Freak Nasty In The City

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Catalina's Plan

Chapter 12: Catalina's Plan (Part1)

(This Chapter Will Be In Flashback From Catalina's View Up Until Her Death)

I Love Coming To NY, The Nightlife Is Crazy. Me & Chris Came Here Together Often & Couldn't Be More Happy, I Was From Philadelphia So being In The City Was Nothing To Me. I Really Liked Chris A Lot & He Really Knows How To Fuck & Loved It. "Catalina You Ready To Go?" Chris Asked While I Was Changing Clothes, He Walked In & I Wasn't Finished I Was So Shocked That I Didn't Grab My Breasts Fast Enough & He Saw Them. He Walked Over To Me. "Mmm, You Look Better Like That." He Grinned "Dios Mio Chris, I'm Not Done Yet." His Hands Were All Over My Lower Body Then He Worked His Way To My Breasts. "Chrisss, We... Have... To..." He Started Sucking On My Neck & I Just Stopped In Mid-Sentence. "I'm Getting Hard Right Now Baby." He Moaned Softly. "Why Don't You Take That Off We Don't Have To Go Out Yet." "Yes Papi." I Whispered Softly. I Got Out Of The Dress & Chris Gently Pushed Me On The Bed. He Got On Top Of Me & Started Kissing Me & Feeling On My Titties He Slid His Hand In Between My Thighs & Rubbing My Clit With His Index & Middle Finger Making Me Wet.

"Yea, Baby Girl Get Wetter For Me." I Moaned As We Kissed He Brought His Hand Back Up & I Sucked Up My Juices With My Mouth & Tongue. "Oh Shit." He Said I Was About To Take Off My Heels But He Caught My Hand "Naw, Leave Those On I Know What Needs To Come Off." He Started Kissing My Stomach & Placed Both Hands On The Sides Of My Panties & Took Them Off. He Started To Kiss Lower & Lower Till He Started To Taste Me. "Ahhhhhhhhh, Papi Chulo Yes, Yes Yessssssssss." He Kept Moving His Tongue Faster & Faster Inside Of Me. "Ooooooooooh, Ahhhhhhhhhhh, Mmmmmmmmm." I Kept Gripping The Sheets Tighter With Each Lick. "Are You Cumming Cat?" He Said Gently "Si Papi, I'm Cumming... Mmmmmmm." He Kept Going Faster & Faster & Faster Till I Came In His Mouth. He Licked His Lips & We Kissed Again, I Pushed Him On His Back & I Started Sucking His Dick. "Aw Shit Cat Go Ahead." He Said Biting His Lips. I Kept Sucking On Him, He Placed His Hands On My Head & Kept Thrusting Forward.

I Was Enjoying Myself & He Was Too. Then I Gaged As He Came In My Mouth, He Dick Went Too Far Back Near My Throat. "Oh Damn Sorry Baby." "It's Okay Baby." I Said While Licking Off His Cum From My Chin. "Penetrate Me Now Chris..." I Said Laying On My Back He Devilishly Grinned. "Alright." He Opened My Legs & He Licked His Lips As He Entered Me & Started Pounding Me Hard. "Oh My God Chris... Ahhhhhhhhh." He Felt So Good Inside Of Me I Kept Arching My Back To Him Going In & Out. "Oooh Deeper Baby, Deeper." Chris Went Deeper & I Was Cumming Again & He Could Feel It. "Awww Shit Papi I Can't Take No More I Can't I... I... I..." I Pushed Him Out & Ran To The Bathroom Because I Started To Hurt. He Put On His Pants & Went In After Me. "Catalina What the Hell Happened?" He Asked With Concerned "I Don't Know Baby, I'm Sorry." "Why Don't We Just Clean Ourselves Up & Head Out." "I'm Staying In Tonight Chris... Ok?" He Gave Me A Puzzled Look "Why?"

"I Just Don't Feel Like Going To Any Clubs Tonight Okay." "Sure, Whatever." He Washed Himself Up In The Bathroom Kissed Me On My Cheek & Headed Out The Door. I Was Tired But I Couldn't Go To Sleep, So I Tuned On The T.V. & Watched A Re-Run Of The Bad Girls Club I Slowly Feel Asleep. Then I Woke Up & I Saw It Was 4:30am. But Chris Wasn't Next To Me On The Bed Matter A Fact He Wasn't Even In The House. I Got Up & Walked To My Cellphone & Called Chris & It First Went Straight To Voicemail Then I Called Again & He Picked Up A Bit Too Early. "Hey Catalina Baby, Wassup?" He Said Happily "Chris, Where Have You Been? It's Almost 5 In The Morning..." "Sorry Baby I Had To Stay At the Club Late, You Know I Had To Check On Some Things Over There." "So When Are You Coming Home?" I Asked "Right Now, You Know New York Traffic Is Never Any Good." He Laughed "See You In 10 Minutes Okay Babe." "Okay." I Hung Up The Phone & Layed On The Bed Then I Grabbed My Cell & Called Tremaine.

He Picked Up But He Was Out Of Breath. "Yeah." He Heaved. "Umm I Sorry Trey But Were You At The Club With Chris Late Tonight." "Naw, Club Closed At The Same Time We Do Every Night." "Mmm Hmm... I See, Thank You Trey Bye Bye." "Bye Bye." I Hung Up The Phone. I Know I Shouldn't Jump To Conclusions But I Think He Was Fucking Another Woman. Before I Assumed Anything Further I Looked In The Dresser Where Chris Kept The Condoms & He Had Took One Out But He Didn't Use It On Me Which Why We Couldn't Finish Fucking. If He Did Use The Condom On Me, Then Who Did He Use It On? I Heard Footsteps At The Door I Closed The Dresser And Went Into The Bathroom & Sat On Toilet Like I Was Using It. Chris Came Through The Door "Catalina Where You Babe?" "I'm In The Bathroom Chris." "Still? Did I Do That Much Damage To You?" He Joked. "No. I Just Needed To Use The Bathroom. "Well We Need To Pack Our Stuff Cause We're Going To L.A. In A Couple Hours." I Got Up From The Toilet Seat & Opened The Door. "L.A.? Chris, We've Only Spent A Week Here."

"I Know But My Manager Trina Called & Said I Have To Be In L.A. & I'm Not Leaving A Pretty Girl Like You Alone In New York City Right?"I Crossed My Arms In Disappointment. "So I Have To Move When You Move Right?" "You Don't Have To But I Know You'll Hit Me Up Whenever You Want This Dick..." He Laughed. "I'm Not Going Right Now Chris... You Can Send The Plane For Me Later." "Are You Serious Catalina?" "Yes, Yes I Am Chris." I Looked At Him. "Alright Then Fine, I'm Not Gonna Argue With You Over This Shit... You Wanna Stay Fine." He Started To Pack His Things Up. "So Just Like That You're Gonna Leave?" I Responded. He Turned Around. "Yep, We're Not In A Relationship Together & I'm Not Gonna Force You To Stay With Me Even If We Were, So If You're Looking For Nigga Who Wants To Control You The Door's Right There. But If You Get Your Shit Together We're Over." He Turned Back Around & Continued Packing. "Alright Then Fine, You Are Gonna Get Me a Plane To L.A. Right?" He Turned Around & Gave Me A Puzzled Look. "I Said I Wouldn't Go With You I Didn't Say Wasn't Going At All." I Smirked, He Scoffed At Me & Called His Friend Rashad To Tell Him He Was Coming To L.A. Then He Turned Around & Looked At Me. I Will Send You A Plane A 5PM, Make Sure You're On The Flight. I'm Not Playing Catalina."

I Rolled My Eyes. "Sure Whatever." He Closed The Door Behind Him. I Got Undressed & Hopped In The Shower. Then I Got Out & Opened The Drawer & Chris Left Me $9,500 To Spend. Is That All He Could Give Me? I Scoffed & Threw It On The Bed. I Got Dressed Grabbed The Keys To Our Room, My Purse & the Money & Went Out. I Walked Down The Street & I Saw This Girl, She Wore Gold Silk Top, Seven Jeans, & Super Cute But Super Tall Heels & She Hopped In A Limo Similar To The One Me & Chris Ride Around In. I Didn't Care To Investigate Because All Limos Look Alike & I Had Better Shit To Do. I Walked In Chanel & I Picked Out A Beautiful Black Dress To Wear When I Would Arrive In L.A. I Bought A Pair Of Black & White Open-Toed Pumps. & A Diamond Necklace & Matching Ring. I Walked Up To The Lady On the Cash Register. "You're Total Ma'am Is $8,373.82." I Handed Her The Money & I Then Went To Eat Food At Megu In Tribeca For Sushi Then I Went On My Way Back To The Hotel Room.

I Took A Little Nap Then The Hotel Called Telling Me I Have To Check Out Because I Had A 5pm Flight. Then I Realized I Had To Fly Out To L.A. I Packed My Things & Put On the Outfit I Bought & Checked Out Of The Hotel. Then A Limo Pulled Up & I Got In Heading For The Airport. I Wanted To Call Chris To See How He Was, So I Picked Up My Cellphone & Called Him Up. He Picked Up The Phone & I Heard A Faint Sound Of A Woman's Voice In The Background. "Chris? Who Is That?" "Nobody Cat, I'm In The Studio..." "With Who?" "With Rashad & Them, I'll Call You In A Few Alright." "Chris? Chris?" He Hung Up On Me, I Scoffed. I Knew There Was Something Going On, Was He Cheating On Me? And If So, With Who? I Was Going To Find Out No Matter What... So I Got On The Plane & Sat Down In The Chair. I Was About To Call Chris Again But The Stewardess Approached Me. "Ma'am We Are About To Take Off So All Electronic Devices Are to Be Turned Off..." She Kept Signaling Towards My Phone. "Alright Then."

I Rolled My Eyes & Shut Off My Phone. I Arrived In L.A. Then I Turned On My Phone & Tried To Call Chris But He Didn't Pick Up His Phone. I Walked Outside Then I Became Very Hungry. So I Hailed A Cab & I Asked Him To Take Me The Best Steakhouse In L.A. So He Drove Me To a Place Called 'STK'. I Got Out & Payed The Taxi Driver, Then I Entered The Restaurant. "Hello I Heard This Place Is Fabulous So May I Please Have A Table For 1?" "Sure... Right This Way Ma'am." I Walked Over To A Table & Sat Down Then I Hear A Voice Similar To Chris' I Look Closer& I See Him At Another With Another Woman. I Became So Infuriated That He Lied To Me, I Got Up & I Walked Over To Their Table That Girl Saw Me & Tried To Tell Chris To Turn Around But It Didn't Work. I Tapped Chris On The Shoulder & He Turned Around. "So, This The Studio Huh Chris?" I Said Angrily Then I Turned To The Girl "And You The Hell Are You?" She Looked Up At Me. "I'm-I'm Terrence & I'm J-Just..." "Selencio Skonka!!!" I Cut Her Off. She Became Silent. "Look, You-You WHORE What The Hell Are You Doing With My Man?

"Wait, Wait, Wait A Minute Your Man?" She Replied Looking Surprisingly At Chris. "Yes Puta, My Man!!! Are You Slow Or Deaf Bitch?" She Then Got Up From Her Seat Angrily & Tried To Stare Me Down. "Look, I Have No Clue Who The FUCK You Think You Are Bitch But You Watch Your Damn Tone When Your Speaking To Me Okay Bitch?" I Noticed That Chris Started To Put His Head Down But I Could Give A Fuck Less About How He Feels Right Now. She Looked At Chris Quickly, "Is She Your Girlfriend?" Chris Mumbled Under His Breath. "Well Chris Answer Me!" He Lifted His Head Up "Not Anymore." Chris Got Up & Faced Me "Catalina I Told Your Ass We Were Through, I'm Sick Of You Following Me Everywhere I Go. Constantly Calling Me & Shit I'm Moving On To Something Better." He Said Solemnly. I Grew Angry & I Raised My Voice.

