just Look At The Glowing Mother Of My Child Without Having A Vendetta About It?" "Chris, You Can't Even Spell Vendetta." I Smiled "Now Why You Gotta Mess With Me Ter? Ha Ha." We Kissed Each Other On The Bed & He Got Up. "Now I Got You A Nice Outfit In Your Closet, Go Put It On & Meet Me Downstairs So We Can Go." He Leaned Over & Kissed Me On My Forehead. He Left The Room & Went Downstairs & I Got Up & Went Into The Closet & Saw This Creme Colored Silk Maternity Dress & It Looked So Beautiful With A Big White Hawaiian Flower On th Shoulder With Crystals Flowing Down On It. I Put It On & It Felt Amazing. I Felt On The Dress & Turned Around To See Chris Standing There.







I Got Startled "Oh Shit, I Thought You Were Downstairs Already." He Smiled "I Was Then I Wanted To See How'd You Look In That Top & It Was Better Than I Imagined." I Smiled Back At Him. "I Know You Didn't Want A Real Relationship With Me & All This Is Nothing That You Wanted But..." "Terrence?" He Cut Me Off. "Yes Chris?" "We're Doing What We Need To Do For The Baby. I Don't Know What's Gonna Happen From Here To When & After The Baby Is Born But I Will Do Right By Both Of You... You're A Good Woman Ter & You Deserve Better From Me & I Will Be Better, All We Have To Do Is Try To Get Through This Together. Now C'mon My Mama's Waiting To Meet You." He Reached Out He Hand Towards Me. I Grabbed It & We Went Downstairs Together. We Got In The Shuttle Car To The Airport & I Kept Thinking About What Chris Said. Is He Really Telling The Truth Cause The Nigga Lies So Much It's Hard To Believe Him Sometimes.







So We Got To The Airport & We Went To The Service Area Where The Jets Are & We Boarded The Jet Together. The Last Time I Was Here I Was Alone & Was Flying To L.A. To See Him. We Sat Next To Each Other & Grew More Nervous With Realizing That Chris Was Not Joking, That I'm Really Gonna Meet His Family In Virgina. I Squeezed His Hand Tighter & Didn't Realize I Was Hurting Chris... "Ouch! What Happened Ter?" I Turned Over Really Fast. "I'm Sorry Baby, I'm Just Really Nervous That's All Baby." He Turned My Head Slightly Towards Him. "You Don't Have To Baby, They'll Love You I Promise." I Kissed Him "I Hope So, Cause I Do Not Need To Stared Down & Judged For Being Pregnant Before Marriage. It's Not How I Was Raised..." He Stroked My Hair. "It'll Be Fine Babe Don't Worry." I Hugged Him, Ten Minutes later We Landed At Tappahannock-Essex County Airport And All I Could Think About Is How Fucking Small This Town Is... I Know It's Nothing Like NY But Damn You Can Bump Into The Same Person 200 Times In a Day But It's Whatever I'm Just Gonna Meet Chris' Family & Just Go...That's The Plan & I'm Sticking To It.





He Held Onto My Hand As We Exited The Aircraft. I Held Onto Chris Closely Because I Didn't Know Anybody Here & I'll Be Damned If He Leaves Me Somewhere By Myself. He Started To Chuckle "Relax Girl Damn, You'll Be Fine. They Can Smell Fear So Don't Get So Wound Up Ter." I Eased Off His Arm A Little But I Wasn't Fully Convinced. We Got Outside Of The Airport Then We Saw A Guy Standing Next To A Mustang Convertible. He Walked Towards Us & Chris Walks Towards Him To Greet Him. "Yo Wassup Man?" "I'm Chillin, I Came To Scoop Ya'll Up." He Looked At Me & Turned My Head A Little. "Chris Is That Her?" "Yea..." He Walked Over To Me And I Looked At Him. "Hello." "Hi." I Said "Why Are You So Nervous? We're All Family Here Girl Loosen Up..." He Laughed "That's What I Told Her On The Way Here, She Doesn't Listen. Ha Ha" I Rolled My Eyes At Chris. "What's Your Name If We're Gonna Be Family..." "My Name Is Brad & Chris Talks About You All The Time."







