Freak Nasty In The City

I Couldn't Believe It My Plan Actually Worked, I Was Pregnant By Chris & I Was So Happy. But I Had To Keep A Cool Head & Go Take a Pregnancy Test & Wait For The Results In Order To Confirm If I'm Truly Pregnant Cause My Method Wasn't Exactly The Best Pregnancy Method... But My Idea Was Coming Full Circle & Now Chris Will Have To Be With Me, He Just Has To. I Called My Cousin Jaslene To Tell Her The News. "Hello?" "Jaslene, It's Me Catty..." "Oh, Hey Sis Wassup?" "Guess What?" "What Happened Catty?" "I'm Pregnant..." I Smiled "What?!" Jaslene Didn't Seen As Enthusiastic As I Was. "Pregnant By Who? And Please Tell me It Wasn't By That Damn Boy You've Been Telling Me About." The Smile Dropped From My Face. "I-I Thought You Would Be Happy Jassy." "Happy? Happy About What? That My Little Sister Is Out Whoring Herself To Celebrities For Money Or That She Is Knocked Up By One That Probably Already Has A Girlfriend?! Aye Catalina You Don't THINK!!! And That's You End Up In These Messed Up Situations & You End Up Getting Disrespected By These So Called Men."











I Grew Angry "Jaslene Not Everybody Can Get A Full-Ride Scholarship & Go To College Be A Doctor Like You... Not Everybody Can Be Loved & Cherished In Our Family & Be Highly Favored Like You. I Have To Do What i Have To Do In Order To Live, I'm Sorry I Can Live My Life Like You Do." "Catty That's Not Fair... You Know The Family Loved You And We Just..." I Cut Her Off. "Yea, You All 'Loved' Me Right? but After I Had My Son Almost All Of You Disowned Me & Threw Me Away Like A Piece Of Dirt. Then None Of You Even Showed Up To The Funeral & You Have The Nerve To Claim That You Loved Me?" I Started To Cry. "Catty I Know Brandon's Death Was Hard, I Told You Why I Couldn't Go To The Funeral, Dad Wouldn't Allow Us To See You. I Wanted To See You So Bad I Cried That Night Too." "I'm Done Talking Now I'm Gonna Go Home & Tell Him... Bye." "Be Careful Sis." I Hung Up The Phone.











I Wiped My Tears & I Took A Taxi Home, When I Entered My Apartment I Saw I Had A Message Waiting For Me I Walked Over & Went To Listen To It... I Heard Chris' Voice. "Catalina It's Me, I'm Sorry I Couldn't Have Stayed With You In the Doctor's Office. I Hope You're Alright, I Had To Go Handle My Business So Call Me Back When You Get This." I Picked Up My Phone & Called Him, He Picked Up His Phone. "Yo." "Chris It's Me Catalina." "Wassup?" I Hesitated For A Few Seconds. "Are You Still There?" "Ye-Yea Chris I Am..." "Well What Happened? Don't Tell Me The Fall Made You Lose Brain Cells?" I Chuckled. "No It Didn't, I Have To Tell You That I'm Pregnant..." He Paused His Next Words. "Are you There Chris?" "Y-Yea... I'm Still Here Umm Are You Sure? I Mean We Were Always Strapped When Fucked, I Never Forgot That." "Well The Condom Broke Back In L.A." I Said Lying My Ass Off To Chris.









"Well What Does This Mean For Us?" "What Do You Mean Us? Imma Do What I Have To Do For Our Child But As for Our Relationship It's Dead... I'm With Terrence Now & You Having My Child I Mean If It Is My Child I Mean, Will Not Make Me Be With You Or Marry You. So Give That Up Already..." He Hung Up. I Started To Cry, I Can't Believe He Blew Me Off Like That For That Cheap, Sleazy Bitch. My Sadness Quickly Became Intense Anger. How Could He Just Leave Me As If I Meant Nothing To Him? I Cooked For Him, I Was With Him All The Time, We Went Out Together, We Went To Parties Together... etc. I Was Not Gonna Let Him Make A Mockery Out Of Me... I'm A Grown Woman & He Will Pay For Betraying Me... I Packed My Bags & I Was Ready To Leave For Philadelphia But I Had To Make One Last Stop Before I Do. I Took My Luggage & Drove My Car Over To Chris' Penthouse, I Saw Him Coming Out Of The Parking Lot. So I Followed Him To See Where He Was Going, I Saw Him Enter Another Apartment & I Waited About 30 Minutes then He Came Out With Some Bitch & I Saw Chris Rub Her Stomach.