"No You're Not Cause I Remember You Meeting Up With Me This Morning After Your Flight In MY Arms Asking Me How I'm Doing, Not Layed Up With Some Slut Who Isn't Even That Cute." I Lied So What? He Did Too. The Bitch Scoffed "We'll See Who's 'Cute' After I Rearrange That Squarer Than Spongebob Faced Looking Self." I Became More Pissed. "I Like To See You Try, Mamon!!!" She Grew Angry "Mamon?!? I Got Your Mamon Little Slut." She Leaned Over Trying To Attack Me So I Tried Fight Her Back, Chris Came In Between Us Trying To Stop It "Stop...Stop...STOP IT!!!" Chris Yelling Made Us Stop. She Looked Over At Chris "You Know What Chris, Don't Even Bother..." She Took Off Her Ring & Threw It At Chris' Lap "I'm Gone, Don't Worry About Me I'll Book A Flight Back To New York Myself." She Walked Out Of The Restaurant In Tears. Chris Got Up & Ran Outside & I Was Right Behind Him. She Got In A Cab & Drove Off Before He Could Get To Her. I Was Still Angry & Was Not Done With Him Yet.

He Turned Around & I Continued To Confront Him "Cabron, Get Back Here I'm Not Done With You Just Yet!" I Screamed He Turned Around & Faced Me. "Look Catalina I Told You I Was Done With You, Yea I Slept With You Last Night But We Are Over As a Couple. Do You Hear Me? O-V-E-R & There's Ain't Shit You Can Do About It!!!" I Continued To Yell At Him. "Oh No Puto You Are NOT Leaving Me Like That Especially For Her..." He Turned Around & He Backed Me Up A Wall & Leered At Me "Look, All This Extra Shit You're Doing Is NOT Gonna Make Things Better For Us, So I Suggest You Take It As It Is & Move On." He Whispered In My Face He Walked Away From Me & Had The Valet Pull Up His Car, He Got Into It & Drove Off From The Restaurant. I Was In Tears But I Still Wanted Answers From Him So I Got Into A Taxi & Followed Him To His Hotel Room. I Got To The Building & Went Upstairs & Stopped The Door From Closing Behind Him. "Chris, Chris, CHRIS!!!!" I Yelled He Turned Around.

"What The Fuck Do You Want From Me Catalina?! I'm Done With You & I Can't Stand You No More." He Belted At Me. "Oh Why Is That? Because You Just Fucked Another Woman & Now You're Sprung Off Her Pussy Aren't You?" He Continued To Walk Away From Me "Dammit Bitch I'm Tired Of Your Bullshit, What The Fuck Do You Want From Me?" I started To Yell Back At Him. "I'll Show You What I Want, I'll Show You What I Want..." I Came Close To Him & I Started Kissing Him, He Tried To Pull Away But He Couldn't & He Started Embracing It & He Pulled Me Closer. He Pulled Down My Dress Straps & We Ended Up In The Bedroom & He Layed Me On My Back. He Slid Off My Dress & I sat Up In My Bra & Panties Watching Him Undress In Front Of Me. "This Is What You Wanted Right?" He Whispered "Yes, This Is What I Want..."

I Popped Open My Bra & Revealed My Full Breasts In Front Of Him. "Mmm" He Said Removing His Shirt Slowly, I could See His Pants Getting Tighter & The Sight Of It Was Just Beautiful. I Sat Up On My Knees To Remove His Belt Buckle, I Helped Him Unzip His Pants & His Manhood Was Right In Front Of My Face & My Mouth Began To Water. I Stuck out My Tongue & Began To Lick Him Slowly, He Shivered A Little Bit Then Look Down At Me. "Put That In Your Mouth Girl." I Kept On Flicking Him With My Tongue, Then He Grabbed My Hair & I Looked Up At Him. "I Said Put That In Your Mouth..." I Wrapped My Lips Around His Hard-On & Began Stroking Him Up & Down. "That's It, That's What You Wanted Huh?" I Looked Up At Him & I Continued On, I Felt His Pre-Cum On the Side Of My Inner Cheek & I Tasted & Swallowed It With My Tongue. I Felt Him Building Up So I Took It Out & I Handed Him A Condom From My Purse. I Slid Off My Panties While My Legs Were In The Air, He Climbed Into Bed With Me Then Spread My Legs Apart & Started To Penetrate Me.

"Aye Papi... Yesssssssssss." I Exclaimed In Pleasure. He Just Kept Going Deeper & Deeper, Then Harder & Harder To The Point I Just Layed Back & Let Him Work It Out On Me. He Just Kept Going & Going Till I Lost Track Of Time & Passed Out. I Woke Up A Couple Hours Later & Chris Was Nowhere To Be Found, I Got Up From The Bed & Looked In The Bathroom & I See He Wasn't There. He Wasn't In the Living Room Or Kitchen, He Must've Left To Go See That Whore. I Walked Back To The Bathroom & I Seen He Cleaned Himself Up & Left But I Saw The Condom He Used On Top Of The Edge Of The Wastebasket. I Then Thought Of A Crazy Idea Since He Don't Want To Be With Me, I'll Make Him Leave Her For Me Instead. So I Took The Condom Out & It Had Semen In It, I Slowly Rolled Up The Condom & Insert His Manly Seed Inside Of Me. I Squirmed For A Little Bit But I Wanted Him To Pay For Deceiving Me And This Was The Only Way I Thought I Could Do So. He Fucking Deserved It & I Could Care Less.

I Walked Over Where His Pants Were & Checked The Pockets & Saw There Was $5,000 In His Pocket So I Threw Away The Condom, Took All Of The Money & Left The Hotel Room. I Went To The Airport To Book A Flight To Philadelphia So I Can Go Home Cause I Was Fed Up With Chris. Then My Cellphone Rang & I Saw It Was Chris I Ignored Him & Let It Go Straight To Voicemail. I Got On The Plane & I Turned Off My Phone Before The Flight Then The Plane Got Ready To Take Off. I Was Glad I Did What I Did & I Was Better Off Fucking A Basketball Player Anyways. A Few Months Have Gone By, I've Moved To New York & I've Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately But I Ignored It, Then I Head A Knock At My Door. I Walked Over & Opened It & It Was Chris Standing In Front Of Me I Looked At Him Up & Down. "What Do You Want Chris?" I Stood In Front Of Him With My Arms Folded, He Had His Head Slightly Down & His Hands In His Pockets.

"Catalina I'm Here To Say I'm Sorry For Not Telling You I Wanted To Break Up Sooner. I'm With Terrence Now So I Just Want To Make It Official For Her & Me." I Wanted To Tell Him Off But I Because Very Woozy & Could Barely Stand Up Straight. "Are You Okay Cat?" He Said Concerned. "Yea, Yea I'm Fine You Said You're Leaving Me & I Get It." Then I Felt Myself Blacking Out Till I Randomly Did. I Woke Up A Little Bit Later In A Physician's Bed, I Started To Get Up & The Nurse Rushed Over To Me. "Relax Girl, You Took Quite A Fall Back There." She Smiled "Where's Chris?" "Who? Oh You Mean The Gentlemen That Brought You Here... He Came In Saying That You Strangely Passed Out & He Placed You On the Bed But He Couldn't Stay." "Well Do You Know What's Wrong With Me Because I Never Passed Out Ever & I Have Been Feeling Sick A Lot Lately." "Well Don't Worry The Doctor Will Be With You Shortly & She'll Run A Blood Test." I Layed On My Back & Waited Patiently For The Doctor To Arrive.

Then 15 Minutes Later A Woman Walked Into The Room & She Walked Over Towards Me. "Hello, My Name Is Dr. Jennifer Steinberg I Will Be Your Doctor For Today." "So Tell Me How'd You Passed Out?" I Took A Deep Breath. "Well I Was Talking To My Boyfriend In My Apartment & Started Feeling Woozy & Then I Passed Out..." "Oh, You Have A Boyfriend?" "Yeah, He Dropped Me Off But He Couldn't Stay He Had To Go Work On His Music." I Smiled "Music?" She Questioned. "Yes He's A Very Famous Singer & We Love Each Other Very Much... You Wanna See Our Pics Together?" "Sure." The Doctor Said "I Took Out My Phone & Showed Her All Of The Pics Of Me & Chris. "Oh Wow." You Guys Must Really Be Into Each Other." "Oh Yes, We Were Even Thinking About Marring Each Other." "Hmm... Well I Wish You Both The Best Of Luck." She Smiled Hard. "Oh & Just Between You & Me He Got A Big Cock & Is Amazing In Bed..." I Whispered.

"Wow, So Enough Chit Chat. Let Me Take Your Blood For A Blood Test To See What's Going On. How Long Were You Sick?" "For A Couple Weeks Now, I Don't Know What's Going On With Me. I Throw Up A Lot, I'm Always Hungry & My Shoes & Clothes Don't Fit Right Anymore." She Drew Blood From My Arm & Put It In A Tube. "So I'll See If There's Any Complications With Your Blood But I Suggest Going To The Drug Store." I Looked At Her Puzzled. "Why?" She Threw Her Gloves In the Wastebasket & Turned To Face Me. "Because You Might Be Pregnant." "What?!" I Thought To Myself How Did This Happen Then I Remembered What I Did In LA." "Oh Okay Then I'll Tell Chris The Good News." "Chris Is His Name? Chris Brown?" "Yes Dear, Chris Brown Is The Father Of My Unborn Baby & I'm Proud." I Got Up & Walked Out Of Her Office With A Great Smirk On My Face.

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Catalina's Plan Part 2

Chapter 13: Catalina's Plan (Part 2):

I Couldn't Believe It My Plan Actually Worked, I Was Pregnant By Chris & I Was So Happy. But I Had To Keep A Cool Head & Go Take a Pregnancy Test & Wait For The Results In Order To Confirm If I'm Truly Pregnant Cause My Method Wasn't Exactly The Best Pregnancy Method... But My Idea Was Coming Full Circle & Now Chris Will Have To Be With Me, He Just Has To. I Called My Cousin Jaslene To Tell Her The News. "Hello?" "Jaslene, It's Me Catty..." "Oh, Hey Sis Wassup?" "Guess What?" "What Happened Catty?" "I'm Pregnant..." I Smiled "What?!" Jaslene Didn't Seen As Enthusiastic As I Was. "Pregnant By Who? And Please Tell me It Wasn't By That Damn Boy You've Been Telling Me About." The Smile Dropped From My Face. "I-I Thought You Would Be Happy Jassy." "Happy? Happy About What? That My Little Sister Is Out Whoring Herself To Celebrities For Money Or That She Is Knocked Up By One That Probably Already Has A Girlfriend?! Aye Catalina You Don't THINK!!! And That's You End Up In These Messed Up Situations & You End Up Getting Disrespected By These So Called Men."

I Grew Angry "Jaslene Not Everybody Can Get A Full-Ride Scholarship & Go To College Be A Doctor Like You... Not Everybody Can Be Loved & Cherished In Our Family & Be Highly Favored Like You. I Have To Do What i Have To Do In Order To Live, I'm Sorry I Can Live My Life Like You Do." "Catty That's Not Fair... You Know The Family Loved You And We Just..." I Cut Her Off. "Yea, You All 'Loved' Me Right? but After I Had My Son Almost All Of You Disowned Me & Threw Me Away Like A Piece Of Dirt. Then None Of You Even Showed Up To The Funeral & You Have The Nerve To Claim That You Loved Me?" I Started To Cry. "Catty I Know Brandon's Death Was Hard, I Told You Why I Couldn't Go To The Funeral, Dad Wouldn't Allow Us To See You. I Wanted To See You So Bad I Cried That Night Too." "I'm Done Talking Now I'm Gonna Go Home & Tell Him... Bye." "Be Careful Sis." I Hung Up The Phone.

I Wiped My Tears & I Took A Taxi Home, When I Entered My Apartment I Saw I Had A Message Waiting For Me I Walked Over & Went To Listen To It... I Heard Chris' Voice. "Catalina It's Me, I'm Sorry I Couldn't Have Stayed With You In the Doctor's Office. I Hope You're Alright, I Had To Go Handle My Business So Call Me Back When You Get This." I Picked Up My Phone & Called Him, He Picked Up His Phone. "Yo." "Chris It's Me Catalina." "Wassup?" I Hesitated For A Few Seconds. "Are You Still There?" "Ye-Yea Chris I Am..." "Well What Happened? Don't Tell Me The Fall Made You Lose Brain Cells?" I Chuckled. "No It Didn't, I Have To Tell You That I'm Pregnant..." He Paused His Next Words. "Are you There Chris?" "Y-Yea... I'm Still Here Umm Are You Sure? I Mean We Were Always Strapped When Fucked, I Never Forgot That." "Well The Condom Broke Back In L.A." I Said Lying My Ass Off To Chris.