"Oh, I'm Glad To Here That." I Smiled "Let's Get In The Car Children We Have Place To Go & You Have People To Meet. "Oh Boy..." I Said Sarcastically All Three Of Us Got In The Car, Chris Drove Over To His House, It Was A Fairly Long Drive But This Boy's Drive Was Super Long & He Practically Lived In The Damn Woods. We Finally Get To the Driveway & We Exited The Car, We Walked Out Of The Garage & Then I Heard A Soft But Sweet Voice When We Entered The House. "Chris, Bradford Is That You?" I Saw A Beautiful Woman Walking Towards Us In The House "Hello My Beautiful Sons..." Chris Hugged Her First "Hello Mama." "Wait, This Is Your Mother?!" I Said In Astonishment "This Must Be Her... Hello Sweetheart I'm Jocelyn, Chris' Mother I'm Really Happy To Finally Meet You." I Reached Out My Hand To Shake Hers. "Oh C'mon Now Sweetie You're Going To Birth My Second Grandchild We're Family Now, So Give Me A Hug." I Hugged Her & I Felt Better I Was Welcomed So Warmly, Chris Started To Smile.








Then I Heard A Different Type Of Voice Heading In Our Direction. "What's Going On Over There? Chris, Brad You There?" The Smile From Chris' Face Dropped So Quickly I Grew Worried Again. I Saw A Woman Who Looked Just Like Chris' Mother But Has A More Intense Stare & Her Hair Slicked Back. "Hello Everybody... Who's This?" She Said Staring At Me Up & Down. "I-I-I'm Terrence, Chris' Girlfriend." I Put My Hand Out The Shake Hers She Stared At Me Looking Up & Down Again "Mmm Hmm, I Bet You Are..." She Looks At Chris "Boy, When Were You Gonna Tell Someone You Were Coming Back In Town?" She Hugs Him "I Told Brad I Was Coming Here With Terrence Last Week Auntie Charlene." "Child You Know That Boy's Slow He Either Gonna Forget Or Tell Nobody... Oh, That;s What Her Name Is?" I Stood Frozen. "I Have A Question For You Miss Thang?" "Sure, What Is It?" "What Type Of Name Is Terrence For A Girl?!" "O-KAY!!! Time To Go In This House & Eat Something..." "You're Always Eating Chris." I Said Jokingly. "After That Long Flight I'm Hungry So I'm Finna EAT!" "Long Flight?!? It Was Only 35 Minutes From JFK To Here." I Playfully Hit His Arm.








His Aunt Side Eyed Me. "What's Wrong? You Can't Keep Your Hands To Yourself?" She Leered At Me, Then He Mother Tapped Her. "Charlene, Be Nice." She Said To Her. "What? I'm Just Asking The Girl A Simple Question." "Auntie..." Chris Then Mouthed Something Her Which Made Her Side Eye Me Again & Walk Away. I Felt Like I Was Being Attacked By His Aunt, I Tried to Shake It Off But I Couldn't At All. We All Entered The Living Room & Chris Helped Me Sit Down On The Couch. "What Happened? She Can't Sit Down By Herself?" Chris Turned Around "She's Pregnant Auntie." "Oh She Is? Here I Am Thinking She's Just Fat..." "CHARLENE!" Jocelyn Yelled. "Goodness, She's Already Nervous About Meeting Us... Insulting Her Constantly Is NOT Helping." "I Was Just Teasing The Child Jocelyn, Right Terrence?" "Y-Yea." I Said Nervously To Her. "Good."






"Uhhh, Okay.... I'm Going To The Kitchen, You Want Something Babe?" I Shook My Head At Chris, He Leans Down & Kisses Me Then Walks Over & Kisses His Mom & Aunt. I Grabbed His Wrist Signaling Him Not To Leave Me Alone With His Mom & Aunt But His Basic Ass Left Anyways... His Aunt Went In For The Kill On Me "So Where Did Y'all Meet?" Still Leering At Me. "Manhattan." "And How Long Have You Two Been 'Dating'?" "8 Months In July." "Mmm Hmmph." She Was Gonna Continue But We Heard Footsteps Approaching. "Hey Everyone, What's Going Here?" A Beautiful Dark Skinned Girl About 30 Years Old Approached Mama Jocelyn & Charlene. "Hey Mom & Auntie How Are You Guys?" She Hugged Them Both & Looks At Me, I Smiled Slightly Back At Her. "Who Is This Woman?" "She's Terrence, Chris' Girlfriend..." Jocelyn Replied "Pregnant Girlfriend..." Charlene Interjected, Mama Jocelyn Side Eyed Charlene. "Oh, Well How Are You? I'm Chris' Sister Lindsey." I Shook Her Hand.