"So This Bitch Is Pregnant Too Huh?" I Said Under My Breath Gripping Tighter At The Wheel As I See Him Giving Her Much More Love & Affection Than Me, They're Both Gonna Fucking Pay For This Shit I Swear To God They Will. So As They Entered The Car I Started To Follow Them Again, They Stopped At This Restaurant I Watched Them As He Stroked Her Hair & Kissed Her Slowly... He Never Looked At Me as Much As He Looked At Her. A Horn Blaring Behind Me Broke My Focus On Them & I Eyeballed Them Going In The Restaurant. I Let The Valet Park My Car & I Went Inside To Watch Them From Afar. Then I Saw Her Get Up To Use The Bathroom, I Buried My Head Into The Menu So She Wouldn't Recognize Me. Then As She Entered The Restroom I Got Up & Waited For Her To Come Back Out. Then As She Exited The Bathroom I Came Out Of The Shadows & Called Her Out. "Hola Puta." She Turned Around & Looked At Me With A Stank Face. " I See You've Been Whoring Around With Chris Huh?"










She Rolled Her Eyes At Me. " Look Catalina, Chris Broke Up With You & Now He's With Me. So Get Over Yourself & Move On With Your Life, He Doesn't Want You." She Scoffed Then She Started To Walk Away From Me. I Became Very Angry, Grabbed Her Shoulder & I Slapped Her In The Face Knocking Her Over. Then She Got Up & Slapped Me In My Face Hard, I Fell On The Ground Then She On Top Of Me & Started Punching Me In The Face, I Soon Got A Chunk Of Her Hair Got Up & Tried To Knock Her To The Ground... Then That Skeezer Started To Grab My Hair Trying To Rip It Out Or Something So I Tried To Rip Her Weave Out. Since Neither One Of Us Was Letting Go I tried To Kick Her In The Stomach & Then Out Of Nowhere She Grabbed My Head & Slammed It On The Bar Table, I Don't Know How The Fuck That Happened But It Did... I Heard A Rip As I Fell To The Floor & I Saw Some Of My Hair In That Whore's Hand, She Tried To walk Away But I Got Up & Tackled Her To The Floor. She Rolled Over & Kicked Me In My Chest. I Felt Blood In My Mouth & By The Time I Went To Whoop Her Ass, Her & Chris Had Already Left.










I Got Up From The Floor & Grabbed To Cloth From Someone's Table Wiped My Bloody Nose & Stormed Out Of The Restaurant. What Could He See In Her Other Than His Dick? He Just Angered Me, I Was Fed Up With Men Like Him. Why Won't He Love Me? I Do Everything For Him, I Travel Everywhere With Him & Now He Just Left Me Just Like That Even Though I Was Pregnant With His Child... He Just Didn't Care & I'm So Pissed Off About It, Maybe My Sister Was Right I'm Not As Respectable As I Would Like To Be. But What Else Could I Do? I Never Finished High School Because I Was Pregnant With My First Child & After He Died I Had No Money. I Thought Chris Was The One But I'm Just Another Whore In His Eyes. Went To Go Get My Car, The Valet Pulled Up My Car I Got In & Drove Home. I Checked My Cellphone & Saw I Had A New Voicemail Message & I Played It. I Was Shocked To Hear Chris' Voice On It. "Look, Catalina I Wanna Make Amends With You For What Happened Tonight. Please Call Me Back So I Can Meet Up With You & We Can Talk, iight Bye." I Was Hesitant To Call Him Back At First But The Worse Case Scenario Is That The Bitch Will Pick Up His Phone Like The Dumbass She Probably Is.

So I Called Back & He Picked Up "Hey Cat, Are You Okay?" "No I'm Fucking Not Chris... I'm Still Bleeding From That Bitch." Chris Voice Gained Bass In His Voice "Hey, Don't Talk About Terrence Like That." "Oh, So That's What Her Name Is... Well You Tell Terrence That I'm Not Fucking Done With Her Ass." "I'm Not Telling Her Shit, I Shouldn't Even Be Talking To You Right Now." I Sighed At Him. "Where Do You Wanna Meet Me At?" "At My Penthouse But Tomorrow, Not Now I Gotta Make Sure Our Baby's Ok?" I Became Puzzled. "Our Baby? Chris Don't Tell Me You Got That Pinche Puta Pregnant Too?!" "Hey, Calm the Fuck Down Catlina... This Dick Doesn't Belong To You & It Never Did So Chill The Fuck Out iight?" I Was Turned Off By His Words. "Whatever Chris, What Time Tomorrow?" "3:30 pm" "Ok, See You Then. Bye-" He Hung Up Before I Could Respond. I Walked Over To The Bathroom, Cleaned Up My Face & Sat Down On The Couch & Thought To Myself Am I Really Gonna Link Up Back With Chris Again? Because I Still Think He Doesn't Respect Me, But With Him You Never Really Know.