"Well What Does This Mean For Us?" "What Do You Mean Us? Imma Do What I Have To Do For Our Child But As for Our Relationship It's Dead... I'm With Terrence Now & You Having My Child I Mean If It Is My Child I Mean, Will Not Make Me Be With You Or Marry You. So Give That Up Already..." He Hung Up. I Started To Cry, I Can't Believe He Blew Me Off Like That For That Cheap, Sleazy Bitch. My Sadness Quickly Became Intense Anger. How Could He Just Leave Me As If I Meant Nothing To Him? I Cooked For Him, I Was With Him All The Time, We Went Out Together, We Went To Parties Together... etc. I Was Not Gonna Let Him Make A Mockery Out Of Me... I'm A Grown Woman & He Will Pay For Betraying Me... I Packed My Bags & I Was Ready To Leave For Philadelphia But I Had To Make One Last Stop Before I Do. I Took My Luggage & Drove My Car Over To Chris' Penthouse, I Saw Him Coming Out Of The Parking Lot. So I Followed Him To See Where He Was Going, I Saw Him Enter Another Apartment & I Waited About 30 Minutes then He Came Out With Some Bitch & I Saw Chris Rub Her Stomach.

"So This Bitch Is Pregnant Too Huh?" I Said Under My Breath Gripping Tighter At The Wheel As I See Him Giving Her Much More Love & Affection Than Me, They're Both Gonna Fucking Pay For This Shit I Swear To God They Will. So As They Entered The Car I Started To Follow Them Again, They Stopped At This Restaurant I Watched Them As He Stroked Her Hair & Kissed Her Slowly... He Never Looked At Me as Much As He Looked At Her. A Horn Blaring Behind Me Broke My Focus On Them & I Eyeballed Them Going In The Restaurant. I Let The Valet Park My Car & I Went Inside To Watch Them From Afar. Then I Saw Her Get Up To Use The Bathroom, I Buried My Head Into The Menu So She Wouldn't Recognize Me. Then As She Entered The Restroom I Got Up & Waited For Her To Come Back Out. Then As She Exited The Bathroom I Came Out Of The Shadows & Called Her Out. "Hola Puta." She Turned Around & Looked At Me With A Stank Face. " I See You've Been Whoring Around With Chris Huh?"

She Rolled Her Eyes At Me. " Look Catalina, Chris Broke Up With You & Now He's With Me. So Get Over Yourself & Move On With Your Life, He Doesn't Want You." She Scoffed Then She Started To Walk Away From Me. I Became Very Angry, Grabbed Her Shoulder & I Slapped Her In The Face Knocking Her Over. Then She Got Up & Slapped Me In My Face Hard, I Fell On The Ground Then She On Top Of Me & Started Punching Me In The Face, I Soon Got A Chunk Of Her Hair Got Up & Tried To Knock Her To The Ground... Then That Skeezer Started To Grab My Hair Trying To Rip It Out Or Something So I Tried To Rip Her Weave Out. Since Neither One Of Us Was Letting Go I tried To Kick Her In The Stomach & Then Out Of Nowhere She Grabbed My Head & Slammed It On The Bar Table, I Don't Know How The Fuck That Happened But It Did... I Heard A Rip As I Fell To The Floor & I Saw Some Of My Hair In That Whore's Hand, She Tried To walk Away But I Got Up & Tackled Her To The Floor. She Rolled Over & Kicked Me In My Chest. I Felt Blood In My Mouth & By The Time I Went To Whoop Her Ass, Her & Chris Had Already Left.

I Got Up From The Floor & Grabbed To Cloth From Someone's Table Wiped My Bloody Nose & Stormed Out Of The Restaurant. What Could He See In Her Other Than His Dick? He Just Angered Me, I Was Fed Up With Men Like Him. Why Won't He Love Me? I Do Everything For Him, I Travel Everywhere With Him & Now He Just Left Me Just Like That Even Though I Was Pregnant With His Child... He Just Didn't Care & I'm So Pissed Off About It, Maybe My Sister Was Right I'm Not As Respectable As I Would Like To Be. But What Else Could I Do? I Never Finished High School Because I Was Pregnant With My First Child & After He Died I Had No Money. I Thought Chris Was The One But I'm Just Another Whore In His Eyes. Went To Go Get My Car, The Valet Pulled Up My Car I Got In & Drove Home. I Checked My Cellphone & Saw I Had A New Voicemail Message & I Played It. I Was Shocked To Hear Chris' Voice On It. "Look, Catalina I Wanna Make Amends With You For What Happened Tonight. Please Call Me Back So I Can Meet Up With You & We Can Talk, iight Bye." I Was Hesitant To Call Him Back At First But The Worse Case Scenario Is That The Bitch Will Pick Up His Phone Like The Dumbass She Probably Is.

So I Called Back & He Picked Up "Hey Cat, Are You Okay?" "No I'm Fucking Not Chris... I'm Still Bleeding From That Bitch." Chris Voice Gained Bass In His Voice "Hey, Don't Talk About Terrence Like That." "Oh, So That's What Her Name Is... Well You Tell Terrence That I'm Not Fucking Done With Her Ass." "I'm Not Telling Her Shit, I Shouldn't Even Be Talking To You Right Now." I Sighed At Him. "Where Do You Wanna Meet Me At?" "At My Penthouse But Tomorrow, Not Now I Gotta Make Sure Our Baby's Ok?" I Became Puzzled. "Our Baby? Chris Don't Tell Me You Got That Pinche Puta Pregnant Too?!" "Hey, Calm the Fuck Down Catlina... This Dick Doesn't Belong To You & It Never Did So Chill The Fuck Out iight?" I Was Turned Off By His Words. "Whatever Chris, What Time Tomorrow?" "3:30 pm" "Ok, See You Then. Bye-" He Hung Up Before I Could Respond. I Walked Over To The Bathroom, Cleaned Up My Face & Sat Down On The Couch & Thought To Myself Am I Really Gonna Link Up Back With Chris Again? Because I Still Think He Doesn't Respect Me, But With Him You Never Really Know.

I Just Started Flipping Through My Phone & All Of A Sudden My Phone Rang. I Thought It Was Chris So I Answered Immediately. "Hello?" "Catalina It's Me Trey." I Rolled My Eyes At The Sound Of Trey's Voice. "Hey Trey Wassup?" "Nothing, So What You Doing Tonight?" I Sighed Heavily. "Nothing, What About You?" I Slumped Back In My Seat. "Well I Wanted To Come Over To See You..." Since I Was Doing Shit I Might As Well Let Him Come Through. "Alright Then, You Can Come Over." I Mumbled. "iight Cool, See You In A Few." He Hung Up The Phone. I Got Up & Cleaned Myself Off. As I Got Dress & Hid Away My Blood Soaked Dress, I Heard A Knock At The Door. I Walked Over & Saw It Was Trey. I Swear This Nigga Tries Too Hard To Be Sexy & It Kind Of Irked Me. But I Didn't Give A Fuck, I Was Lonely & Chris Was To Busy Entertaining His Whore To Care About Me Or His Baby. I Let Him In & He Kissed Me On The Cheek. I Rolled My Eyes As I Closed The Door Behind Us. We Sat On The Couch & Trey Started Talking To Me.

"So Cat, Are We Gonna Do Anything Or What?" I Crossed My Arms & Then He Leaned Over & Started To Kiss Me, I Just Sat There & Accepted It. It Brought Me No Pleasure Whatsoever. I Slowly Layed On My Back & Trey Started To Put Slid His Hand Up My Dress. He Was Caressing My Inner Thigh & I Hesitated As A Reflex But He Pushed Me Closer To Him. He Was Kissing On My Neck & I Would Much rather Be Somewhere Else But I Can't. He Moved My Panties To the Side & Started Fingering Me. It Was A Bit Uncomfortable Becaue For Some Reason I Couldn't Get Wet, It Was Like A Tree Branch Moving Between Two Rocks I Couldn't Take It... I Got Up. "What Happened Catalina?" He Looked At Me. "I Just Have To Go Get Something From My Room, I'll Be Back." I Walked Into My Room & Took The Lubricant Out Of My Drawer, I Haven't Use That Shit In A While, I Put Some On My Hand & Rubbed It Between My Legs. I Walked Back To The Couch & Trey Continued Kissing & Fingering Me. I Layed Back Again In My Seat.

He Took Off His Shirt & Went Back To Kissing My Neck & He Took Off My Dress Then My Bra. He Kissed Down On Me Then Removed My Underwear. He Fingered Me Again & I Was Just Bored As Hell Waiting For Him To Fuck Me Already. I Sighed Heavy Then He Got Up & Dropped His Pants. He Wasn't Packing Like Chris, He Was Just... Average. So He Started To Penetrate Me, I Just Moaned But It Wasn't Because I Wanted To, I Guess Me Fucking Chris For So Long Just Don't Take Anyone Else's Dick Like I Used To. He Kept Putting In Work & I Moaned Just So He Wouldn't Ask Questions.He Just Kept Thrusting Harder As If That's How You Make A Bitch Climax. But I Just Layed Back & Accepted It, I'd Probably Enjoy It More If He Would've Paced Himself. He Bust His Nut In An Hour & A Half, I was Just Glad It Was Over. Trey Got Off Of Me & Puts Back On His Clothes, He Looks At Me Putting Back On My Dress.

"What?" I Asked. Trey Bit His Lip & Answered "You Just Look So Damn Fine, Why Did Chris Leave You?" I Turned Away & Got Up From The Couch & He Got A Hold Of My Wrist. "Tell Me." He Released My Wrist & Stood Right In Front Of Him. "Chris Left Me To Be With Someone Else..." Trey Paused. "Have You Met Her Yet?" "Ummm, Yea This Girl I Know Is Friends With Her." He Tilted His Head Sideways, I Grabbed His Chin & Made Him Face Me. "Know? Or Fucked?" I Said To Him. "Well, I... Umm... Kinda... Sorta..." I Still Was Staring At Him. "Yeah, Okay? Yea, I'm Sleeping With Her." "Oh & What Happened? She Wasn't Feeling It, So You Came On to Me?" "No, That's Not It Cat. I'm Not Feeling Her Like I'm Feeling You." I Looked At Him Awkward. "Don't Look At Me Like That Catalina, I've Always Wanted You. Ever Since You & Chris Hooked Up You Were The Only One On My Mind, I Don't Really Feel For Any Of These Broads Like I Feel About You." I Looked Up At Him Then He Held Me Closer. "I Wanna Be With You Cat, I Don't Wanna Go Another Day Without Telling You How I Truly Feel.

I Was Frozen, I Hoped That Trey Was Lying But The Look on His Face Seemed So Sincere I Couldn't Help But Start To Tear. "I Know You're Pregnant With Chris' Child But If You Need Someone In Your Life, Anytime Of The Day I'll Be Here For You." He Smiled At Me. We Were About To Kiss Then His Phone Went Off, He Picked It Up & It Broke Our Moment. "Oh, I Got A Text By Her." "By Who?" I Interjected. "My Girl." He Answered Sheepishly. "Imma Leave Her, I Want Us To Be Together Ok?" He Ran His Fingers Behind My Hair & Kissed Me Then He Left My Apartment. I Went Into The Bathroom & Took A Shower Then I Went Straight To Bed. The Next Morning I Woke Up, Washed Myself & Got Some Breakfast. Then I Noticed I Had New Voicemail So I Answered It, It Was From Trey. "Hey Cat, It's Me Trey I Just Want You To Know That I Wanna Meet Up With You Later. How About 3:30 Or So Cause That's When I Got Time To See You. Call Me When You Get This Okay Babe, Love You." My Face Became Flushed When I Heard The Time Trey Wanted To Meet Me. I Had To See Chris At 3.30 Today, I Was In Deep Shit Am I Going Back To Chris Or Forget Him For Trey...

I Was In Trouble Because I Still Love Chris & Want To See Him But Trey May Be The Best Thing That Ever Happened To My Life. I Was So Confused As To What I Am Going To Do, I Wanted Chris But Trey's Words To Me Meant So Much. Chris Had Never Spoken To Me Like That. Matter A Fact No Man Has Ever Spoken To Me Like That. I Was In A Huge Dilemma, I Couldn't Tell My Sister Cause She'll Go On & On About How All These Men Are All The Same & How I Should Get An Abortion & Go Back To School. Well Unless I Become A Doctor Or Lawyer Or Some Bullshit I'm Gonna Be In Debt & Refuse To Be Broke Again. I Swore On My Son's Life I Would Never Suffer To Maintain The Life I Want. I Just Had Too Much On My Mind & I Went In the Shower & Cleaned Up To Clear My Mind. After I Got Out The Shower It Was 2:30 & Picked Up My Phone & Called Chris, He Picked Up The Phone.