I Felt Little Bit Better, A Little Bit... "Yo Ter, Everybody, Come In Here..." Chris Shouted. I Attempted To Get Off The Couch But Couldn't, So Lindsey & Jocelyn Helped Me Up & Lead Me Into The Kitchen Where Chris Was. "Yeah, Baby?" "C'Mere..." I Walked Towards Him & He Kisses Me. "Why Don't We Have A Party? What Do You Think Ter?" "Sure Baby." I Kissed Him Again. We All Went To the Backyard & We Were Starting A Barbecue & I Was About To Go Out Then Chris' Aunt Charlene Pushed Me Back & Bumped Me Against The Wall. "Now Listen, Chris' Mama May Not Put You In Your Place Bit I Will... I Don't Know Your Whole M.O. With What You're Doing With Chris' "Baby" But I'm Not Gonna Let You Come Here & Think You Can Manipulate That Boy..." "Excuse Me?" I Replied "Am I Not Getting Through To You, You Know What After This Baby Is Born I Want A DNA Test Because Women Like You Are On My Shit List." "Women Like Me? What The Hell Do You Mean By That?"






"Women Who Trap Wealthy Into Unplanned Pregnancies & Use A Child To Take All Of His Money." "I Am Nothing Like That My Parents Raised In A Respectable Home & Environment & That I Should Work Hard & Earn Everything I Have." "Mmm Hmm, Well I Don't Care About Your Little Speech I'm Going To Do What's Best For My Nephew. I Want A DNA Test After The Baby Is Born." I Grew Livid At That Statement. "Are You Kidding Me? Chris Is The ONLY Man I Have Ever Been With During This Whole Thing, I Understand You're Trying To Protect Him But Discrediting Me Just To Do So Is Unfair & Quite Disrespectful On My End I Have Been Nothing But Loving Towards All Of You & Not Just To Please Chris, I Did It Because I Really Want To Have A Great Future With Him & Our Child. And If You Can't See That It Would Hurt Him. I Don't Want To Be The One Responsible For His Unhappiness Do You?" Charlene Side Eyed Me & Walked Out.








I Walked Out Right After Her. I Sat Down On The Patio I Looked To My Left & I Saw Another Car Pull Up In Chris' Garage I Leaned To The Side To See Who It Was & I Could Hear Two Voices. "I Told We Were Late... You Just Had To Take Forever In The Shower." "Hey, There's Nothing Wrong With Being Clean Tremaine." "You're Right But How Clean Does Your Ass Need To Be?!" I Recognized Those Voices. "Julissa?" She Turned Around & Screamed Out "TERRANCE!!!" She Ran Over To Me & Hugged Me. "Like O-M-G Girl How Are You?" "I'm Fine." I Replied Then She Hit My Arm & It Hurt. "When Were You Gonna Tell Me You Were Pregnant With Chris' Baby? Oh, So What My Phone Number Disappeared In Your Phone Or Something?" She Placed Her Hands On Her Hips. "Sorry Ju Ju... I've Just Been To Focused On The Baby, Chris & Myself. But I Knew You Would've Found Out Sooner Or Later." "You're Right, I Would've... So Let's Sit Down & talk Some More." "You're Always Talking Lisa..." "Shut Up Trey!!"







"Whatever, Imma Go Say Hi To My Boy." Tremaine Walked Off Towards Chris. "So? You & Tremaine Huh? How Long?" "For Almost A Year Now... We Have Our Up & Downs But For The Most Part We're Good & The Sex Isn't Half Bad Either." She Chuckled & I Chuckled Back Then I Felt A Dent In My Stomach. "Ooh, I Feel A Bit Sick Juil Could You Got Get Me A Napkin Or Something?" "Okay." Julissa Got Up & Walked Over To The Table Where The Cutlery Was. She Came Back With A Couple Of Napkins & I Held One To My Mouth & Tried Not To Vomit. So I Tried To Get Up To Ease My Nauseousness, Then All I Heard Was A 'Splash' So i Looked Down & The Whole Lower Front Of My Dress Was Wet & I Looked At Chris Who Heard It Too. We Both Knew I Was Going Into Labor & Needed To Be At A Hospital Fast...