I Just Started Flipping Through My Phone & All Of A Sudden My Phone Rang. I Thought It Was Chris So I Answered Immediately. "Hello?" "Catalina It's Me Trey." I Rolled My Eyes At The Sound Of Trey's Voice. "Hey Trey Wassup?" "Nothing, So What You Doing Tonight?" I Sighed Heavily. "Nothing, What About You?" I Slumped Back In My Seat. "Well I Wanted To Come Over To See You..." Since I Was Doing Shit I Might As Well Let Him Come Through. "Alright Then, You Can Come Over." I Mumbled. "iight Cool, See You In A Few." He Hung Up The Phone. I Got Up & Cleaned Myself Off. As I Got Dress & Hid Away My Blood Soaked Dress, I Heard A Knock At The Door. I Walked Over & Saw It Was Trey. I Swear This Nigga Tries Too Hard To Be Sexy & It Kind Of Irked Me. But I Didn't Give A Fuck, I Was Lonely & Chris Was To Busy Entertaining His Whore To Care About Me Or His Baby. I Let Him In & He Kissed Me On The Cheek. I Rolled My Eyes As I Closed The Door Behind Us. We Sat On The Couch & Trey Started Talking To Me.

I Was In Trouble Because I Still Love Chris & Want To See Him But Trey May Be The Best Thing That Ever Happened To My Life. I Was So Confused As To What I Am Going To Do, I Wanted Chris But Trey's Words To Me Meant So Much. Chris Had Never Spoken To Me Like That. Matter A Fact No Man Has Ever Spoken To Me Like That. I Was In A Huge Dilemma, I Couldn't Tell My Sister Cause She'll Go On & On About How All These Men Are All The Same & How I Should Get An Abortion & Go Back To School. Well Unless I Become A Doctor Or Lawyer Or Some Bullshit I'm Gonna Be In Debt & Refuse To Be Broke Again. I Swore On My Son's Life I Would Never Suffer To Maintain The Life I Want. I Just Had Too Much On My Mind & I Went In the Shower & Cleaned Up To Clear My Mind. After I Got Out The Shower It Was 2:30 & Picked Up My Phone & Called Chris, He Picked Up The Phone.

"Whuddup?" "Chris It's Me Catalina." He Sighed Heavy "Yeah?" "I Was Wondering, If We Could Reschedule When We're Gonna Meet Up Cause-" Chris Cut Me Off Mid-sentence "Look, We Can Only Meet Up At 3:30, I Ain't Got Not Time To Put Up With Your Bullshit. Be There Or Forget About It." "But I-" Chris Hung Up The Phone On Me. I Started To Call Trey On His Cell But He Didn't Answer So I Left A Message. "Trey It's Me Cat, I Was Hoping To Reach You But I Couldn't Call Me Back Because I Wanna Meet Up With You At A Different Time Today. Thank You For What You Said, You've Made Me Feel Much Better Now Goodbye." I Hung Up The Phone. I Was Getting Ready To Leave Then I Heard My Phone Ring, I Saw It Was Trey So I Picked Up Quickly. "Hello?" "Who The Fuck Is This?!" I Heard A Female's Voice Strike Back. I Tried To Maintain Composure. "I'm Catalina, Who's This?" "Don't Worry About All That Bitch, Why the Hell Are You Leaving Messages On My Man's Phone?" "I'm Trey's Friend, I Don't Want Any Trouble." "Well Bitch You Shouldn't Have Called His Phone Knowing He Has A Girlfriend." "Well I'm Sorry, I Was J-" She Hung Up On Me In Mid-Sentence. I Just Sat Down Feeling A Bit Woozy Then I Rad To The Bathroom & Threw Up. I Knew All This Stress Wasn't Good For The Baby So I Decided To Go Out For A Walk To Clear My Head.

I Walked Around The Block & Then My Phone Rang, I Saw It Was Trey. I Thought His Girlfriend Was Gonna Badger Me Some More But I Thought It was Him So I Answered. "H-Hello?" I Sheepishly Spoke. "Cat, It's Me Trey." I Breathed Out With Relief. "What Happened? What Is With Your Girlfriend?" "Girlfriend? She Isn't My Girlfriend..." "Well She Sure Was Convinced That She Was." "Well I Can Tell You Right Now She's Not, So What Is It That You Wanna Tell Me?" "Yea, I Was Wondering If I Could Meet Up With You Later Because-" I Tried To Come With A Lie Quickly. "Because?" Trey Repeated. I Couldn't Think Of Anything So I Sighed & Just Told Him The Truth. "Chris Said He Wanted To See Me Today At The Same Time As You & I-" "Come On Catalina..." Trey Interjected. "He Doesn't Appreciate You Like I Do, I Don't Care What You Have Done In Your Past I Just Want To Be In Your Future." I Started To Tear. "Please Cat Don't Go Down The Same Road Where You Weren't Loved Or Respected. If Anything He Won't Want To Meet You For Any Good Intention." "But I Need To See What He Wants, He's Been So Hot & Cold With Me Ever Since He Got With That Girl. I Have To Know What's On His Mind Before I Meet Up With You, I'm Sorry Trey."