"Whuddup?" "Chris It's Me Catalina." He Sighed Heavy "Yeah?" "I Was Wondering, If We Could Reschedule When We're Gonna Meet Up Cause-" Chris Cut Me Off Mid-sentence "Look, We Can Only Meet Up At 3:30, I Ain't Got Not Time To Put Up With Your Bullshit. Be There Or Forget About It." "But I-" Chris Hung Up The Phone On Me. I Started To Call Trey On His Cell But He Didn't Answer So I Left A Message. "Trey It's Me Cat, I Was Hoping To Reach You But I Couldn't Call Me Back Because I Wanna Meet Up With You At A Different Time Today. Thank You For What You Said, You've Made Me Feel Much Better Now Goodbye." I Hung Up The Phone. I Was Getting Ready To Leave Then I Heard My Phone Ring, I Saw It Was Trey So I Picked Up Quickly. "Hello?" "Who The Fuck Is This?!" I Heard A Female's Voice Strike Back. I Tried To Maintain Composure. "I'm Catalina, Who's This?" "Don't Worry About All That Bitch, Why the Hell Are You Leaving Messages On My Man's Phone?" "I'm Trey's Friend, I Don't Want Any Trouble." "Well Bitch You Shouldn't Have Called His Phone Knowing He Has A Girlfriend." "Well I'm Sorry, I Was J-" She Hung Up On Me In Mid-Sentence. I Just Sat Down Feeling A Bit Woozy Then I Rad To The Bathroom & Threw Up. I Knew All This Stress Wasn't Good For The Baby So I Decided To Go Out For A Walk To Clear My Head.

I Walked Around The Block & Then My Phone Rang, I Saw It Was Trey. I Thought His Girlfriend Was Gonna Badger Me Some More But I Thought It was Him So I Answered. "H-Hello?" I Sheepishly Spoke. "Cat, It's Me Trey." I Breathed Out With Relief. "What Happened? What Is With Your Girlfriend?" "Girlfriend? She Isn't My Girlfriend..." "Well She Sure Was Convinced That She Was." "Well I Can Tell You Right Now She's Not, So What Is It That You Wanna Tell Me?" "Yea, I Was Wondering If I Could Meet Up With You Later Because-" I Tried To Come With A Lie Quickly. "Because?" Trey Repeated. I Couldn't Think Of Anything So I Sighed & Just Told Him The Truth. "Chris Said He Wanted To See Me Today At The Same Time As You & I-" "Come On Catalina..." Trey Interjected. "He Doesn't Appreciate You Like I Do, I Don't Care What You Have Done In Your Past I Just Want To Be In Your Future." I Started To Tear. "Please Cat Don't Go Down The Same Road Where You Weren't Loved Or Respected. If Anything He Won't Want To Meet You For Any Good Intention." "But I Need To See What He Wants, He's Been So Hot & Cold With Me Ever Since He Got With That Girl. I Have To Know What's On His Mind Before I Meet Up With You, I'm Sorry Trey."

He Sighed "It's Okay, Meet Up With Me After You're Done With Chris." "Okay, Bye Trey." I Hung Up Feeling Better That Trey Understood But Felt Guilty That He Was Right But I Was Too Focused On Chris. I Heard My Cellphone Ring Again & It Was Chris, I Answered It. "Hello Chris." "Hey Cat, Are You Coming?" "Yea I Am, Where Did You Wanna Meet Up Again?" "My Penthouse & Hurry Up Cause I Need To Go Handle Some Business." "Okay Chris, I'm Coming In 10 Minutes Okay?" "iight, See You Soon." He Hung Up. I Can't Figure That Man Out For Shit, He Wants Me Then He Wants Nothing To Do With Me. I Don't Even Know Why I'm Wasting My Time With Him, Yes I'm Pregnant & Yes Chris Should Be Involved With His Unborn Child But He Seems Like He Doesn't Give A Fuck. I Entered The Building Where Chris' Penthouse Was & I Went Up The Elevator To Chris' Apartment. I Knocked On The Door Lightly & He Answered It. "Hey Cat, Come In." I Walked In His Apartment & He Had Boxes Set Up. "Are You Moving?" "Yes I am, I'm Moving In With Terrance." "Well Good For You." Before Chris Could Answer I Interjected Him. "What Is It That You Want From Me Chris? Because I Don't Have Time To Play Games & I'm Keeping The Baby Regardless Of What You Want Ok."

"Ok... All I Wanted To Say Is That I'm Sorry." I Gave Chris The Most Confused Look On My Face Then He Continued. "I'm Sorry For Causing Stress For You & The Baby, I Should've Been More Responsible For Fucking Myself Up. I Just Wanna Let You Know That I Will Try To Help You The Best I Can." I Was In Shock By Chris' Words. "Do You Truly Mean All Of That?" "Yea, I Just Wanna Take Responsibility For Everything I Put You Through But I Found Out Something That Intrigues Me." I Gulped. "What Do You Mean?" "I'm Still Wondering How I Got You Pregnant? Because I Never Hit It Raw When I Was With You." I Grew Concerned. "The Condom Must've Broke Or Something." I Replied. "Yea, That's What I First Thought Till I Saw This..." Chris Held Up The Turkey Baster Right In Front Of Me, I Became Shocked. "Look Chris, I-I Could Explain..." "Then You Better Start Explaining Some Shit Cause I Found This Shit In My Hotel Room In The Bathroom." "Well I-I-" Chris Cut Me Off "Were You Trying To Trap Me With This Baby Thinking I Would Go Back To Your Ass?" I Stood Frozen & Silent.

"So You Thought Making Yourself Pregnant By Me Was Going To Make Me Leave Terrance For You?! Terrence Is Way More Important To Me Than Your Ass Ever Was, You Were Just Something I Fucked When I Got Bored." My Mind Was Blindsided By The Harshness Of Chris' Voice. " You Don't Mean That Chris, You Don't." He Scoffed. "Cut The Fucking Melodramatics Catalina, You're Only Embarrassing Yourself." My Sadness Quickly Grew To Anger. "Look Motherfucker I'm Tired Of You Dismissing Everything We Had Together Because Of Some Bitch That You Fucked For One Night. Everybody Knows What Type Of Nigga You Are Chris, A Simple Motherfucker Who Keeps His Hands On His Money & A Bitch On His Dick Then Takes Off When She Isn't Good Enough By His Bitchass Standards."

He Rushed Me Up Against The Wall. "Watch Your Damn Mouth, Cause You Know I Put Your Ass On Otherwise None These Niggas Out Here Would Even Look At You & Your Ass Would Be Back In Philly Making Chump Change. Let's Not Lose Our Heads Because Our Feelings Are Hurt." He Backed Up & I Rushed Out Of His Apartment Angry, Sad, & Confused. I've Never Seen Him This Angry Before, Trey Was Right Now I Have To Go To Him & Let Him Know What Chris Has Done To Me.

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Sunday

Catalina's Plan Part 3

Chapter 14 Catalina's Plan (Part 3):

I Was Walking Down the Street With Tears In My Eyes, I Couldn't Believe All The Words Chris Said To Me & How He Disrespected Me. Trey Was Right I Shouldn't Have Seen Him Today. I Was So Stupid To Think Chris Would Have Any Feelings Towards Me. I Hopped In A Cab & Drove To Where Trey Told Me To Meet Up With Him. I Was In Tears & Couldn't Control My Sobbing At All, I Just Was So Angry That Chris Blew Me Off Like That. He Didn't Care & I Thought That Neither Should I. I Payed The Cabbie & Walked Into A Restaurant & I Looked For Trey & I Saw Him By The Bar. He Smiled & Hugged Me Then He Looked At My Face & His Smile Transformed Into A Concerned Look. "Why Are You Crying?" He Asked. I Hesitated At First. "Cat? Tell Me What Happened?" I Couldn't Hold It In Any Longer. "I Got Into It With Chris At His Apartment." He Looked At Me Steadily Angry The He Sighed. "What Did He Say?" I Took A Huge Breath. "He Found Out How I Got Pregnant." Trey Chuckled A Little Bit. "What? You Mean He Don't Remember How Y'all Fucked? I Knew Chris Was Type Slow But Damn."

I Shook My Head. "No, We Used Protection That Night And-" Trey Then Cut Me Off "So Its Not His?" I Shook My Head Again "No Trey Listen, It Is His Baby But I Forced Myself To Get Pregnant By Him." He Looked Confused. "How?" "I Don't Want To Describe It, This Is Not The Place For That." "Ok." He Took A Sip Of His Nuvo & We Walked Out Of The Bar. We Got Into His Car & Drove To His House Outside The City. "So, Tell Me What Really Happened?" "Well, I Was In LA The Day I Found Out Chris Was Cheating On Me. We Had A Big Fight Outside Of A Restaurant & The Little Bitch Must've Been Weak Because She Left. Then I Went Back To His Hotel Room & We Had Sex, But He Used Protection." I Sighed Heavy For The Next Part. "It's Okay Catalina, You Can Tell Me." He Reassured Me & I Continued. "After He Left, I Got Angry That He Played Me Again So I Went To His Restroom To Freshen Up & Go Look For Him & then I Saw The Condom In The Wastebasket So I..." "You What?" "I Took A Turkey Baster From My Bag & Got Myself Pregnant With It." I Was Waiting For Trey To Be Completely Disgusted By Me But All I Saw On His Face Was A Blank Stare.

"Trey? Are You Ok?" He Looked At Me. "Yeah I'm Fine, But What Was On Your Mind When You Did This Cat? Did You Think That You Getting Pregnant Would Make Chris Love You Again? Did You Think He Was Gonna Leave Terrence To Be With You?" I Started To Cry. "Yes, Yes I Did, But Now I Made A Terrible Mistake That I Wish I Could Take Back But I Can't." "Look, There Are Other Options Out There So You Can Fix This." "What? Abortion?" I Looked At Trey. "Possibly Or Even Giving Up The Baby For Adoption." He Rubbed My Back. "I'll Be Here If You Need Anything." Trey Started To Get Up To Leave & I Grabbed His Wrist. "Wait." He Turned Around "Yea?" He Asked. "If I Go Get An Abortion, Would You Come With Me?" "Of Course I Would." I Sighed A Little Bit. "Okay Then, Tomorrow I'm Going To Get An Abortion & Leave Chris Alone Forever. If He Wants To Be With Terrence She Can Have Him. I'm Done Going After Someone Who Doesn't Love Me." "Okay Then I'll Come Back Here Tomorrow Afternoon To Pick You Up." I Still Didn't Let Go Of His Wrist. "Um, Trey?" He Looked Back At Me.

"What?" He Replied. "If I Go Through With This & If You Truly Love Me, You Would Break Up With Your Girlfriend & Be With Me." He Seemed Hesitant At First But He Quickly Answered Me. "Yes, Yes I Will Leave Julissa For You." I Smiled & Gently Released His Wrist. "I Hope You Meant That Trey Before I Knew It He Closed His Bedroom Door. I Just Sat There Wondering If He Truly Meant What He Said. Cause Chris Said That He Would Always Love Me, But That Was After Sex. I Never Had Any Luck With Men. I Don't Know How This Could Be Different. I Sat Back Thinking About How I Got To This Point In My Life. I Had A Good Life, But Somewhere Down The Road I Had Lost My Way & Felt That Money Was The Only Way To Live No Matter What. I Don't Want To Abort Chris' Child Without Him Knowing About It, But He Decided To Leave Me For Another Woman Without Me Knowing About It So Fuck Him. Trey Came Back Through The Door. "What Happened?" "Um Don't Be Alarmed Cat, But Julissa Is Coming Here Now. So You Need To Hide Somewhere Before She Sees You." I Was Trying To Look For A Place To Hide Till I Remembered What Trey Promised Me.