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Wednesday

The Tragedy

Chapter 11: The Tragedy


"Oh God..." I Said To Myself Trembling. Chris Ran Over & Lifted Me Up & He Ran To The Car & Placed Me Gently In The Passenger Seat Of The Car He Strapped Me In The Seat. Julissa & Trey Hopped In The Back, Then He Ran To The Other Side & Started The Car TO Drive Off. All Of His Family Members Were In The Other Cars Driving Behind Us To The Hospital. My Body Was Starting To Contract In My Chair "AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" I Kept Yelling Because I Was In So Much Pain From The Baby Coming. "It's Okay Baby Girl, We're Almost There Just Hold On For A Minute Okay?" Chris Tried To Comfort Me But Was Useless I Wanted This Child To Be Out Now. Chris' Phone Rang He Picked It Up. "Hello?" In My Mind This Dude Was Be Fucking Crazy To Pick Up His Phone Right Now. But All I Heard From His End Was Loud Indecisive Noises. "Man, You Need To Stop Calling Me. I Don't care About You No More Just Fucking Face It." He Hung Up. "Chris?" I Questioned "Ter Don't Worry About That..." He Kept On Driving.







Julissa Kept Holding On To My Hand & Then The Contractions Came Back & I Squeezed Her Hand To The Point She Was Screaming As Loud As Me. "This Baby Is Coming Right Now & Can't TAKE IT!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" Tremaine Snickered In The Back. "What The Fuck Is So Funny Trey?" "If You Think About...All That Damn Screaming Is What Got You In This Position In The First Place. Ha Ha" Everyone Except But Me Was Laughing But Then A Devilish Grin Came Upon My Face. "You're Right Trey, That's Why You & Julissa Are Sitting On The Same Spot Where Me & Chris Fucked Last... Everyone In The Car's Face Became Flushed With Shock. I Began To Smile Then A Large Contraction Came. "AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!" I Was Screaming Out In Complete Pain & Agony I Couldn't Breathe. Then We Arrived At The Emergency Room Everybody Ran Out Of The Cars & To Help Chris Get Me To A Doctor.







We Entered To Emergency Room & A Nurse Saw Us Come In. "Please Help Us, My Girlfriend Is Having A Baby We Need A Doctor Now!!!" "Sir Please Calm Down, You Need To Fill Out The Paperwork & Someone Will Be With You In A Moment." "This Bitch Gotta Be Kidding Me?!" Julissa Walked Up To The Front. "Did You Not Hear The Man? She's Having A Baby, So We Need A Doctor Pronto. No Paperwork None Of That Crap We Can Do All That Shit Later So At Least Get Her A Stretcher Or Something Chop Chop, Double Time." "You Must Not Have Heard Me, You Need To Fill Out The Proper Paperwork In Order For A Doctor To See You Now Sit Down & Do It." She Slammed Down The Clipboard. "Oh No She D- Oh No She Did Not Just Tell Me To Sit Down? Oh HELL No, Trey Or Somebody Need To Tell This Bitch Who She's talking To Cause I'll Fuck Around & Whoop Some Old Lady Ass & Go To Jail In VA, Aw HELL Naw." Trey Walked Out along With Julissa To Calm Her Down.








"Well She Needs To At Least Be In A Wheelchair She's Contracting." Jocelyn Said "Well We Proper Insurance To Do So Ma'am." Myself Being In Pain & Tired Made Chris Put Me Down & I Walked Over To The ER Counter. "Listen To Me... I Am Tired, I Am In Pain, I Have Been Through Enough Bullshit Throughout This Pregnancy & Before Then. Now That I Am In Labor All I Want Is The Damn Child To Come Out Of Me Already & For The Father Of My Child To Be With Me. And For Him Or Her To Witness The Loving Families It's About To Enter. So Get Me A Doctor..." She Gave Me A Blank Stare. "NOW!!!!" I Screamed She Ran To The Back & Other Nurses Came Out With A Stretcher & Gently Placed Me On It. I Kept Contracting & Now It Was More Painful & Lasted Longer, Chris Was Right Next To Me Holding My Hand. "I Won't Leave You Baby, I'm Right Here For You & The Baby." I Started To Cry.