He Sighed "It's Okay, Meet Up With Me After You're Done With Chris." "Okay, Bye Trey." I Hung Up Feeling Better That Trey Understood But Felt Guilty That He Was Right But I Was Too Focused On Chris. I Heard My Cellphone Ring Again & It Was Chris, I Answered It. "Hello Chris." "Hey Cat, Are You Coming?" "Yea I Am, Where Did You Wanna Meet Up Again?" "My Penthouse & Hurry Up Cause I Need To Go Handle Some Business." "Okay Chris, I'm Coming In 10 Minutes Okay?" "iight, See You Soon." He Hung Up. I Can't Figure That Man Out For Shit, He Wants Me Then He Wants Nothing To Do With Me. I Don't Even Know Why I'm Wasting My Time With Him, Yes I'm Pregnant & Yes Chris Should Be Involved With His Unborn Child But He Seems Like He Doesn't Give A Fuck. I Entered The Building Where Chris' Penthouse Was & I Went Up The Elevator To Chris' Apartment. I Knocked On The Door Lightly & He Answered It. "Hey Cat, Come In." I Walked In His Apartment & He Had Boxes Set Up. "Are You Moving?" "Yes I am, I'm Moving In With Terrance." "Well Good For You." Before Chris Could Answer I Interjected Him. "What Is It That You Want From Me Chris? Because I Don't Have Time To Play Games & I'm Keeping The Baby Regardless Of What You Want Ok."

"Ok... All I Wanted To Say Is That I'm Sorry." I Gave Chris The Most Confused Look On My Face Then He Continued. "I'm Sorry For Causing Stress For You & The Baby, I Should've Been More Responsible For Fucking Myself Up. I Just Wanna Let You Know That I Will Try To Help You The Best I Can." I Was In Shock By Chris' Words. "Do You Truly Mean All Of That?" "Yea, I Just Wanna Take Responsibility For Everything I Put You Through But I Found Out Something That Intrigues Me." I Gulped. "What Do You Mean?" "I'm Still Wondering How I Got You Pregnant? Because I Never Hit It Raw When I Was With You." I Grew Concerned. "The Condom Must've Broke Or Something." I Replied. "Yea, That's What I First Thought Till I Saw This..." Chris Held Up The Turkey Baster Right In Front Of Me, I Became Shocked. "Look Chris, I-I Could Explain..." "Then You Better Start Explaining Some Shit Cause I Found This Shit In My Hotel Room In The Bathroom." "Well I-I-" Chris Cut Me Off "Were You Trying To Trap Me With This Baby Thinking I Would Go Back To Your Ass?" I Stood Frozen & Silent.

"So You Thought Making Yourself Pregnant By Me Was Going To Make Me Leave Terrance For You?! Terrence Is Way More Important To Me Than Your Ass Ever Was, You Were Just Something I Fucked When I Got Bored." My Mind Was Blindsided By The Harshness Of Chris' Voice. " You Don't Mean That Chris, You Don't." He Scoffed. "Cut The Fucking Melodramatics Catalina, You're Only Embarrassing Yourself." My Sadness Quickly Grew To Anger. "Look Motherfucker I'm Tired Of You Dismissing Everything We Had Together Because Of Some Bitch That You Fucked For One Night. Everybody Knows What Type Of Nigga You Are Chris, A Simple Motherfucker Who Keeps His Hands On His Money & A Bitch On His Dick Then Takes Off When She Isn't Good Enough By His Bitchass Standards."

He Rushed Me Up Against The Wall. "Watch Your Damn Mouth, Cause You Know I Put Your Ass On Otherwise None These Niggas Out Here Would Even Look At You & Your Ass Would Be Back In Philly Making Chump Change. Let's Not Lose Our Heads Because Our Feelings Are Hurt." He Backed Up & I Rushed Out Of His Apartment Angry, Sad, & Confused. I've Never Seen Him This Angry Before, Trey Was Right Now I Have To Go To Him & Let Him Know What Chris Has Done To Me.