"Wait A Minute, Hold Up Trey. This Is The Perfect Time To Tell Her You're Dumping Her." "No It Is Not Cat." "Why The Fuck Not?" "Because I-" The Door Closing Cut Him Off. "Trey Babe, Are You Home?" Trey Started To Whisper "Look Cat, I Gotta Do This When I'm Ready To & I Can't Just Show Up With You & Say I'm Leaving Her Just Like That." "Really? Are You Fucking Serious Right Now?" "Cat I Will Tell Her, Just Not Right Now." He Grabbed My Arm & Led Me Into The Closet & He Forgot To Lock The Door As Julissa Walked In The Bedroom. "There You Are, How Are You Sweetie?" She Said While I Saw Her Kissing Trey In The Crack Of The Closet Door. "I'm Fine Babe." He said Scratching His Neck. I Couldn't Believe This Shit, Is Really Going To Stay With Her? I Thought He Wanted To Be With Me. I Just Said Fuck It & Popped The Fuck Out. "This Is Bullshit!!!" I Bellowed. His Girlfriend Gave Me An Evil Look Then She Glared At Trey. "Trey, Who A FUCK Is This?" She Pointed At Me. "When Are You Gonna Tell Her Huh?" Trey Scratched The Back Of His Neck Out Of Nervousness. "Tell Me Exactly What? And What The Hell Are You Doing In Our House?" "Well I-I-I..." "Speak Up Trey!" Julissa Fired At Him.

Before Trey Could Speak Julissa Cut Him Off. "You Know What? Fuck It, I'll Get Back To Your Ass." She Faced Me With Vigor. "Who The Hell Are You & What Are You Doing In My House?!" Julissa Fired At Me. "I Can't Believe You Weren't Going To Tell Her Trey." I Looked At Him. "Tell Me What?" She Looked Back At Trey. "He Was Going To Leave You For Me." I Told Her In A Straight Face. She Looked At Me & Chuckled. "What Made You Think That Shit?" She Replied With Her Hands On Her Hips. "He Told Me." She Broke Her Serious Face & Started To Laugh Out Loud. "What's So Funny?" I Grew Angrier By Her Laugh. She Wiped The Tear From Her Eye. "I'm Laughing Because You're Such A Dumbass, Did You Actually Believed That He Loved You? And That He Would Actually Leave Me, He Girlfriend For Almost A Year For You A Pregnant Slut?!" I Became Even More Angry. "Oh Yea, I Remember You. You Were That Bitch That Tried To Break Ter & Chris Up. Cause You Couldn't Break Them Up & Your Baby Is Probably Not Chris' Anyways So You-" She Cut Herself Off Then Turned To Trey. "Did You Get That Bitch Pregnant?" Trey Shook His Head Violently. "No, I Never Even Slept With Her." I Became Shocked At How Trey Denied Sleeping With Me. "Yes You Did Trey, Why Are You Lying?" "So He Got You Pregnant Huh?" "No, But He Did Sleep With Me." Trey Tried To Sneak Away But His Girlfriend Got Him. "Where The Fuck Are You Going Tremaine? We're Gonna Talk About This!" She Pushed Him Down &Started Cursing Him Out. I Ran Out The House & Took A Taxi Cab Home, Caught My Breath & Went To Sleep At Home.

The Next Day I Was In My Room Thinking About What Julissa Said & She Was Right, What Was I Thinking To Believe That Trey Was Really Gonna Leave Her For Me. I Just Getting Myself Into Deeper & Deeper Shit. I Was Tired Of Holding On To The Only That That's Keeping Chris In My Life When He Don't Want Me In His Life, If He Wants To Live His Life With Terrence & Their Child That's Fine, It's Something I'll Have To Live With. But I Don't Want To Give Life To A Child That Won't Be Loved By Someone Who Help Create It. So I Packed My Things & I Left My Apartment To Get An Abortion, Chris Has Convinced Me That He Doesn't Want Me Or This Child In His Life. So I Hopped The Rental Car & Drove To A Woman's Clinic Nearby, I Took A Deep Breath & Entered The Building. I Filled Out The Sheet & Sat In The Waiting Room, Every Minute Felt Like An Hour As I Breathed Heavily As If A Cement Block Was Fastened To My Chest. A Nurse Came Out & Called My Name "Catalina Rosas?" I Got Up & Headed Towards Her. "The Doctor Will See You Now." I Walked Towards The Back Of The Clinic & I Walked Slowly, It Seemed Like Everything Was Is Slow Motion & I Felt Heaviness With Each Step. I Entered The Exam Room, "The Doctor Will Be With You Shortly." "Ok" I Responded.

I Sat Quietly In The Monotone Colored Room, Just Waiting To Get This Over With. My Cellphone Rang & I Forgot I Had It On Me. I Picked It Up & It Was My Sister, I Rolled My Eyes & I Answered It. "What Is It Jaslene?" I Huffed. "Hey Miss Thing, Don't Answer Me Like That, I Was Just Checking On My Baby Sister. So What's Up?" "Nothing, I'm At The Hospital." "Wait, Did Anything Happen To You Or The Baby?" She Responded With Concern. "No, No The Baby Is Fine I Just Getting A Checkup." Lying My Ass Off To Her. "Oh Ok Then. And Catty?" "Yea?" I Replied "Just So You Know, I Wish You & The Baby Luck. If You Need Someone To Take Care Of It I Will, You Don't Need To Depend On A Man To Love This Child. I Will Help You If You Need It, Ok Sis?" I Felt A Tear Come Out Of My Eye & I Wiped It Off. "Hello? Cat Are You There?" I Caught My Breath. "Y-Yea, I Am. Thank You Jassie, I Have To Go the Doctor's About To Come In. "Okay, Call Me If Anything. Goodbye." "Goodbye." I Hung Up My Phone.

I Started To Cry Because I Was So Focused On Finding Someone To Love Me That I Forgot That My Unborn Child Needed Love Too... I've Been Too Selfish & Inconsiderate Of The Choices That I've Made That I Am Practically Ruining An Innocent Person's Life. I'm Still Debating Whether Or Not I Should Go Through With This. The Doctor Came Into The Room Before I Could Make A Final Decision. "Hello Ms. Rosas, My Name Is Dr. Mathis & Believe You Wanted To Terminate Your Pregnancy Is That Correct?" I Took A Deep Breath & Looked Up. "Yes, Yes I Am." She Got Up From Her Seat "Well Okay Then, I'm Going To Need You To Undress & Put On Our Robe For Me & I Will Come Back In 10 Minutes." She Exited The Room. I Got Undressed & Put On The Robe. I Was Sitting On The Mat Thinking To Myself What Would Happen After This Is Over... My Relationship With Chris Is Shot To Shit, Trey Probably Never Wanted Me In The First Place, My Sis Would Probably Hate Me For Aborting This Child, But It Is My Decision What I Want To Do With The Baby. Especially Since Chris Wanted To Start His Life With Another Girl & Completely Ignore Me & Our Child. I Just Wanna Get This Thing Over With, Go Home & Go To Sleep. The Doctor Came Back In The Room. "Okay, Are You Ready?" "Yes." I Replied "Just Lay On Your Back It'll Be Over Before You Know It. I Layed On My Back & I Spaced Out Then I Faded Away. "Miss Rosas? Ms. Rosas? Ms. Rosas?" I Woke Up. "Ms. Rosas, I'm Sorry To Awake You But The Procedure Is Done. Your Pregnancy Has Been Terminated."

I Lifted Myself Up From The Mat. "Are You Ok?" I Shook My Head In Mild Confusion. "Yea, Yes I Am, Just A Little Lightheaded. "That's Common You'll Be Fine, Just Take It Easy For A Couple Of Days Ok?" "Alright." "When You're Done The Nurse Will Show You Out." "Thank You." It Was Over, Just Like That. I Was Done With Carrying The Child Of A Man Who Wants Nothing To Do With Me. I'm Ready To Fully Move On With My Life, Now All I Need To Do Is Call Chris & Let Him Know That He No Longer Has To Deal With Me Or This Baby. I Got Dressed & Left The Clinic Trying To Call Chris & He Didn't Pick Up His Phone. So I Kept Calling Him & Calling Him & He Didn't Pick Up So I Got In The Car & Drove On The Highway & Tried Calling Him Again & He Finally Answered "What The Fuck Do You Want Catalina?! He Replied "Chris I Want To Tell You Something." I Answered. "Well Hurry Up Cause Terrence Is In Labor & I'm About To Go." "She Is?" "Yes She Is! I Don't Even Know Why The Fuck You Still Have My Number Anyways." "Look Chris, Just Listen To Me For A Sec-" "I Gotta Go I Don't Have Time For Your Bullshit." He Hung Up.

I Kept Speeding Down The Highway & Calling Chris Back, He Picked Up & I Raised My Voice At Him. "Listen To Me Now, Ok? I Have To Tell You This Now. I Just Had A-" Chris Cut Me Off. "Man You Need To Stop Calling Me. I Don't Care About You No More Just Fucking Face It." "This Has Nothing To Do With Me, It's About Our Bab-" He Hung Up Again. I Got So Upset That I Started Crying, Then I Called My Sister Jaslene At Her Hospital In VA. "Catty, What's Wrong Why Are You Crying?" "I Called Chris Today-" "Oh My Goodness Catty Why?!" "I Had To Tell Him Something Important & He Wouldn't Listen To Me, He Treats Me Like Shit & I Can't Take It Anymore." I Cried. "Slow Down Cat, Slow Down. What's His Name?" "Chris Brown, The Singer?" "Shit Cat, I Told You About These Young Rich Men-" I Cut Her Off. "I Know, I Know Jas. I Don't Need A Lecture Now, I Need You To Tell Him Something For Me. He's In VA Now Heading Your Way." "Ok Catty, What Is It?" "I Need You To Tell Him That I Had-" I Heard A Beeping Noise & I Was My Cellphone Cutting Us Off & Dying. "SHIT!" I Yelled. Then A Road Bump Made My Phone Drop Out Of My Hand & Looked For It In The Car, I Didn't See The Large 18-Wheeler Heading Towards Me I Was Speeding Very Fast & When I Got My Phone & Looked Up It Was Too Late, Me & The Truck Collided & I Died. I Never Told Chris Nor Jaslene That Our Baby Is Dead, I Never Apologized To Terrence & Julissa, I Sort Of Regret Having The Abortion. I Wish I Could Take Back That Whole Day, I Would've Done So Much Different With Myself And Our Baby But It Is Too Late...

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Friday

The Aftermath

Chapter 15 The Aftermath:

The News Hit Us Like A Ton Of Bricks, First Me & Chris' Child Dies, Now Catalina... I Couldn't Help But Feel That I Was In A Lot Of Shit Deeper Than I Can Handle. I Looked At Chris Sitting On My Bed & He Tried To Stay Strong But I Could See Him Breaking Down Little By Little. "Chris?" I Sat Up A Little In The Hospital Bed. "Yea." He Turned To Me. "What's Gonna Happen To Us Now?" I Looked Upon His Flushed Face. "What Do You Mean?" He Responded. "I Mean, Are We Going To Stay Together Or What? Cause I Don't Know What To Think Now." "I Think You Didn't Hear Me Back In LA Ter, I Love You." He Cupped My Face. "I'm Not Going To Leave You, Especially Not Now." He Got Off The Bed & Headed Towards The Door. "I'll Be Back, I Need To Talk To Jaslene Ok?" I Nod My Head. "Okay." He Walked Out Of The Room & I Sat Alone In Silence. Minutes Later I Heard Distant Arguing In the Hallway, I Slowly Got Up From My Bed & Crept Over Towards The Door Trying To Maintain My Balence Making As Few Sounds As Possible. In the Crack Of The Door All I Heard Was "How Could She Do That Shit?!" Then a Second Voice Replied "How Could You Not Believe It, It's Men Like You Who Feed These Girl's These Dreams & Then Starve Them After You Got What You Wanted." "That's Bulshit & You Know It." "Oh So You Didn't Tell Her that You Loved Her & Then Leave Her For Another Bitch?! You Make Me SICK!!!" "You Know What, I'm Done Dealing With You I Lost Two Children Today & I'm Not Putting Your Bullshit On Top Of All That Iight. So Go To Hell Bitch You're Just Mad Cause I Wanted Her Over You!!!" I Started To Walk Back To My Bed & Pretened To Fall Asleep, What Was Chris Talking About & Why Would He Talk To Jaslene Like That? He Came Back In The Room & Kissed Me On My Forehead But The Words He Said To Jaslese Made Me Very Uneasy & Concerned...