Then The Doctor Came Into The Room & Prepared To Deliver This Baby. "My Name Is Dr. Rosas & I Will Be Helping You Deliver Your Baby. She Looked Under My Hospital Robe, "Okay, So Far We're Doing Well, You Are Contracting Well & So Far No Complication With Your Birth." She Looked At The Chart & Her Face Changed. "Chris Brown?" She Looked Up & We Rolled Our Eyes Thinking It Was Another Bitch Ass Person Trying To Put Their Two-cents In Our Lives. "Oh, So This Is Why You Couldn't Answer Her Calls?" Chris Looked At Her Puzzled. "Who Are You Talking About?" "Catalina, She Called Me Crying Telling Me You're Ignoring Her & The Baby." Chris Grew Angry Almost Instantly. "Who The Hell Are You?" "I'm Jaslene... Catalina's Sister & I Don't Appreciate You Ditching Her Because You Found A New Toy To Play With." "And I Don't Appreciate You Coming Here & Making This Personal, Now My Girlfriend Is In Labor I Need To Help Deliver This Baby Not Making This Your Mission For Me To Be With Your Sister Cause It Is Not Going To Happen."








She Huffed & Prepared To Give Me An Injection To Numb The Pain Form Me Being In Labor. I Braced The Pain & I Just Layed Back With Chris Gently Stroking My Forehead He Kissed It & Stood Right Beside Me Waiting For the Baby To Arrive. A Few Hours Later My Contractions Came Back & It Was Pretty Safe To Say This Baby Was Coming Out & Was Screaming So Loudly & Chris Was trying To Help But He Knew He Couldn't Do Anything But Be By My Side & Try To Comfort Me. The Doctor & Several Nurses Rushed To My Room To Deliver The Baby. I Have Never Been In Such Pain & Agony Is My Life... I Kept Screaming At The Top Of My Lungs "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Hold On Baby, You're Almost Done Just Push A Little More." "Come On Terrence Just A Little More..." The Doctor Told Me.











I Was Pushing & Pushing Till All I Heard Was A High-Pitched & Loud Cry. "Congratulations, It's A Baby Girl." She Told Us. I Held On To Her & Chris Kissed Me On My Forehead & Tickled Our Baby Gently, I Was So Happy. We Named Her Michelle Jocelyn Brown. We Were Never Happier, Till I Heard A Mild Cough. Then I Lifted Her Head S Little Bit & Blood Was On My Chest But It Wasn't Mine. I Gasped In Complete Horror. "Doctor, What's Wrong With My Baby?!?" She Ran Over & Pulled My Baby Away & Placed Her On A Small Cradle And Three Other Doctors Came In With Machines Setting Them Up On Michelle, Chris & I Panicked. The Doctor Closed The Curtains Around Where They Were Then Moved Her To Another Room. It Took 3 1/2 Hours For The Doctor To Return To Our Room. She Looked At Us With A Bit Of Sorrow. "So? What Happened To The Baby? Is She Okay? We Wanna See Our Baby Girl." Chris Demanded. She Removed Her Mask And She Looked At Me. "Where's My Baby?" I Asked. "I'm Sorry Ms. Robinson, Chris Michelle Died 30 Minutes Ago. She suffered From An Extreme Case Of Vitamin K Deficiency. She Lost So Much Blood There Was Nothing We Could Do To Keep Her Alive I'm Truly Sorry.









I Know That This Isn't Easy & Have No Clue What's Going Through Your Minds Right Now But If You Take Anything From This Just Love Each Other More, Even If He Has Another Child On The Way, I Can Tell He wants To Be With You More. I Started To Cry & Chris Held On To Me Holding His Tears Back But He Knew He Couldn't I Felt His Tears On My Chest As He Cried But He Didn't Make A Sound. He Slowly Lifted His Head Up & Wipes His Tears. "I'm Gonna Tell Everyone What Happened Okay?" I Looked Up & Nodded At Him. As Chris Was About To Leave To Tell The Family The Bad News Chris & I Heard A Loud Shriek Down The Hall & We Look To See What Was Going On & We See Jaslene Crying & Talking Really Fast In Spanish. "Oh God NO!!! No, No, No, Dios Mio, NOOOOOO!!!" Chris Ran Over To Her. "What Happened?" "She Looked Up At Him In Tears. "It's Catalina... She's Dead." Both Of Our Jaws Dropped Is Complete Horror.








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