I Didn't Sleep The Whole Night, I Woke Up In The Morning Very Worried & Unsure What The Future Holds As Far As Me & Chris' Relationship Is Concerned. Chris Was Next To Me Stroking My Hair Away From My Face. "Good Morning Beautiful." He Smiled "Good Morning" I Slightly Smiled. I Sat Up A Little & Chris Held Me Up. "Take It Easy Sweetheart, You're Still Not Able To Do Too Much Yet." He Said With Concern. I Didn't Dare Question Him About What I Heard Last Night Even Though I Wanted Answers It Was One Of Those Things I Should Shut My Mouth For, Even If It Did Burn A Hole In The Back Of My Mind. I Layed Back In My Pillow & Chris Kissed Me Softly On My Forehead Then Walked Out Of The Room. "Where Ya Going Bae?" I Asked. "Just Taking A Walk Around, I Won't Be Long." He Stepped Out & I Rested For A Short While Till Chris' Mother & Aunt Stepped In The Room Very Calmly.

"Hi Terrence, Are You Alright?" His Mother Softly Spoke. "I'm Still Upset, But I'm Better If That's What You Mean." I Responded "I'm So Sorry For Your Loss Sweetheart, I Can't Help Feeling That It's Partially My Fault." His Aunt Charlene Said Tearing Up. "No." I Grunted. "It Was Not Your Fault, The Baby Had A Vitamin K Deficiency. Nothing Anyone Could've Done To Prevent This, This Is Tragic But We Will All Pull Through Alright. That's Why Family Is So Important." Charline Came To My Bedside & Gave Me A Hug. "You Are A Very Strong Young Woman." She Hugged My Tightly Then Jocelyn Soon Thereafter Hugged Me As Well. I Began To Cry, The Last Time I Felt So Loved Was When I Was With My Mother. I Miss My Mother So Much, She Would Hold Me Close If She Was Here. "Before I Lost My Mother" I Said Sniffling & Wiping My Tears Off My Face. "She Would Always Say That Family Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life, It Doesn't Matter Where You Go Or How Well Off You Become As Long As Long As You Have Your Family You're Better Off Than Any Wealthy Person In This World..." "Your Mother Was A Great Woman." Jocelyn Replied "She Was & I Love Her." I Responded "How Did She Pass Away?" Charlene Asked.

"Well, She Used To Work For A Law Firm & She Stayed There Late One Night At The Office And..." I Paused. "Then What Sweetheart?" Jocelyn Tried To Reassure Me. "There Was A Prison Escapee Who Broke In, He Started Shooting Up The Office. He Killed Her Boss, Two Secretaries & Injured 3 Clients. My Mom Hid Under Her Desk Praying That She Wouldn't Get Caught Or He Would Go Away, But He Found Her & By The Police Report He Grabbed Her Threw Her Against The Wall..." I Started To Cry Again. "He Saw Her Beg For Her Life & Tried To Calm Him Down So He Would Stop But He Pointed His Gun & Shot Her Over 5 Times." I Sobbed Uncontrollably. "It Was My Fault." I Still Sobbed. "No It Wasn't Ter." Jocelyn Tried To Comfort Me. "Yes It Is..." I Cried. "She Was Working Late To Help Pay For My Tuition Because I Lost My Scholarship, If I Wasn't So Stupid She Would Be Here." "It Was Not Your Fault Terrance, Your Mom Was Making Sure You Had A Good Education & Life So You Can Become A Great Woman. Your Mother's Death Was Not Foreseen By Anyone, She Did What Any Good Mother Would Do. There Was Nothing That Anyone Could've Done, All You Know Is That She Loved You & A Heartless Person Took Her Life For An Unjustifiable Cause."

Christine's Face Turned Pale & She Tried To Avoid Eye Contact With Me. "What's Wrong Miss Charlene?" She Shook Her Head "Nothing, Nothing Dear. Excuse Me & My Sister For a Second." She Motioned Jocelyn To Exit The Room With Her & They Left. Why Was She So Shocked About How My Mom Died & Why Did They Leave As We Were Bonding? I Was Completely Clueless, But I Was Tired & I Needed Some Sleep. When I Woke Up A Few Hours Later I Saw Chris Sleeping In The Chair Adjacent From Me, It Was So Sweet How He Was Right By My Side Even Though I Have No Real Obligation To Him Anymore Now That Our Child Has Died. Besides, He Looks So Cute While He's Sleeping. I Saw That He Was About To Awake, But I Still Kept Staring At Him. He Woke Up & Smiled At Me. "Did You Sleep Well Sweetheart?" He Yawned. "Yea, I Feel Better Too. I'm Getting Discharged Today So I Guess I'll Get My Stuff Together & Head Back To NY." "Have You Told Your Father The News Yet?" He Asked. "No, I Haven't Had A Chance To Sadly." I Frowned. "I Want Us To Meet Him, Together." Chris Lifted His Head Up. "You Want Me To See Your Father." He Looked At Me Confused. "Of Course, Why Not?" I Looked At Him. He Scratched His Head. "I Don't Know Ter, I'm Pretty Sure Your Dad Doesn't Want To Meet The Man Who Knocked His Daughter Up Without Marring Her First." I Laughed. "He's Not Going To Meet That Man..."

I Got Up & Sat On His Lap. "He'll Meet The Man I Fell In Love With, My Father's Not A Bad Guy Just Overprotective." I Rubbed His Head. "He'll Warm Up To You I Promise." We Kissed Each Other Then I Got Up & Started To Get My Things Together. Chris Got Up Hugged Me From Behind & Kissed On My Neck. "Chris, We Can't Have Sex For 6 Months I Gotta Recover From The Birth." "Yea I Know, But You're So Beautiful & You're Too Good For Me." He Sighed. "Sometimes I Think That You're Too Good For Me." I Turned Around & Faced Him. "You Are Good Enough For Me Chris, I Love You." He Lowered His Head To The Point Our Foreheads Were Touching. "I Feel As If I Should Be Doing More For You Though." I Looked Into His Gorgeous Deep Brown Eyes. "You Do The Best You Can & Do Right By Me & You'll Remind Me Why I Love You So Much." I Kissed Him Again. "What About The Baby?" He Asked. I Sighed & Faced Him. "We'll Have A Small Burial, Just Our Family & Good Friends. I Just Want To Lay Her To Rest That's All." "Do You Think That She Died Because We Weren't Ready To Be Parents Yet?" He Looked Up At Me, I Felt A Tear About To Come Out Of My Eye. "Umm... Let's Just Get Our Things Together Okay?" I Said With My Voice Slightly Breaking. I Started Silently Crying So He Wouldn't Hear Me, He Stepped Out Of The Hospital Room Cause His Mother Called Him. When He Left I Completely Broke Down Crying On The Bed. Chris' Sister Lindsey Came Into The Room Seeing Me Crying & Tries To Comfort Me.

"Terrence Why Are You Crying Sweetheart?" She Rubbed My Back. "I Just Feel Like I Let Chris Down With Our Daughter Dying." "Oh My Gosh, Terrence Listen To Me It Is NOT Your Fault." I Faced Her. "Chris Obviously Loves You If He Brought You All The Way Here To Meet Us, Because Usually We Never Know Who Chris Is Dating Unless It's In The Tabloids." She Playfully Joked. I Felt A Little Better After What She Said. "Chris Is An Enigma, He Never Really Shows How He Feels." She Continued. "He May Be Hurting But He Doesn't Want To Hurt You In The Process, He Wants To Make You Happy. Y'know He Didn't Sleep At All Last Night." I Looked At Her Confused. "He Didn't?" I Questioned "Not A Wink, He Kept Checking Up On You Like Clockwork To See If You Were Ok." "He Loves You, Probably More Than His Last Girlfriend..." She Stopped Herself From Continuing. "What?" I Stared At Her. She Didn't Reply. "Lindsey, What Happened With His Last Girlfriend?" Lindsey Licked Her Lips In Nervousness. "Tell Me." I Stared Into Her Eyes. She Took A Deep Breath. "Ok But You Have To Promise Me You Won't Say ANYTHING To Chris Or I'm Screwed... Ok?" I Nodded In Agreement. "Alright, Chris Was Dating This Girl & He Treated Her Like A Princess. I Mean He Would Buy Her Anything & Everything, Even Took Her On Tour With Him & Everything. She Knew That He Was Weak For Her So She Took Advantage Of That, She Would Let Him Pickup the Tab Even Though She Had A Well Paying Job."

She Continued "She Would Argue With Him on The Daily Basis If He Wasn't With Her, It Got To The Point She Broke Dishes In Our House... She Would Go Everywhere With Him, I Wouldn't Be Shocked If She Went To The Bathroom With Him. Eventually Word Got Back To Him That She Was Cheating On Him With One Of His Music Friends, He Was Very Upset & He Confronted Her On It & She Slapped Him & Accused Him Of Cheating On Her. Afterwards She Kept Putting Her Hands On Him Till One Day He Retaliated." I Was Shocked But I Kept A Still Face. "He Was So Sad Afterwards, He Kept Blaming Himself For What Happened. She Didn't Deserve My Brother She Used & Abused Him But Then Again People Don't Want The Truth, They Want The Believe Whatever Makes Sense To Them..."Since He's Falling In Love Again I'm Only Gonna Tell You This Ter, Take Care Of Him & Love Him Sincerely Don't Break His Heart Like She Did. Because I'm Positive That He Won't Ever Want To Break Yours." She Gave Me A Hug & Left The Room. I Wiped The Tear From My Eye & Continued To Pack My Things & Get Dressed. Chris Walked Back In The Room. "Ready To Go?" I Turned Towards Him & Smiled "I Sure Am Baby." I Walked Over To Him & Pecked Him On The Lips. I Stepped Out Into The Hallway & I Saw Jocelyn & Charlene But Their Eye Contact Was Minimal.

I Looked At Them Puzzled, I Was About To Ask Them What's Wrong But Chris Hugged Me From Behind & Kissed Me On The Neck. "Baby... I Love You Too." I Giggled. "I'm Glad To See You Happy Again, I Love To See You Smile." He Said While Continuing To Kiss Me. We Ended Up Awkwardly Walking Out Of The Hospital Then My Cellphone Began To Ring. "Hold On Baby I Gotta Get My Phone." I Giggled. I Answered My Cellphone. "Hello?" "Terrence Robinson?" "Yes, This Is She." I Replied. "This Is The Sheriff Of Virgina State, How Are You?" My Face Twisted Up & I Became Confused. "I-I'm Fine, What's The Nature Of This Call?" "Well Ma'am I Was With The Coroner This Morning & We Found Something Quite Unusual With Your New Born Daughter's Death." "What Was That Sir?" I Inquired "It Seems As The Body That Was Sent For Us To Examine Does Not Match The Hospital's Autopsy Report At All..." "What Do You Mean By That, I'm Confused." "What I'm Saying Is That There's A Possibility That Your Daughter Was Kidnapped & Is Still Alive." My Eyes Grew Wide In Shock & Horror. Chris Saw My Face & Mouthed To Me What Happened? "I-I-I'm Coming To The Station With My Boyfriend Right Now, Thank You." I Hung Up The Phone.

"What Happened Ter?" Chris Spoke With Concern. "Our Baby Is Not Dead..." I Whispered. "What?!" He Said With A Confused Face. "Someone Kidnapped Our Baby!!!" I Belted Out Crying. Chris Quickly Became Upset "Wait, How Do You Know?" "The Sheriff Just Called Me & Told Me The Autopsy & The Baby's Body Didn't Match In The Morgue, So There's A Possibility That Our Baby Is Kidnapped By Someone." "But Who Would Want To Take Our Baby?! For What Reason?!" I Was Mentally Scrambled & Besides Myself Then My Eyes Widened & My Jaw Dropped. "Where's That Jaslene Bitch?" I Said Angrily. "I Don't Know, I Haven't Spoken To Her Since The Baby Was Born." Chris Responded. I Ran Back Into The Hospital & To The Front Desk. "Where Is Jaslene, Jaslene Rosas?!?!" I Franticly Asked. "I'm Sorry Ma'am But It's Her Vacation Time & She Won't Be Back For Another Week..." She Answered. I Ran Back Outside Nearly Collapsing But Chris Caught Me. "Oh My God, She Took Our Baby!" I Said Bawling "Who Did?!" Chris Said Trying To Contain Me. "Jaslene!" I Cried Out. "How Do You Know?" He Looked Into My Eyes. "We Have To Go To The Sheriff's Department, They Could Find Where Our Baby Is."Okay, Let's Get In The Car."

We Started To Drive Off & Chris' Phone Rang & Before I Answered It Chris Said "If It's Any Of The Family, Tell Them We're Going For A Drive No Need To Make Everyone Else Panic." I Nodded & Picked Up The Phone. "H-Hello?" "Oh Hi Terrence Sweetie It's Me Lindsey." "Oh Hi Lindsey, How Are You?" "I'm Fine Hun, Where Are You & Chris We All Need To Plan The Funeral & The Burial." "Me & Chris Are Taking A Little Drive Now." I Side Eyed Chris A Little. "We'll Be Back Much Later, So Don't Wait Up Too Long For Us." "O-Okay Ter, You Guys Drive Safe." "Okay, We Will Lin Bye-Bye." "Bye." I Hung Up The Phone & Slumped Back In My Seat. "What's Wrong?" Chris Asked. "Nothing, I Just-" "You Just What?" He Mimicked. "I Just Don't Think That It Was Right To Lie To Them Like That. We Should've Told Them That Someone Took Our Baby, They Would've Helped Us-" "No." Chris Cut Me Off. "Why Not Chris?" I Sat Up From My Seat "When We Show Us With Our Baby Girl In our Arms What The Hell Are We Gonna Tell Them? That We Found It Outside? Get Real Chris." "And What If The Sick Motherfucker Who Took Our Baby Actually Kills Her? What Will We Say Then? I Don't Want Unnecessary Drama & Heartache In My Family. Until We Know For Sure & Find Her, We Can't Tell Anyone About This Got It? I Nodded My Head In Agreement, But I Felt That It Was Better To Let Them Know. Whatever Plan Chris Has, I Hope It's Worth All Of This.

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Sunday

The Aftermath Part 2

Chapter 16: The Aftermath (Part 2)
As We Drove Closer To The Precinct I Felt A Cold Chill In the Car, From Lack Of Communication Between Me & Chris. I Wanted To Say Something, But The Environment Felt A Bit Hostel After I Lied To His Sister About Where We Were Going. We Pulled Up To The Police Station & Chris Helped Me Get Out The Car. "Are You Ok?" He Asked While Lifting Me Out Of The Low Seats In The Luxury Car. "Y-Yea." I Replied. We Walked Into The Building & I Looked Around At All The Officers Taking Calls, Walking Around, Some Were Even Looking At Us. "Hello, Mr. Brown? And Ms. Robinson?" The Gentleman Asked Us. "Yes." We Said In Unison. The Sheriff Called Us Into Her Office & We Sat Down Quietly In Her Office. "Hello Mr. Brown & Ms. Robinson, I'm Mrs. Rhonda Davis The Sheriff Of Virgina. How Are You Guys?" "We're Fine, We Spoke On The Phone & You Said My-I Mean Our Daughter Is Not Dead." I Responded. "Yes I Have." She Replied. "Well Did You Find Her?" I Inquired. "No, We're Working On Possible Leads & We Believe That Jaslene Rosas Was Responsible For The Kidnapping & Falsifying Legal Documents. But We Need To Track Her Down First, We Have Already Started Searching Her Home & She Is Gone." "Well I Need To Be Honest & Tell You About The Possibility Of Finding Your Daughter Alive." Chris Held My Hand As I Took A Deep Breath. "Go Ahead." Chris Replied. "After 24 Hours The Possibility Of Finding Your Daughter Is Cut In Half. By The 36th Hour Mark It's Reduced To 90%. So We Have To Work On This Fast Ok?" I Nodded My Head. "What Do I Need To Do, I Mean Can I Help?" I Inquired.

As Of Right Now Neither One Of You Are Needed, But I Suggest That You Keep In Contact With Us & We'll Keep In Contact With You If Anything Develops." "Okay, We'll Call You." Chris Answered. As We Got Up To Leave She Called Us Again. "Wait, I Have To Ask You One More Thing." We Turned Around & Faced Her. "I Know This Seems Personal, But We Need It For Motive & Possible Questioning If We Do Catch Her..." She Paused "Chris, Have You Or Terrence Ever Been In Real Contact With The Suspect. Y'know Past Friendships, Rivalries, Relationships Of Any Kind?" Chris Gulped But Held Composure. "I Used To Date Her Sister Who Died In A Car Accident The Day My Daughter Was Born." And We Exited Her Office. I Had A Feeling Chris Was Doing More Than Just Arguing With Jaslene About Catalina That Night. I Couldn't Prove Anything & I Didn't Want To Cause Any More Issues Then We Already Had. We Left The Police Station & Got In The Car & Drove Home. When We Pulled Up At His House Chris Faced Me Before I Got Out The Car. "Ter, You Know I Love You & We Will Find Our Daughter & Jaslene Will Be Arrested." "I Know, I'm Just Scared For Her That's All." I Knew I Was Lying.

I Was Also Concerned With Chris' Fidelity To Me. I Was NOT In The Mood To Argue With Him, I Was Sad & Tired From Everything That's Been Going On. I Just Wanna Go To Bed & Relax, I Got Out & Headed Inside Chris' House. Why Is This Happening To Me? All I Wanted Was A One Night Stand & I Ended Up In A World Of Drama & Frustration. I Fell In Love With Chris & He Fell In Love With Me, At Least I Think So. At This Point I'm Not Even Sure Anymore. Chris Carried Me Upstairs & Layed Me Down On His Bed & Stroked My Hair Staring Into My Eyes. "What?" I Stared At Him Confused. "I'm Just Very Sorry, For Everything I Put You Though. Our Relationship, The Baby, Everything. You're Too Good Of A Woman For Me, You Deserve So Much Better Than Me." I Layed There Wondering What To Tell Him, Because The Last Time He Did All Of This Shit I Ended Up Pregnant. "I Know Got You Into My Bullshit & I Haven't Been The Best Boyfriend To You, If You Let Me I'll Try To Be A Better Man For You & Help Get Our Daughter Back." All That Was Running Through My Head Was Why Was He Telling Me All Of This Now? Does He Feel Guilty? Does He Know More Then He's Letting On? For His & Our Daughter's Sake He's Not Apart Of This Bullshit. Chris Kissed Me On My Forehead, Rubbed My Back & Left The Room.

Another Person Walked In The Room I Turned My Head To See Who It Was & It Was Chris'Aunt Charlene, The Last Person I Expected To Be By My Bedside. "Are You Okay Sweetheart?" I Turned My Body & Sat Up To Face Her. "Are You Happy Now? You Don't Have To Worry About Me 'Leeching' Off You're Nephew There's No Baby." "Girl, Nobody Deserves To Lose Their Child. Me Speaking As A Mother No Mother Wants To Outlive Their Child. Chris Was Estatic When He Told Us You Were Pregnant." "He Did?" Wiping A Trickle Of A Tear From My Eye. "Yes, He Wanted Us To Meet You Long Time Ago, But Work Got In The Way. I Feel That He Really Loves You & That He's Trying To Be With You." She Started Tearing Up."Miss Charlene Don't cry, We'll Be Alright." I Rubbed Her Back. "It's Not You, It's Something We Didn't Tell You. I Hope You Can Forgive Us Especially Chris Because He Really Loves You." I Looked At Her Puzzled. "What Do You Mean?" I Fully Faced Her. She Sniffled & Wwiped Her Tears From Her Fully Red Face. "It's About Your Mother & How She Died." "What Does My Mother's Death Have To Do With You Guys?" I Was Still Clueless. She Took A Deep Breath & Took A Hold Of My Hand. "The Man That Killed Your Mother Is Chris' Father. We Should've Told You Earlier Bu-" I Released Her Hand & Got Up From The Bed. "Terrance, I'm So Sorry. We Didn't Kn-" "You Knew & You Waited Till Now To Tell Me?! I Trusted You All & You Wouldn't Think To Tell Me I'm Dating The Son Of My Mother's Murderer!" I Walked To The Dresser & Started Taking My Çlothing Out It.

"Chris Has No Clue About His Father Killing Your Mother Or That He's In Jail For Life Cause Of It. So Please Don't Tell Him." "So You're Lying To Him Too Huh? What "Does He Think Happened To His Father?" "Chris' Father Wasn't In Chris' Life For Most Of It, He'd Show Up To A Few Concerts Asking Him For Money But He Never Knew He Came Because We Would Send Him Away. He Went To New York & He Got Arrested He Called Us Asking For Help But We Refused For Chris' Name To Be Tarnished Cause Of Him. When I Heard The Story I Would've Never Thought That His Proceutor Was Going To Be My Nephew's Girlfriend." I Started Crying. "Us, Chris Especially Have Worked Too Hard To Let That Man Ruin Everything." "When Are You Gonna Tell Him?" I Crossed My Arms. "Maybe Never, It's Never A Good Time To Tell Him. I Don't Wanna Crush His Happiness." "I'll Tell Him." She Looked At Me. "You Don't Have To Be Apart Of It, There's Enough Madness Going Around. Since We're Confessing Things..." I Took A Breath. "Are Daughter Isn't Dead, Jaslene Kidnapped Her." Charlene Rose Up. "What?! Oh My Goodness!" She Reacted In Shock. "Did You Contact The Police?" "Yes & They're Trying To Find Her Right Now." "I'm Scared." I Walking Towwards Her. "I Know Baby, We Have To Stick Together So That When They Find Her She Will Be In A Very Loving Enviroment." We Hugged Each Other. I Never Thought That Charlene Would Be Nice To Me After What Happened A Few Days Ago, I'm Glad That I'm Finally Being Accepted Into His Family. Now All We Need Is Our Daughter Back Home To Make This Family Come Full Circle.

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Wednesday

Jaslene's Revenge

Chapter 17: Jaslene's Revenge

Chris walked in the room to see me & his aunt crying, his face grew concerned. "What's wrong?" I walked over to Chris & hugged him as tightly as I could. He lifted my head up & looked into my eyes. "Are you okay Ter?" He asked. "I'm fine, I just-" Chris' cellphone rang. "Yea?" I looked away. "Ok, I'll tell her. No thank you, goodbye." "What is it?" I asked. "They found a lead on Jaslene but they have to investigate it before they find her." "Well how long will that take?" I replied. "That is uncertain, but they are going to find her." I welled up thinking that they will never find her or worse, we could be too late to save her. Cause lord only knows what that sick woman would do to our child. Charlene looked up & faced Chris. "Find her? Find who Chris?" My eyes got wide remembering that we didn't tell the family that Jaslene kidnapped our daughter. "Umm..." Chris replied. "Ok, I can't lie to you auntie." "He can't lie to anybody." I thought to myself.

"Our daughter isn't really dead." "What?! Th-then who has her?" She said concerned. "The doctor who delivered her, she's also Catalina's sister." He revealed. "Wait? Your ex-girlfriend Catalina?! That heifer wouldn't stop calling here asking for you, I knew that doctor looked familiar." I had a shocked look on my face, I didn't think Charlene would know about Catalina considering how much Chris keeps so many things secret. "So her sister kidnapped my great niece huh? You both better find that skinny bitch before I do." Charlene tried to storm off, but Chris grabbed her arm. "Aunt Charlene, don't tell mom or anybody please I know how you are." Charlene looked at Chris up & down "Uh, boy you better stop it before you get slapped. Don't tell me how I am, I won't tell your mother but what do you expect me to do?" she crossed her arms. "Just keep this between us ok, auntie." Chris softened his face to her. "Boy don't give me that sad puppy look, I'm not your mama. I won't tell her, just promise me you'll treat this girl right." I looked around wondering who she was referring to.
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"Girl don't look around, I'm talking about you. if he doesn't do right by you call me." I quietly nodded. Me & Chris walked out of the room, I couldn't stop thinking about my daughter and what would happen to her. I sat in the kitchen & tried to get myself together, Chris rested his head on my shoulder & stroked my hair slowly. "It's okay baby, they'll find her we won't give up. I wish I didn't put you & her through all of this." I turned my head to face him in my seat. "Chris why don't you sit down, I want to ask you something." I spoke calmly. "Sure." He shrugged & sat down in the seat across from me. I turned to him & said "What happened between you & Jaslene?" He scoffed & wiped his face. "Chris, all I want is the truth, it seems as if the longer I'm with you the more surprises become revealed to me and I end up caught up in your drama. So tell me what's going on or I'm going to leave you." I demanded sternly. "Oh, so it's like that?" "Yea, it's like that." I replied in the same tone. "I'm tired of giving in to you not answering me & I let it go, this time it's bigger than both of us. Our daughter is involved & could be in danger because you aren't clear with me, now tell me what the hell happened between you and Jaslene dammit!" I demanded. "Ok, just keep it together & don't go crazy." "Me & Jaslene were dating for a while, because of me touring and her being in medical school I left her." I crossed my arms.

"What else?" I glared at him. "Then I saw Catalina in an L.A. club & she looked a little familiar, but I didn't think anything of it. So I hooked up with her that night." "Were you still in a relationship with Jaslene at the time?" I asked. "No, I was done with her." He answered. "Then after that I was dating Cat for a few weeks, Jaslene called me and she told me that she was pregnant & how it was all my fault and this'll ruin her chance to become a doctor and everything. I yelled at her back and she yelled so loud Catalina heard her voice." I remained calm and silent. "Then I told her it was nothing and we kept going out, then I met up with Jaslene to see what we can do about this and Catalina walked in on us and she thought I was cheating on her so they both fought and I had to break it up. When Jaslene started to look pregnant I wasn't ready to be a father at the time so I told her to get an abortion. At first it really bothered her and she didn't want to do it, but I told her I would pay and be with her and she agreed." My face stool as my heart sank. "So the day came & I gave her the money, but when she was in the doctor's office I was out with Cat and I let her go through that by herself." I saw a tear fall from his eye. "I was so stupid back then, I shouldn't have let her do that alone."

"I ruined Jas and Catalina's relationship, I cowardly back out of taking responsibility for what I help create and I acted like I didn't care. To this day I wondered what would've happened if I stayed with Jaslene and had our baby." With Chris' head down on the table, A tear started to come out of my eye. "Did you love her?" I Said. He lifted his head up. "Did you love her Chris?" I repeated. "At one point I thought I was, till I met you Terrance." I looked at him slightly. "What I had with Jaslene was everything I want, but you were everything I needed Ter. And I Lov-" "Don't soften me up with how much you love me." I cut him off. cause if you did Chris you wouldn't wait till shit happens or till I force you to tell me what's going on. Cause if you really loved me you would've lied to me, gone behind my back & keep secrets from me." He sat in his seat quietly. "Now, I'm not asking you to tell me everything but at least warn me or give a heads up for any bumps on the road." "Alright then, come with me." Chris rose from his chair & reached for my hand. I held onto his & we went upstairs, I wasn't sure where we were going but I was bracing myself for whatever was coming. We stepped into Chris' bedroom & he released my hand to sit on the foot of the bed. "Come here, I need to show you something." he motioned to me.

I walked over & sat by his side, he reached over me to grab a small box. He was about to open it, but he paused & faced me. "Do you really want to know about me?" He Asked. I looked into his eyes. "Cause if I tell you we can't go back, I'm giving you full disclosure about my life & I don't take that shit lightly." He stared, I stared back at him & nodded. "Yes, I want to know everything." He sighed & turned towards me. "When I was younger I've seen so many things that most adults couldn't handle. I've seen my mother being attacked by both of the men who claimed they loved her. I've been bullied for not affording expensive clothes cause we were so poor to the point I had to ask kids for lunch money. What happened to my girl a few years back scared the shit out of me, I thought that I was becoming everything that I hated & was against my whole life." I looked at him as tears were becoming present in his eyes. "I thought avoiding the whole thing & avoiding talking about it would make it go away, but I realized it wouldn't." "I just wish I could take every last portion of that night back, knowing that I can't is bittersweet." A tear left his eye but he smiled.

"Why Baby?" I said wiping my tears. "Cause what happened shouldn't have gone down like that, but if it wasn't for that I wouldn't have grown up so much & wouldn't have met & been with you." He sniffled. "Terrance, you gotta believe me when I say that you are the absolute best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm sorry for all of the bullshit I put you through, I'm still learning and I just want you to learn with me. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes and I saw his soul, it was hurt but untainted. He leaned forward and we kissed each other, It started slow then it became quicker and more passionate. He leaned on top of me and started sliding up my skirt, I trembled slightly and his finger rubbing my pleasure zone. I gasped while we were kissing and he started removing my panties and kissing downward. I trembled from remembering how well he pleasures me, he started kissing on my inner thighs and lowered his head. He started flicking his tongue in between my legs, I started moaning softly and that's when he started licking deeper. My moans became louder and my grip on the bedsheets became tighter with each passionate stroke that was made.

I started gasping as he tightened his grip on my waist, he buried himself in my lap, then he looked up at me. "Are you okay baby?" he asked. I nodded. He went back in without hesitation and I grabbed a hold of his back and started clawing at it. With every scratch I made he pushed his face in my lap harder. I kept on gasping till I came, he looked up at me out of breath & he smiled. He crept up & I went straight for his belt buckle and unzipped his jeans while tongue kissing him. He took his erect member and slowly entered me, it's been a while since we've slept together and I almost couldn't handle him like the first time we had sex. He saw the pained look on my face from his penetration. "Are you alright babe?" he asked. I nodded and then he continued, telling me that I would be alright and I love you. I layed there motionless while he kept stroking my hair and whispering in my ear, I moaned in pleasure but it wasn't the same as before. I don't know what was happening to me or why I kept thinking about all that we've been through, all that I've been through. I'm starting to think that all of this between me and Chris was not worth it anymore. Regardless of what happens, I'm going to leave Chris and take our daughter with me if she's alive. I wanted to talk it through with Chris, but I've already made up my mind. Whether or not we find our daughter I'm ending our relationship, I can't take the lies and drama that comes with him anymore. I love him, but down the line I lost myself & who I really am.

Tracey LaCroix © 2011, Copyright Freak Nasty In the City

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Jaslene's Revenge Part 2

Chapter 18: Jaslene's Revenge Part 2

After he he came we went to sleep. And when he woke he got up & kisses me on the cheek, I layed on my side still thinking about how I'm gonna tell him that It's over, he went in the shower and I slowly got up from the bed. I walked over to the bathroom and splashed water on my face and breathed in slowly. "Chris?" I said "Yea Baby?" He responded. I hesitated for a few seconds, then I spoke... "We Need To Talk." I breathed. He turned off the water and he got out all soaking wet and glistening and I just lost my train of thought. "Girl, you should quit staring." he grinned while lightly stroking my chin. I smiled a little, but I snapped back to reality. "Chris I really need to talk to you." I paced behind him. "Yea bae, What is it?" He turned around in his Towel. I looked at the water slid down his perfectly crafted abs and past his towel fighting myself from going off track. "Get dressed and meet me outside the house." I responded firmly. "Ok." He shrugged his shoulders and I left the room and headed outside, Chris abruptly grabbed my wrist in mid stride. "Wait, I still got something to show you." He said softly in his attractive accent.

I nodded slowly and he pulled me next to him on the bed. "We're not gonna have sex again are we?" I spoke nervously. "Nah Ter, what do you take me for?" he joked. I playfully scoffed. "So what is it?" I asked. He sighed then faced me. "I needed to let you know about all of me before I take my life to the next level with you..." He paused. I looked at him "Why Is That?" "Cause I really want to, I never met a girl like you Ter. Ever since I was younger, I always ended up with the same type of females... They give me instant gratification, but they don't mean shit to me, but you... you're special." He reached for the box that was placed near to me. He opened it up slowly & I saw a bunch of letters being taken out. "These were all letters from my father in prison. my mom threw them away everytime we got them, but I'd always save them." "Why?" I asked. "I don't know." He paused. "I just felt like I shouldn't lose contact with him y'know? I know about the horrible things he's done to my mother and other people in this world, but he's still my father and I love him." He rubbed his eyes prematurely wiping away his tears. "This Was His Last Letter To Me, I Haven't Heard From Him For Over A 6 Months." "Have you ever written to him back?" I asked. "Yea, lots of times. I told him about you, I told him I loved you." He sat in solace as he spoke.

"Did You Ev-" I paused. "Did I ever what? See Him?" Chris asked. "Y-Yea." I looked into his eyes. He palmed his face & sighed. "I did, when I was about 18/19 Years Old. Around the time I-" He froze up, I placed my hand on his shoulder. "Listen Chris, if you don't wanna take it any further you don't have to, I'll understand." "Naw It's okay Ter, I wanna tell you. I need to tell you everything, no more lies from me anymore." He said while holding my hands. I could feel the honesty in his voice, It's like what I've told him was finally sinking in. He licked his lips & faced me. "It was around the time my situation happened and I Jus-" He took a deep breath and his knee started to shake. "Baby It's okay, take a deep breath." I reassured him as I rubbed his back. "I had an argument with my father during my visit and he told me that, she wasn't good for me & that I shouldn't be so reckless with my life." He sniffled. "He said, 'Son I know haven't been a good father to you or a good husband to your mother, but you don't have to fuck up like I did. You can be man and learn from my mistakes, that girl isn't right for you I know she's not." I got angry at him & told him that he was a deadbeat dad, a piece of shit and a heartless murderer." Chris started to cry. "I was so stupid & I wish I would've listened to him." he sobbed. "When I was with my girlfriend at the time, we got into a fight cause I was cheating on her with another woman."

I kept looking at him as he spoke. "She kept bring up things about my past & how I'm gonna end up like my father, a no good piece of shit. So I got to angry that I struck her while driving and I didn't mean too, but she got angry and hit me back and she kept hitting and hitting me and I tried restraining her but it all happened so fast and we were so out of control that our car crashed. I didn't want to leave here there, but I had to. I spent the night crying at how much damage I've caused." "I didn't mean to hurt her or anyone, I-I just... I just fucked up." Chris started crying, I held him close and rubbed his back. "You gotta let it go Chris, just let it go." He wiped his tears slowly. "You can't keep pressing on what could've/should've been, it happened & it's done with. The only person keeping any part of that in is you. Just let it go." I started tearing up. "I need to tell you something." He lifted his head up & looked at me. I tried to tell him that I'm leaving, but for the life of me I couldn't bear to tell him while he poured his out out like this. Then I heard his cellphone ring, Chris picked it up trying to regain his masculine composure.

"Hello?" he responded. "Is this Chris Brown?" I heard in dark, warped voice. "Yes, who is this?" h it.e said confused. "Don't worry about that, I k" now where your daughter Is. Jaslene will kill her if you don't do what I say, exactly how I say It." "Ok, now who is this?!" he said sternly. "Meet me in the middle of the woods behind your house in 10 minutes, come alone." The line cut off. "Hello? HELLO?!" Chris hung up. I saw Chris walking into to the closet & put on a hoodie & I stood up. "Chris, where are you going? Who was That?" "I don't know who that was, but they said they know where the baby is." I became baffled. "So,what? You're gonna go out & meet up with some strange person you don't know at this time of night, all because they claim that they know where our daughter is?! C'mon Chris you can't be serious, I'm going with you." I got up from the bed. "No, it told me to come alone." "Nuh uh, It's too dangerous. I'm not losing you & a child over this bullshit!" "But we will lose a child if I don't do this. I know I haven't given any reason for you to do so recently but trust me, I got something for that ass if they wanna play games." Chris went into his pillowcase & pulled out a Smith & Wesson gun, I began violently shaking. "Chris, W-w-where did you g-g-get that gun." Violent memories of how my mother died filled my already weakened mind. "One of my homboys got me this since I was 16, don't worry baby I know how to use it." I started uncontrolably sobbing. "Have you learned NOTHING Chris?!" "What?" He placed the weapon on the table. "From what happened to your father & where he ended up, Are you so willing to throw your life away like that?" "Listen, the reason why my father ended up where he at has NOTHING to do with right now so watch your mouth..." He spoke sternly.

"My mother was gunned down over doing her job, I've lost her & I'm not losing you... Not in this way." Chris walked over to me & wiped my tears & lifted my head up. "You're not gonna lose me, I want our family back & I'll do anything for our daughter's Safety." He kissed me on the lips. "I gotta do this Ter, for our child don't forget it." I looked into his eyes slowly fading. "Just promise me you won't kill anybody, please Christopher." Sorrow remained in my heart as I gripped on Chris' sleeve. "I promise nothing." Chris spoke as he was relased from my grip. Chris walked away tucking the gun underneath his thick hoodie. I crawled into bed & entered into a fetal position feeling like a helpless child, crying & praying for Chris and our child's safety. I waited for 30 minutes in the same position & then *POP, POP, BANG!* And I jumped up as quick as my heart did, grabbed my robe & sneakers then ran outside fearing the worst has come true.

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